tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61197162011-04-22T08:50:45.030+08:00di 4evai will luv u till death do us part...i love u with all my heart...for longer than forever...i swear that i'll be true ...with an everlasting love...i'll find my way 2 uselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comBlogger3571100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-68306923859330108422008-11-30T13:03:00.000+08:002008-11-30T13:05:12.623+08:00TIME TO MOVE BLOG!!! YEAHHere's the new addresshttp://superstarselina.blogspot.com/did u just roll your eyes at the blog name??!Haha...hey I'm a superstar ok? In my own head at least...haha. The new blog has better layout, blog music and a TAGBOARD...(ah ma asked for a tagboard I gave her a new blog..haha)go seeselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-32552261344610292532008-11-29T22:54:00.004+08:002008-11-29T22:58:37.093+08:00i've been busy with my new blogshopthis time i am going to make it workwatch the space here on the latest updateI'll try to get it done asapi'm sore from doing all the html, linking and typin...i've been doing that for the past 3 hours...goshnow working at arrival 3that's the joy of working arrival 3doing ur own stuff..hahameeting up with xing next fri to go kgotta go get my materials for the newselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-52195139811804763032008-11-27T14:07:00.003+08:002008-11-27T14:38:59.825+08:00i like this songi like the series even morei think the relationship between 月空and秀子is very touching秀子's undying love for 月空and 月空's suppression and eventual rejection of his feelings towards herlike Renata Salecl said "There is nothing behind the mask; it is in the mask"it is not what is behind his rejection of his own feelingshis true feelings are incribed into his rejectionthe more he pushes selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-82945304568368286142008-11-24T19:41:00.003+08:002008-11-24T19:47:59.113+08:00I AM FREEyeah finally exams are overpretty quick la actualli cause it's spread over one week niatoday's paper was a flopi can tell u seriously tt i didn't have a clue to ALL the questionsi just picked those that i have at least READ thru b4totalli slackbut well shan't tink of it since it's overenjoying my 咏春 video now洪天照 is like a super talented actor canhow can u be a super villian and still selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-4687274637443232622008-11-23T15:01:00.002+08:002008-11-23T15:13:15.145+08:00is it better to have alot of hi-bye friends or ONE true friendthe answer may seem very obviousbut many ppl do not adhere to this rulethey are able to make ALOT of friendsbut in the end none of them really mattersome ppl say that i'm too idealistic (or naive)i always believe that i do not have to intentionally make friendspeople who like ur personalityand everything else about uwill automatically selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-8685165138733102762008-11-21T12:29:00.002+08:002008-11-21T12:35:58.769+08:00finished HL 101 paper yesterdayMCQ was quite easyessay was toughi seriously think that my essays made no sensethe central concept in my first essay is"nothingness is the suggestion that any meaning can be filled into the void. the nothingness is the platform to project to possibility of having meaning."the central concept of my second essay is"Bergman (the director of the film) made use of selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-1026106555032122962008-11-19T21:16:00.000+08:002008-11-19T21:20:27.027+08:00muggin for HL 101 nowi seriously think that i am spoiling my own bodyafter my paper today (after i finish writin at least) my head was spinning againlike on monday after i finish writing for HL 104hopefully tml will be fine but i doubt ithead hurtsmust be due to last min cramming and waking super early to studybut i will just have to endure 4-5more daysjia you jia youslpin at 12am tonight den selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-22269715543142503312008-11-19T18:29:00.000+08:002008-11-19T18:37:03.836+08:00yeah HC 101 chinese paper is over2 down 2 more to gothe chinese paper wasn't very difficultbut the fact tt i haven't done any chinese exams in 3 years does hinder mebut wellx it's over anywaywasn't too nervous bout it apart from the fact tt it feels quite strange to take a chinese exami'm a English Lit Major excuse me hahaanyway before i went into the exam hall i happen to hear energy's new song selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-8667651170107183282008-11-18T17:20:00.000+08:002008-11-18T17:25:28.325+08:00finished HL 104 yesterdayeasy question tough answershahai made my point but scared out of pointdid my best alreadywith only one hour of sleep and no lunchseriously tt's the best i could domy head was spinnin by the end of the paperlucky is after i finish the papertml is HC 101my one and onli chinese paperhopefully will be okgotta slp better tonitethurs is HL 101after tt i can rest a while till selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-73460827369998228552008-11-16T23:13:00.000+08:002008-11-16T23:18:40.943+08:00tml is HL 104 paper...the hardest n the one i prepared the most (kinda sounds like history for A levels)after exams tml i'm comin back to study till 4 or 5 am den slp till maybe 10 or 11am...eat lunch den study until 11 pm wake up at 5 am on wed and study till 9 am den go for HC 101 exam den i duno to return home or stay at hostel...cause hostel is nt gd for studyin..but going home needs more selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-29669936416540797142008-11-16T13:08:00.000+08:002008-11-16T13:15:30.690+08:00什么是真相？人们愿意相信的让人心安的就是对人们来说最好的真相但真。善。美真相往往并不善也不美真相充满罪恶灼满伤痕真正的真相出于优苦取自悲痛所以人们选择蒙蔽自己的双眼去相信那虚构的真相但不面对黑暗就永远不会明白什么是光明*请大家支持悬疑偶像剧《霹雳MIT》！很好看哦主演007--飞轮海 炎亚纶天魔星--黑girl 鬼鬼747--小鬼Miss Cherry--范范187--陆廷威 （因该是这样写的）selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-20395117858615728182008-11-12T20:21:00.003+08:002008-11-12T20:23:58.466+08:00i think i am so going to screw up this examnever felt so unprepared beforei mean i didn't study for A levels alsobut at least i knew SOME thingsthis timegoshgt back my last 104 and 102 essaysone B one B+now i gt the whole rangeB- B B+ A- A A+let's hope i onli gt 'A's for examsfirst one is HL 104 goshthe toughestbut the one tt i have consistently been keeping up with the readingsI am so going to selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-40018884346541310242008-11-07T14:33:00.000+08:002008-11-07T14:46:46.320+08:00i'm getting streaks of B...since the B- for brian's essaygot B for HL 101 alsobrian's recent essay haven't got back yetbut dun think it's gd tooHL 102 essay also haven't gt backgimme Aplease please pleasen i handed up my chinese essay lateso hopefully never minus too much marksdarnneed to piaat least exams must get Ait's not easyespecially HL 102i'll try my bestFIRST CLASS HONOURS!!!GO GO GOwent selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-42223415506350441392008-11-04T20:33:00.002+08:002008-11-04T20:42:41.306+08:00i finish all my essays le !!!yeah!!!but tt means exams are coming lei chiong out 2 essays yesterday loone eng one chinesegoshi slept at like 3 am larhxthe chinese one was a killercause totally last min den i know i missed the deadlineso chiongchose the shortest...which is the poemn whoever has done lit before knows tt poems are nt easyn somemore is CHINESE poembut i got thru it anywayphew~came selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-7581958318047242012008-11-03T16:36:00.006+08:002008-11-03T16:47:15.472+08:00i am hungry...4 biscuits for lunch and 3 for teai need more substance than thatdinner come soon pleasei need to studyi NEED to studyi N-E-E-D to studyomg i am so in need of studyingotherwise i will just flunk my exams and say gdbye to first class honoursa classmate just told me that "you are so diligent, it freaks me out"i am so totally nt diligentso i told him"i'm only diligent last min"OMGi selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-66779718778209850862008-11-02T14:56:00.000+08:002008-11-02T15:00:33.127+08:00a nice song from nic tse's tv series停下脚步放弃追逐请你被我照顾 画个温暖蓝图爱的温度热情恢复手中的幸福值得倾诉心事有你分摊不再沉重中走的太蹒跚问号有了答案你是我的港湾心被感谢充满 是你让我感动用不完我甘愿为你不做单身汉流浪到了终点站快乐每天都浏览有了你甘愿平淡一起不孤单我们找到终点站往下个起点追赶有了你甘愿平淡牵着你变的勇敢跟着你走一路上都平安流浪到了终点站快乐每天都浏览有了你甘愿平淡一起不孤单我们找到终点站往下个起点追赶有了你甘愿平淡牵着你变的勇敢跟着你走一路上都平安the series is nice...called 浣花洗剑录it's by nicholas tse and gillian from twinswas watching 咏春by nic tse too...but nt cause of himit's cause of selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-45833497359176674592008-10-31T11:40:00.003+08:002008-10-31T11:42:03.948+08:00i know i shouldn't be doing this nowi should be buried in books and workat least in something productivebut...some emotions are coming back againi don't want it toi know it's wrongsomeone make it go awaybut u know watmaybe it came at the right timemaybe it can force me to workwork in order to forget it....selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-12652321373494226152008-10-30T21:12:00.002+08:002008-10-30T21:17:35.086+08:00I would love to stay up late tonight and just mug like crazy...but i know i won't be doing myself any goodi tink i'll just be super tired n nth will go into my headso i'm sleeping soonanyway i gt it plan out for the next 3 dayspriority 1: HL 104 and HC 101 essayspriority 2: revision for HL 102 and HL 101priority 3: workoutfriday930-1130: Amore aerobic class and gym1330-1530: let's work on that HLselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-51349822542821375542008-10-27T17:53:00.003+08:002008-10-27T18:01:36.706+08:00i finished my HL 101 essay in like 3 hours? and 1 hour was spent on planning so actually i only spent 2 hours. ok only sounds a bit off if you're tokin bout exam time...but usually ppl spend so much MORE time doing their essay...i'm so sick of myself doing last min workI WILL START DOING MY HL 104 ESSAY TOMORROW (in case u are wondering y nt today...cause i need to edit my HL 101...i need an A...selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-58287244425317532642008-10-25T20:34:00.000+08:002008-10-25T20:40:33.567+08:00i want to earn big bucksok randomnessstudying n workinnever tot i would b like thatlazy mebut i gotta save upsee the amount of money i need(apart from daily expenses)1. Taiwan trip next year2. Shopping with lyndy end of this yrso major expenses pplselina will work hardschool and workgo go go!!!!oh ya...go watch 工藤新一的复活nice nice especially if u like 小栗旬the guy from hana kimi and hana yori dangook selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-17839708700478966402008-10-21T20:56:00.003+08:002008-10-21T21:05:44.335+08:001 down 3 to go1 due nxt wk2 due nxt nxt wk (one chinese one eng)and i got a B-for the first time in my uni lifemy worst fear has came truegotta piaGIMME BACK MY 'A'si'm feelin very lazy as usualtaxed from the 1600 words essayon Beowulfi know it's my fault tt i did it so last mini did it in like 3 or 4 hours larhbrain deadi rest a while (blogging obviously)den gotta read my HL 102 readingsi will selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-92087427353024489682008-10-20T12:13:00.003+08:002008-10-20T12:19:16.157+08:00it doesn't matter if you live or dieit doesn't matter if you smile or sighthe world will just go on spinning it's only my heart that you'll be breakingwhether you take one more breathit doesn't matter to the restbut if you give me one more smileyou can take away my breaththe world may seem to be fadingyour life may seem to be stoppingbut my heart will not stop beatingand i'll never stop selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-69711964481362906722008-10-18T20:08:00.002+08:002008-10-18T20:19:06.695+08:00i need to studyi need that reason that fired me upi want the fire backi got like 3 english essays and 1 chinese essay duegoshi'm feeling so lazy nowadayslike i dun feel like doing ANYTHINGwell i DID do my reading for brian'sthe ONLY thing i did actualli (hw related)left with like 20 pagesi'm finishing that pile of thing tonightgot HL 101 HL 102 and HC 101 readings to get thrui'm hurting all over selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-31264039028428490742008-10-16T16:19:00.002+08:002008-10-16T16:24:41.567+08:00i was bored so i read the wiki analysis of spikegood one therequite lit actually...the way they analysed the whole thingsome really cool stuff spike said"Delivering melted cheese on bread, doing your part to keep America constipated." Season 4 "And I'm just supposed to help you out of the evilness of my heart?" Season 4"No. I'm a rebel. You're an idiot." Season 6 "With all the rubbish people keepselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-44586295384697952322008-10-15T20:15:00.002+08:002008-10-15T20:17:55.871+08:00i love buffy the vampire slayeri love spikewas watchin ep 3 of season 6the tears in his eyes and xander's words"tell me when you saw buffy alive, was it not the happiest moment of your entire existence"those are strong words(especially if you are a vampire n your entire existence would mean like a few hundred years)i love it...i love strong emotionsselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-66231149177702080922008-10-14T20:46:00.003+08:002008-10-14T21:02:19.033+08:00i am getting the pre a levels syndrome againlike when u know u gotta studyand u want to studybut nothing gets in ur headi've been sitting with my lit text for 2 hours plus and wat did i read from it??i tried reading chinese lit for a changeno difftried to work on essay assignmentdidn't work eithermust be due to my lack of exercisewellx going to go mug with iting tmlhopefully it will go welland i selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-16366089103289159382008-10-13T22:07:00.002+08:002008-10-13T22:11:22.508+08:00"love addresses the point in speech where the word fails"something from my lit booki like that linetoday is a day of laziness anger n enlightenment (ok i exaggerated the last one)somethings that realli clouded my mind but i realisedi was the one clouding my own mindit can be realli simplevery simpleand there was lightin me...in xingying...in xiying...in mui...ok i noe u duno wat i am tokin selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-47490143643047770442008-10-08T10:00:00.003+08:002008-10-09T01:16:29.455+08:00-突然想起梁静茹的 "无条件为你"无条件为你不顾明天的安稳为你变坚强相信你的眼神有没有过那种感觉明明知道自己会害怕但因为一个人的眼神而变得坚强那种信任就像是天塌下来也不会害怕因为他就在那里 看着你--冥冥之中好像安排好了我们的相遇那不是一种爱的邂逅而是让这个时候的我遇见了你--你是否也和我一样在别人面前不知如何表达自己就算有再多的热情就算有再多的情感也都只能沉默-selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-5436923706137744192008-10-07T21:58:00.002+08:002008-10-07T22:11:12.839+08:00a song that i always likedbut today is the first time i seriously looked thru the lyrics赵传's 我很丑可是我很温柔每一个晚上 在梦的旷野 我是骄傲的巨人 每一个早晨 在浴室镜子前 却发现自己活在剃刀边缘 在钢筋水泥的丛林里 在呼来唤去的生涯里 计算着梦想和现实之间的差距 我很丑可是我很温柔 外表冷漠 內心狂热 那就是我 我很丑可是我有音乐和啤酒 一点卑微 一点懦弱 可是从不退缩 每一个早晨 在都市的边缘 我是孤独的假面 每一个晚上 在音乐的旷野 却变成狂热嘶吼的巨人 在一望无际的舞台上 在不被了解的另一面 发射出生活和自我的尊严 我很丑可是我很温柔 白天黯淡 夜晚不朽 那就是我 我很丑 可是我有音乐和啤酒 有时激昂 有时低首 非常善于等候although i dun think i VERY selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-65062235303596000012008-10-07T00:39:00.002+08:002008-10-07T00:42:17.608+08:00Yin Singers and Dance Friends' nite was greatnot quite the same as MAF...more relaxedthank xing xiying mui n shuyi come supportur presence mean the world to me...(especially when i can't hear myself n need to watch xing's mouthing)热带雨林 my girls were pretty gdi couldn't quite hear myself though祝我生日快乐is a gd attempt by chin thin n myselffirst time we workin tgth...n we onli practised twiceactualli selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-28856983421869305962008-10-06T11:33:00.003+08:002008-10-06T11:38:34.683+08:00TONITE is Yin Singers' and Dance Friends' Niteeverybody like very slack ahcompared to MAF/SIXhaha...it's just a k box session moved outdoors...if alvin had not said no slippers n fbti would have wore thosehaha...waiting for godot doesn't make sensei tink the onli 'sense' i got out of it is thatit doesn't make sensei still have Zizek's theory to pia thrun the merchant of veniceparadise lostn selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-774644092108286752008-10-05T13:22:00.004+08:002008-10-05T18:03:52.165+08:00this is a new song by 黑girl "女生"我是女生 我只是女生轻轻的留下一吻 是你对我的负责 你说我还只是女生 不懂爱的沉闷 轻轻擦去我的泪痕 是你成熟的象徵 你说你只会爱女人 还接著笑我笨 但是我心中的爱情 没那麼多的难题 我只知道爱上了 那就是爱上了 没有疑问 我是女生 只要爱一个人 就尽全力去争 不管爱情有多残忍 不管你笑我笨 我是女生 不管爱多残忍 我一直都认真 不管是女生或女人 不管你笑我笨 我是女生 although the singing is not very gd...but i like the lyricsespecially.."轻轻擦去我的泪痕 是你成熟的象徵"我们在其他方面可能很成熟但面对爱情的时候我们也会伤痛地心碎我们也会害怕得流泪我们。。还是女生"我是女生 不管爱多残忍"但就算是心碎就算一身都是伤痕就算累倒昏倒我们还会继续的爱因为。。selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-44771202554352140902008-10-02T14:54:00.002+08:002008-10-02T15:03:34.150+08:00是被什么牵绊着因为什么而害怕着相信什么而期待着放弃什么而后悔了"爱真的需要勇气"要勇气去追寻每一段爱情在开始前都充满了很多很多的害怕害怕对方的答案会伤害自己更害怕自己的爱会伤害自己灵魂与心灵的悸动每一个四目交接时的颤抖每一刻共处的温度"无条件为你不顾明天的安稳为你变坚强相信你的眼神"那种感觉那种无法解释也无法安抚的恐惧但因为一个人的眼神而安心寒冷的心感觉到他眼中的温度暖流从他的眼神涌入你的心中那一个眼神对我而言就是全世界"我对你有一点动心却如此害怕看你的眼睛"那是一种爱的吊诡是你让我更有勇气也是你让我失去勇气因为一瞬间的犹豫让我永远被搁在离你一公尺之外的距离远远的望着你 你就在那里而我 还在原地selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-27245774334015952792008-10-02T01:21:00.005+08:002008-10-02T15:21:07.173+08:00jux went for yin syncn i shall repeat for the hundred n one timeI LOVE YIN SYNCwe're performin again next monday 7-9pm @ NTU Hall 6are u my friend?come down n watchi havin very mixed emotions nowb4 yinsync i felt very...nt upset but rather...just haix haix n more haixduring yin sync n after yin synci am feelinghigh high n more highbut...there is some regretregret for holding some words backselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-15779573380543964262008-09-29T23:59:00.002+08:002008-09-30T00:09:00.321+08:00MAF.SIX was GREAT!!!!i duno whether i did well but i did enjoy itmy girls were terrific...wonderful how the chemistry can be built up so quicklyi love u girlsthx to alvin for the singing advices(although he say i sing tt time like wanna kill ppl)thx to our supporters 4 cheerin us onmost imptly thx ah boon 4 the dancen ya to someone who asked if we 崇拜ah boonya we do! cannot ah? jealous ah?haha selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-46659680933405544252008-09-28T20:13:00.002+08:002008-09-28T20:18:47.757+08:00jux went dinner with iting...i ate dinner...she pei mefarni conversation or rather farni thing i said to herselina: "他敢要我当他女朋友，我就敢跟他在一起！!"shall keep the male lead's name outta the picture...but i found it quite farnischool is starting AGAIN tml...sian diaobut tml is MAF performance so quite anticipate it alsonot quite nervous YETbut my ankle n ligament hurtsbut i'll be finewas just altering my selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-28644072930688315872008-09-26T13:59:00.002+08:002008-09-26T14:03:54.558+08:00wednesdaymet up with soo huey wan yu n kai yan to go get our clothes for the performancemet up with alvin to practice our singingmet up with ah boon to practice our dancestayed at jam room to listen to practising turn into k boxingever tried eating nothing for more than 24 hours plus dancing n singing?i did...hahathursdaymet up with yin sync ppl for lunchwent to K box at JECsang four SHIN songs (selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-52501314160184214672008-09-19T17:04:00.000+08:002008-09-19T17:11:17.639+08:00today is like REST DAY...totalli didn't do anything up till now...gotta start on my poetry essay paper...i realli dun like poetry...but i'm going to give it my best anyway...went for S.I.X yesterday...singing audition for hall6...i did the stupidest thing in my life...i forgot the lyrics for the same line THREE TIMES IN A ROW...i NEVER did such a thing before...somehow i was dead nervous...tt's selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-53897994263676706512008-09-12T20:23:00.002+08:002008-09-12T20:30:21.569+08:00my new idol JILLIAN MICHAELS....i think she is so cool...TV's toughest fitness guru...i read through a bit of her books...she's gd man...met up with xiying n muihiang today...although we didn't say alot of things...but it feels really good to be with people that you can be 100% yourself...making funny noises...complaining about stupid things in life...that's what sisters are like...feeling very selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-41049260479071594892008-09-10T18:35:00.001+08:002008-09-10T18:37:09.987+08:00只要你们觉得幸福快乐没有什么不可以的不要在乎别人怎么看怎么想我只要你们幸福selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-54500674475881357342008-09-07T17:35:00.002+08:002008-09-07T17:38:03.962+08:00xing ying 说得对 有朋友就够了明明知道会发生的事就不因该假装它不存在不想再花六年去换回无限的懊悔就到此为止吧selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-20219492564901352422008-09-06T13:53:00.002+08:002008-09-06T13:58:50.289+08:00singing is my love...i love power in my voice...although it sometime doesn't happentkd is my love...i love the feeling of my leg in contact with the sandbag...judo is my love...i love the fact that I am pushing myself to the limit doing things that i usualli dunenglish lit is my love...i love knowing that i do not know...writing lyrics is my love...i love seeing my emotions n tots in words...my selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-77022486569644580122008-09-04T00:47:00.002+08:002008-09-04T00:55:23.271+08:00today is a mega happy day1. i got lyn's msg...feels loved2. my longest day of the week has ended3. today got judo4. went for yin sync (some singing grp in my hall) 5. got my own singing grp (yea like my dream...the last one was in sec 3 singing competition larh)6. my first singing performance in front of the club wasn't too bad (according to my own standards larh)feel tt my friends are very selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-51740748929920392522008-08-31T14:39:00.001+08:002008-08-31T14:39:38.179+08:00Celebrity Collage by MyHeritageMyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Geneology - Pedigreeselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-5799160353630100982008-08-31T10:54:00.001+08:002008-08-31T11:02:37.749+08:00"你一定可以找到比他更好的人""你找给我看啊""..."为什么一样的事要一再上演？我从一段痛彻心肺的悲剧走出来可不是为了走入另一段锥心刺痛的悲伤中如果是这样那我宁愿一直在悲剧中游移went to zoo for rong xin's charity concert yesterday...haha xing was so excited about seeing the animals larhx...n her obsession with sunblock...the concert was quite nice...got campus superstar singapore idol n superstar ppl...quite cool...gotten quite obsessed with workin out these days...but scared i selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-42528016769574123372008-08-27T12:51:00.002+08:002008-08-27T13:00:28.562+08:00went for my first judo lesson...erm session is a more accurate word..on monday...although i'm aching all over from it now...but i love it...the ppl there are quite nice...made some new friends amy and ivy...wang iting i knew long ago...anyway it's quite different from tkd...(obviously)...but i think each has it's own virtues ba...tkd has less close contact...more kicks...judo is more about selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-89916526448919041862008-08-24T14:33:00.002+08:002008-08-24T14:39:44.825+08:00i'm darn sleepy larh...but gotta wake up cause i still have tons of work undone...shit...chalet plus 2 days of sleeping onli 3 hours is killing mexiying's birthday chalet is quite nice...alot of her friends turned up...of those that stayed they are quite nice...they played some drinking game n den xingying got high again...it's realli weird how they turn tipsy n watever...but i just think that selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-10058660213934171802008-08-22T20:45:00.001+08:002008-08-22T20:47:48.067+08:00this is the intro cum advert to the "movie" i made for xing's bday...cause some ppl say wanna see some clips so i shall put this on youtube...but the full movie is onli for the birthday girl...soHAPPY BIRTHDAY XINGYINGhttp://www.youtube.com/v/i7Lo1Zo_97wselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-39122467944314264472008-08-18T21:07:00.002+08:002008-08-18T21:16:24.389+08:00被一群人围绕但是仍然觉得孤单。。。我又在一次陷入这样的困境里是我的问题吗？想念着被知心朋友围绕的感觉maybe is because i'm in english lit faculty that's why i feel so alone...they are all so ABC...not their fault but i dun like it that way...“请原谅我 原谅我不成熟不爱你是借口好让你离开我”~萧敬腾 《原谅我》我喜欢这段歌词隐约的感受着心痛的成全i dun want to feel so lonely...someone please come and help me...just give me a smile or just say a hi...i'll be very happy...feel like crying...shouldn't selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-44446407768234180382008-08-11T23:04:00.003+08:002008-08-11T23:14:12.405+08:00i'm lying on my hostel bed typing this...cause i'm so darn tired from reading my lit textbook...it's theories about writer and reader...ok i shan't call it theory...it's more like philosophy and u get brain dead after 10 minutes of reading it...and i read like for about 2 hours...that's y i'm so brain dead...although i gt like another 5 pages to go but no point reading when my brain cannot selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-9931972849139448632008-08-08T09:48:00.002+08:002008-08-08T09:57:05.036+08:00well very luckily i manage to drop me classical chinese module and change to introduction to chinese literature...after one lecture i realise that it is REALLY NOT EASY...i have to work very hard...but i will try my best to do it larhx...yesterday night was quite nice...the easiest to sleep since i stayed in hostel....maybe bcuz of the rain....quite nice n cool...my hostel is realli very hot...soselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-3295421173662365822008-08-05T21:04:00.002+08:002008-08-05T21:09:56.516+08:00i am now taking 3 english modules 1 writing module and 1 special topics in classical chinese...i think i am going to overload my own reading quota...i totally onli understand like 10% of the things that i read in my lit booki am reverting back to my anti social mode AGAIN...i'm staying whole day in my room n my room mate buy food back for me...totally refuse to exit the hall...the onli place i goselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-23608066014670701102008-07-29T20:18:00.001+08:002008-07-29T20:19:44.525+08:00selian de song intro is back again...this is the ost from fated to love you半情歌 - 元若蓝花 接受凋零风 接受追寻心的伤还有一些不要紧我接受你的决定你将会被谁抱紧唱什么歌哄他开心我想著天空什么时候会放晴地球不曾为谁停一停你的明天有多快乐不是我的我们的爱是唱一半的歌时间把习惯换了伤口愈合也撤销我再想你的资格你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的像我手中冷掉的可可最最教人残念的总是未完成的我只能唱著一半的歌selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-66789849850508015732008-07-28T16:42:00.002+08:002008-07-28T16:51:41.444+08:00school is starting next week and i'm moving into the hostel this weekend i think...xiying n mui hiang came to my house to help me pack my stuff...cause seriously...idiots like me cannot pack...like mui n xiying help me tink wat to bring...i go get the stuff den xiying pack them into the bag...haha...quite excited about going to school again but the tot of studying kind irks me..holidays pass by selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-44759325134962882172008-07-24T23:14:00.000+08:002008-07-24T23:19:54.346+08:00sometimes i feel that life is full of unpredictable events...that is why we approach our everyday with apprehension n excitement...people are always full of contradiction...the strongest warrior often break at the weakest women's tears...the weakest women is always full of strength when in defence of her loved ones...how can we ever measure strength...the amount of weight we can carry with our selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-84897604444354022292008-07-19T16:22:00.003+08:002008-07-19T16:29:47.298+08:00i'm staying in hall 6...not very near my fac but nvm...it's nxt to iting's hall...haha can eat tgth..haha she can help me eat my food so i can eat less...think i'm moving in on the 2nd or 3rd ba...cause after sch starts dun think have time le...haix..too lazy to pack my stuff le...prob get xiying to help me pack...tml going to take over xingying's shift at night safari from 11am to 3 pm (like whyselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-53497208817379122832008-07-14T16:57:00.003+08:002008-07-14T17:02:54.991+08:00after another 20 days it will be the start of my new life at NTU-English Lita new beginning doesn't necessarily mean forgetting everything about your past...rather it signifies that the past has really because the past...putting on new clotheshaving a new hairstylecarrying new booksliving in a new placemaking new friendsi'm trying to part with the part of me that i feel needless to hold ontomaybeselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-24539733575658516752008-07-10T17:02:00.002+08:002008-07-10T17:08:48.009+08:00now i am bloggin from luan's house...using her mac...nice nice...i like it lo...want to buy...haha so dumb... but it's so pretty larhx...anyway i almost finish reading the murderer next door..about murderer psychology and what leads them to kill...i seriously like that book...basically it something like evolution theory...in the sense that bcuz our ancestors did not have law established at their selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-69855807286170440612008-07-06T23:16:00.004+08:002008-07-07T00:05:10.501+08:00today at dinner..me n xingying were talking about our sec sch days...some ppl...kinda like analysing things that happened...n half way through we were talking about sec 3 stuff n she was like...."that was 4 years ago"...den it dawn onto me how times flies pass realli quickly...just like when i tried to track down one of my blog entries n it felt like only a few months back but i found it in my selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-69713160483928667972008-06-27T19:35:00.002+08:002008-06-27T19:45:04.532+08:00i went to times book sale today at expo with rong xin...she's super cool...we like reach at the same time...both of us are early...that's the gd thing meeting someone who actually has the virtue of punctuality...i bot these3 mystery books by elizabeth georgehour game by david baldaccicatching light-looking for God in the movies by Roy M.Ankerdo you think what you think you think-philosophical selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-87054290501458709292008-06-26T13:35:00.003+08:002008-06-26T13:43:33.276+08:00i just finish reading agatha christie's Nemesis and 2 of her plays...witness to a prosecution and towards zero...darn cool the thing is...especially Nemesis...when Miss Marple asked why was the girl dead...Miss Temple's answer was "Love"...it is not the usual dreamy...till death to us part kinda lovey thing...i knew from the time i read that line that it was something quite different from our selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-15623653944283936822008-06-21T14:13:00.000+08:002008-06-21T14:22:44.993+08:00once again i have injured my leg from TKD...BUT i am NOT going to give up...(no matter wat mom says)...i love TKD!!!i'm quitting my job soon...prob tender resignation tml n officially end work by 6th Jul...thinking of using the work study scheme to finance myself thru uni...though i dun think that will be quite enough...there are a few options available thru NTU StudentLink...n perhaps i will selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-29898164576532105232008-06-15T22:59:00.002+08:002008-06-15T23:07:10.026+08:00the modules for e lit 2008/09 is up...i'm reading it...n there is no sherlock holmes!!! let's hope there is at later parts of my studies...there's got to be...it's such a great piece of work...ok n now i am so fallin head over heels (no pun intended) with charles n keith bag...the white woven ones...BOTH OF THEM!!!! i like it soooo much...but it is darn over my budget...one is 52...the other is selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-49978538951723376782008-06-13T14:31:00.002+08:002008-06-13T14:35:20.399+08:00went shoppin with huiqi n iting last sunday...at bugis...iting wanted to get clothes and shoes...in the end she bot one top...huiqi bot a pair of slippers and one top...i bot a pair of heels and one top...went shoppin with xingying on monday...at bugis AGAIN...she bot 2 cotton tube top...one eh...duno how to describe tube top...one tube dress and one black bag...i bot one brown bag....one floral selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-46337137739559507152008-06-09T09:30:00.000+08:002008-06-09T09:32:30.272+08:00让无法遗忘的成为人生故事的一部分，成为我创作的养分如果我不能选择忘记你，至少我可以创造属于我的新记忆selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-37845572323743517222008-06-01T16:28:00.000+08:002008-06-01T16:40:51.613+08:00I am going to NTU to take English LiteratureI will be staying in hostelI MIGHT join NTU Judo Clubit's like starting over in an all new environmentquite excited n quite nervous also..hehehopefully studying a course of my own choice will make me work hardern hopefully staying with Lynn will help toooh ya...n i totally spent too much during GSS...haha...but i'm limiting my budget to $500buying stuffselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-79809959997936895462008-05-25T08:52:00.002+08:002008-05-25T08:58:40.945+08:00just tot of posting an entry before going out...i'm hardly at home this week larhx...mon tues sat workin...wed go out with huay han...thurs go out with xing...fri got tkd..yesterday after work went shoppin with xiying...today got tkd grading...oh man grading...i just told xiying yesterday..i think i got all my priorities wrong...like going for A level exams n getting results does not make me as selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-18971321421850137492008-05-19T12:50:00.002+08:002008-05-19T12:53:17.200+08:00a quote from m.butterfly"the days i spent with you are the only days i truly existed"in my opinion my situation is the oppositethe days i spent 'WITHOUT' you are the only days 'I' truly existednow i'm starting to realise what 'I' really want to become...someone strongersomeone smartersomeone just like the real meselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-48289113766760691152008-05-14T10:23:00.002+08:002008-05-14T10:27:19.507+08:00i had a horrible dream...it wasn't exactly a nightmare cause there was no element of fright...just a lot of pain...i had a similar dream a while ago...i think i mentioned it a little...but this time it is worse...why?everytime i wanna turn my back n leave...everytime i summon all my courage...why am i reminded again...why does my own brain use ur death in my dream to scare me...let's just presumeselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-68713460031736198302008-05-12T10:26:00.002+08:002008-05-12T10:39:00.744+08:00went for CL performance on friday...it was pretty interesting to watch how the juniors have grown since we last saw them...and seeing the teachers again felt very different...xiying say she felt 'out' of the crowd...like most of them are juniors n stuff...duno y i didn't have that feeling...felt as if it was back to the old days at AJ...we only graduated for less than half a year anyway...these selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-35165940517455616362008-05-09T17:24:00.002+08:002008-05-09T17:29:24.279+08:00wellx today i managed to drag myself up and go to AMORE again...seems like the special power of fridays...always manange to make it up on fridays...maybe i shall try again tml..haha...anyway i went for the LO session today (low-impact aerobic)...n the name is so deceiving...low impact rite??? my feets hurt...but it was a good workout...n i like the teacher...always so cheerful...den i went for anselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-85111977203272837202008-05-03T18:17:00.002+08:002008-05-03T18:52:53.131+08:00well congrats to myself that managed to pull myself up to go for NB session at Amore yesterday...1030AM!!! i had to wake up at like 915AM or something...like i worked until 215AM yesterday morning...i intended to go gym after the NB session...but i was too shagged...shows how physically unfit i am..hahabut after the NB session is totally tired man...i went home bathe ate lunch n slept for two selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-57590418890776065672008-05-01T17:44:00.002+08:002008-05-01T18:04:13.445+08:00i've received the letter from NTU saying that my application for the course of English Literature has been accepted...now at least I have a uni to study in...(using the word at least shows a little desperation eh?)now i'm considering whether to live in a hostel...cause i seriously dun wanna live in a hostel but i also seriously hate to spend loads of time travelling around...nvm i'll think of selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-68752010985130033852008-04-27T18:39:00.003+08:002008-04-27T19:21:26.243+08:00今天看到了陈坤和林心如所饰演的一部电视剧 《非你不可》 的一些小片段林心如在剧中饰演的司嘉译爱上了陈坤所饰演的柯磊，但柯磊爱的人是苏严当付出了爱却不被回报时，人可以选择收回但是如果收不回呢？在雨中朋友提醒了司嘉译“你爱上柯磊了！”那天晚上的那一场雨似乎是上天为了冲醒司嘉译而下的不期而遇的柯磊和司嘉译柯磊说“不要哭了”司嘉译说“我哭，你会心疼吗？你为什么不说话？说一句假话也好啊！”女人的傻就是如此柯磊在最后一段作了一个心理测试结论是司嘉译是最适合他的人苏严是他一辈子最爱的人对司嘉译的情感是 “宝贝，对不起”对苏严的情感是 “非你不可”selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-38459344248712157402008-04-24T21:20:00.006+08:002008-04-25T01:54:52.860+08:00真正体会过才能明白人生的奇妙当你跌到谷底才能再爬起来当你失去一切才能再次拥有当你彻底放弃才能重新开始当你明白，却更疑惑当你疑惑，才能明白当你痛了，你便爱了当你爱了，就不痛了当你难过，才懂快乐当你悲伤，才懂喜悦当你愤怒，才懂宽恕伤痛时的难受会成为伤口结疤时的领悟最初开始爱的时候因为爱而让我们拥有坚持的力量当真正明白爱的时候因为爱而让我们有放弃的勇气I was reading the modules available and whatsoever for literature and theatre studies...call me an idiot if u want...despite the fact that lit has like massive reading load...i think it is INTERESTING...makes me wanna take selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-60517468709135529522008-04-23T15:09:00.002+08:002008-04-23T15:14:36.000+08:00what took me so long to understand?to understand that i never understood...working hardselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-19225982785604134672008-04-17T19:30:00.002+08:002008-04-17T20:05:12.738+08:00i'm at workstation again n blogging while my workmate...erm...Fidah? (i forgot how to spell it) goes to BK for dinner...i had grilled fish for dinner(like anyone wanna know?) and had it with Ida...i slept till 12pm today...so rare...usually i'll jolt up before 10am...usually at about 8+ or 9...n the weirdest thing is that i slept at about 11.30pm yesterday...nvm my sleeping habits has always beenselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-32901159661143056202008-04-11T12:11:00.000+08:002008-04-11T12:17:09.481+08:00blogger looks so screwed up...is it just my comp or is it the same for everyone??anyways i'm blogging b4 i head out to meet xiying...she just called and asked to go out like last nite n we totally duno where to go...tot bout beads shopping but i'm totally broke from the last one...but i'm happy that i have so many beads to work with whenever i want...hehex!!i'm going to drag myself out on sunday selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-1905737044760506822008-04-04T20:59:00.000+08:002008-04-04T21:05:38.648+08:00life's pretty much the same for me now though this week i didn't have much of work...onli sat n sun...pretty slack but also means less money...sianx...i'm still trying to figure out how to use that darn dreamweaver n photoshop...i am an IT idiot..final...i just joined amore club as a member..i think it's pretty cool...n probably also a gd motivation to just get out there and workout...if not i'llselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-30426242529623484262008-04-01T08:01:00.001+08:002008-04-01T08:14:09.754+08:00我努力着即便不断的动摇仍然想要坚持前进的太多要后退时反而寸步难行为自己编制了理想我也努力着寂寞是你已经忘了什么是爱孤独是你已经不需要再去爱哪一种比较可悲？我享受着朋友的爱我拥有着家人的爱我学会了爱自己然后呢。。。就等你的一个眼神就能为你长征为你占领所有边城和天上的星辰如果你一个笑如果你一个吻更多伤痕更多牺牲就让爱更动人就让爱更永恒只因我为爱而生只因为我为爱而生我来到这个世界这个人生为你而生存只因我为爱而生只因为我为爱而生就让我越爱越疯越陷越深越执著的灵魂曾经灿烂曾经沸腾就不会有悔恨即使化成无名烟尘在故事的尾声爱是一种天分还是一种天真我不多想我不多问让爱忘了分寸让我奋不顾身selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-78460522727852864952008-03-26T22:43:00.003+08:002008-03-26T22:52:46.292+08:00i will be counting down to my bday alone...at terminal 3...bcuz i'm doing closing shift tonite...alone...i'll probably spend it like i have spent other days...watching youtube...xingying is in italy...xiying at home after work...mui hiang should b asleep...so i'll be alonethat will probably remain the case until 6pm when i meet mui tml...greatmaybe i should ask lyn out for a swim or something...selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-36164464223986286842008-03-15T23:23:00.003+08:002008-03-16T00:30:18.181+08:00i have once again became extremely bored at my work station n have no other alternative (other than reading sherlock holmes) that type away endlessly at the keyboard onto the blog that few bothers to read...*i can't help it...i'm boredanyway i went to NUS open house today with jamie yuan han n chin kim...nth much to see except for the multitudes of ppl there...last nite had TKD once again by lyn selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-86992965910417130592008-03-11T23:51:00.002+08:002008-03-12T00:06:47.431+08:00cannot slp...although it's onli 1152pm...sometimes i might even be workin at this time...but i have to wake up like 4 am tml so...wellx...anyway i was watching mr n mrs smith just now...for the 2nd time...i watched it quite some time ago...see i told u i was bored...although i dun realli like jolie n brad pitt but i have to admit that they are HOT...smokin hot...especially jolie's eyes...i selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-27924959349021922692008-03-09T18:22:00.002+08:002008-03-09T18:33:05.844+08:00i was watching some vid on youtube n i'm seriously bored that i am blogging again...not that anyone, apart from myself, reads it...anyway results are fine...just that everyone else around me seemed to have did better...haha...i dun realli care much as long as i can get into the course that i want to...FASS-theatre studies...well i feel pretty much the same as huiqi does...excited about uni...IF iselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-41853510745288414272008-03-06T20:14:00.002+08:002008-03-06T20:22:24.025+08:00tomorrow is results day (or as others have named it--dooms day)...i know a lot of ppl are stressing and feeling the nervousness n everything...but seriously...i ain't feelin it too much...maybe bcuz i know even if i got lousy results i only have myself to blame...if i can't get into the course i want i guess i'll just retake as a private candidate...(if u think i'm jux actin calm i can tell u i selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-65691203194285412792008-02-26T00:19:00.002+08:002008-02-26T00:27:01.600+08:00i am blogging once again about how frustratingly bored i am at my workplace...interestingly...although i have a coworker who refused to talk to me yesterday..i am more bored today...perhaps bcuz of the time...yesterday i knocked off at 1130...today i will only knock off at 215...so apparently...anyway...it is also partially cuz there is no youtube to watch at arrival 3...n this same episode willselinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-79711492118131483392008-02-24T22:39:00.002+08:002008-02-24T22:53:47.905+08:00i am once and again at the boring workstation and resigning to the fate that i have nothing better to do than to type away endlessly on my blogger...interestingly enough, i just read an article about how girls are more likely to have and website of their own counter to wat the conventional believe that the IT geeks are usually the guys...i think this has seriously nothing to do with being an IT selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-14949529204629670342008-02-18T00:31:00.002+08:002008-02-18T00:53:23.333+08:00seriously bored and finding something to occupy me at work right this minute...yes you have not mistaken at 12.32AM i am still workin...at changi airport at that...this the second opening shift in a row...next week i have 2 opening 1 closing and one semi closing which is the 1430hr-2330hr shift...good news is that i get to claim for taking the cab...bad news is that i'm working unearthly hours...selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-36480866237739128102008-02-16T23:04:00.002+08:002008-02-16T23:22:03.822+08:00i am at work now as i type this...forgive me if my phrasing sounds weird and not of my usual style...it is the after effect of reading too much sherlock holmes...when i'm off work i'm reading a book on sherlock holmes and when i'm at work and bored i will read sherlock on the web...basically...sherlock...is one of the very few ficitonal character that i have developed a sense of admiration for...selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-29791437953238088402008-02-07T22:13:00.000+08:002008-02-07T22:24:34.235+08:00long time no blog so post something b4 i go slp...(though not many ppl read my blog)nth much happen to me...like not eventful...just work sleep eat....and i only got $32 from my visit can? it's less than a days pay...i'm workin hard bcuz i wanna be less financially restricted....8 more days to pay cum sakae day....me n xingying muahahaha...trying to find a day where i can go chinatown to get the selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-7824837321703296652008-01-20T12:14:00.000+08:002008-01-20T12:19:26.614+08:00blog before i go to work她真正想要得是什么？让男人最苦恼的问题其实答案很简单她也不知道她想要什么所以你才猜不透她想要的是什么男人跟女人最大的差别对男人来说女人是他世界的一部分对女人来说男人就是她的世界男人觉得不需要知道男女之间的差别（反正就是不同嘛！知道又怎样？）女人不知道男女之间的差别 （为什么他就是不明白？）所以男女的共存之道就是互相体谅和接受。。。做不到？就只有一个忍字selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-17780461783434797852008-01-17T13:01:00.000+08:002008-01-17T13:06:08.449+08:00外在的宁静是否能平息内在的乱流？不断在蜕变的外貌是否能啄食早已铭心的情谊？伪装更能显出一个人的焦虑与不安真正的宁静是什么？selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-88441159613872656582008-01-15T19:10:00.000+08:002008-01-15T19:24:31.480+08:00tml is my 4th day at work...Singapore Visitor Centre...quite interesting place if u ask me...cuz it's not like normal work...i think the greatest thing i get from work is knowing how to be more polite (which is like so not me)...n interaction with other ppl...sometimes i think that the tourist are just so nice....(some of them...not all)...they are very polite and they thank you profusely for selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-54748450432610102102008-01-03T14:01:00.000+08:002008-01-03T16:37:53.750+08:00刚刚因为太无聊就上网查看艺人的部落格。。。个人推荐的是本地艺人郑斌辉的部落格。。。http://blog.sina.com.cn/zhengbinhui里面有一些他出国时拍的照片。。挺有意思的，不妨去看看这是其中一张我个人觉得很简单但其实很有深度且耐人寻味的照片，恰巧也是阿哥自己喜欢的照片。在带着历史足迹的文物里一位面带微笑的大师给予我们的不只是照相的机会。在他的微笑与充满智慧眼眸中似乎透露着一丝禅意。世界的喧哗似乎就在这一刻尘埃落定。宁静其实就是那么简单。 ** “战战兢兢地要求大师对我镜头一笑，他大方地答应！这张照片是本人这一趟最爱的照片！如此安祥的一笑。”~郑斌辉令我震惊的是，这个外表威猛又酷劲十足本地阿哥，文笔还真的很不错！相较之下我们（包括我本人）selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-8656286555579453312007-12-31T20:52:00.000+08:002007-12-31T21:35:49.020+08:0031st December 2007- - -last day of year 2007this yearbegan with expectationspassed with painended with realisationi began the year with many things i wanted to fulfilbecause i wanted to fulfil them i passed the yr in paini ended only to realise this is not what i really wantso i want to start 2008 with this realisationso my new yr resolution isLIVE as I wantDO as I willBE as I ami've started selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-88582841371899325122007-12-30T12:06:00.000+08:002007-12-30T12:11:14.562+08:00The Only Oneby Lionel RichieLet me tell you nowAll thats on my mind.For a love like yours.Is oh, so very hard to find.Ive looked inside myself.Now Im very sure.There can only be, you for me.I need you more and more....(chorus)You, turned me inside out and you showed me.What life was about.Only you, the only one that stole my heart away.I wanna do all I can, just to show you.Make you selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-25012471800943579342007-12-23T15:31:00.000+08:002007-12-23T15:42:19.138+08:00i like this picture...a sense of solitary...haha...my new favourite word other than my all time favourite rationally insane...the picture is like the kinda feeling i'm always experiencing...ok not always...but frequently experiencing in my heart...drenched in the coldness of the rain all by myself...but yet not wishing the rain to stop...because if it did...there will be no more motion in my selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-59385450111897743752007-12-21T15:01:00.000+08:002007-12-21T15:08:28.308+08:00痴心绝对想用一杯Latte把你灌醉 好让你能多爱我一点暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉 早有人陪的你永远不会看见你和他在我面前 证明我的爱只是愚昧你不懂我的那些憔悴是你永远不曾过的体会为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解 我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切你又狠狠逼退 我的防备 静静关上门来默数我的泪明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会 我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天直到那一天 你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲曾经我以为我自己会后悔 不想爱的太多痴心绝对为你落第一滴泪 为你做任何改变 也唤不回你对我的坚决直到那一天 你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲i wouldn't the lyrics are very well written but it is true that the lyrics are very apt...but the singer cannot grapse the kinda pain selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-39655401069964095192007-12-19T09:20:00.000+08:002007-12-19T09:25:52.261+08:00爱情不能作比较车子里收音机空气中还飘着雨转在这个深夜里你应该在他那里自有多久没再遇见你房里没了你的气息音而我终于扔掉了你给我的所有东西* 我刻意填满了生活里每寸空隙我知道不容易但我仍试着继续听说你比从前开心我还能有怎样的情绪除了祝福 我不想再多说一句# (别再说) 他很好 他多好这些我并不需要知道·再难忘掉 多狂烈的拥抱这回忆他怎么给的到Repeat *他多好 和我不同的好最后是谁不重要 因为我不要 你拿他和我作比较 (因为我知道 爱情不能作比较) 就算是 今天还一个人依靠明天谁又比谁好 爱看不到听不到怎能做比较 Repeat # 希望你知道 爱情不能作比较selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6119716.post-17859973822643408552007-12-14T16:31:00.000+08:002007-12-14T16:39:25.736+08:00"If it is not mutual it isn't love."Bruce KravetzSubmitted by Brother Harveythis line set me thinkin...is it possible for love to exist purely in the heart of one individual...all that talk about a single soul inhibiting two bodies....it being love...den if it doesn't hold true for two den it is not love...i guess...i duno..."If you are willing to trust in a person when all others tell you to go selinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02448161987903328010noreply@blogger.com