did u just roll your eyes at the blog name??! Haha...hey I'm a superstar ok? In my own head at least...haha. The new blog has better layout, blog music and a TAGBOARD...(ah ma asked for a tagboard I gave her a new blog..haha)
go see
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 1:03 PM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
i've been busy with my new blogshop this time i am going to make it work watch the space here on the latest update I'll try to get it done asap i'm sore from doing all the html, linking and typin...i've been doing that for the past 3 hours...gosh
now working at arrival 3 that's the joy of working arrival 3 doing ur own stuff..haha
meeting up with xing next fri to go k gotta go get my materials for the new blog shop meeting 2/1 on sun (if it works out) meet my yin sync girls for practise (CULTURAL NIGHT)
just watched MIT this morning at 1am... i stayed up to wait for it it is SUPER NICE!!!!!!! can't wait for the next episode aaron is soooooo handsome guigui is super cute too!!!! can't wait can't wait
ok now i'm craving for coffee great
this hols would be dedicated to yin sync . work . blog shop end of story
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 10:54 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
i like this song i like the series even more i think the relationship between 月空and秀子is very touching 秀子's undying love for 月空 and 月空's suppression and eventual rejection of his feelings towards her like Renata Salecl said "There is nothing behind the mask; it is in the mask" it is not what is behind his rejection of his own feelings his true feelings are incribed into his rejection the more he pushes her away the more he loves her because if he didn't love her he would have to intentionally suppress or reject
the song's name is 不够成熟 我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开 难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
如果有一刻 我们有缘再见
你会不会想起说过的永远
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 2:07 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
I AM FREE yeah finally exams are over pretty quick la actualli cause it's spread over one week nia today's paper was a flop i can tell u seriously tt i didn't have a clue to ALL the questions i just picked those that i have at least READ thru b4 totalli slack but well shan't tink of it since it's over
enjoying my 咏春 video now 洪天照 is like a super talented actor can how can u be a super villian and still make ppl's heart ache for ya totalli awesome but i tink his family's road to stardom not very smooth apart from his dad who is the super famous 洪金宝 his eldest brother is pretty famous in hongkong in tvb series i tink see him in a lot of shows but duno his name until lately of course second brother i knew before i knew 天照 that's jimmy from tension surprise surprise yea i was surprised too cause jimmy is so diff from the other two brothers well maybe just the impression he gives but all three of them have things in common their height their built their sharp noses and their dad (like duh) oh n mom too dun be mistaken ok enough about them
anyway i am enjoying my time now without having exams on my mind i'm so happy but tml going to work le like great i have to torture myself with work the on the FIRST official day of freedom but bo bian need the money sian diao life but wellx it's closing at A3 so it shouldn't b tt bad anyway julia changed my counter from A3 to A1 for thursday like WHY????? she hates me i knew it
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 7:41 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
is it better to have alot of hi-bye friends or ONE true friend the answer may seem very obvious but many ppl do not adhere to this rule they are able to make ALOT of friends but in the end none of them really matter some ppl say that i'm too idealistic (or naive) i always believe that i do not have to intentionally make friends people who like ur personality and everything else about u will automatically bcum ur friend u can sit in silence in one corner but as long as u have something they appreciate the bond will form
and friendship is nv measured by time u may know someone (n be hi-bye friends) for yrs and someone else u onli know for a few mths but tt someone u onli knew for a few mths might very well be a friend that u can keep for life n i always receive this question "why are u friends with XXX" my answer is "why not?" i don't realli care wat my friends are like to other ppl i onli care about how i feel when i am with them they may be the most annoying person in the world to other ppl but if they realli care about me they are my friend on the flip side someone who is super nice to everyone else (even to me) but doesn't realli care (like truly care) about me what's the point of being friends
some ppl may have tonnes of friends (metaphorically) but they will never understand the kind of warmth and security of having ONE TRUE FRIEND (or a few for that matter) you can REALLY trust... trust him or her with all ur life knowing they will nv betray u even at gun point someone whom u are willing to risk ur own life for some ppl will never understand this because they will nv believe that friends can go anywhere beyond personal interest they never believe that love can really exist between friends the kind of love that overcomes the love for urself some ppl will nv understand but i'm glad that i found friends who made me believe tt this kind of undying friendship exist...
(dedicated to my TRUE friends)
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 3:01 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008
finished HL 101 paper yesterday MCQ was quite easy essay was tough i seriously think that my essays made no sense the central concept in my first essay is "nothingness is the suggestion that any meaning can be filled into the void. the nothingness is the platform to project to possibility of having meaning."
the central concept of my second essay is "Bergman (the director of the film) made use of cinematography as a lens through which he projects his vision of the relationship between a psychoanalyst and the patient"
great...does it make any sense to anyone? plus my mind was not well orientated yesterday which will make the writing even more disorganised and make even less sense than what i write now
now muggin for monday's paper it's the last paper le hopefully i will do well in it yesterday the brunei student told me tt if GPA falls below 2.0 we will receive a warning letter and the second time it happens we will be expelled from the uni great...2.0 is a C or C- i tink den she was like scholars need at least 2.5 to stay in the uni normal students (meaning me) onli need 2.0 den i was like "but no one wants a 2.0" what's the point of graduating from uni with a 2.0? i'm aiming for AT LEAST 4.0/5.0 ok i'm crazy but i seriously think it is no point aiming for just pass aim high den even if u fall short it will nt be too bad
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 12:29 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
muggin for HL 101 now i seriously think that i am spoiling my own body after my paper today (after i finish writin at least) my head was spinning again like on monday after i finish writing for HL 104 hopefully tml will be fine but i doubt it head hurts must be due to last min cramming and waking super early to study but i will just have to endure 4-5more days jia you jia you slpin at 12am tonight den wake up 6am tml to study somemore jia you jia you hopefully i will scrap a decent enough grade (and for me tt means at least A-) after tml i can rest better since no paper on fri next paper is on mon so the crammin is spread out across 3 days 4 nights so i can do it de!!!! my angel said tt i can my mom also said tt i can so i can!! yea!
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 9:16 PM
yeah HC 101 chinese paper is over 2 down 2 more to go the chinese paper wasn't very difficult but the fact tt i haven't done any chinese exams in 3 years does hinder me but wellx it's over anyway wasn't too nervous bout it apart from the fact tt it feels quite strange to take a chinese exam i'm a English Lit Major excuse me haha anyway before i went into the exam hall i happen to hear energy's new song 另类人生 on the radio...so feel quite happy...haha anyway gotta go bathe after this den mug for tml's paper... jia you !!!
i like this part 有人说赢得热门人生才满足 其实有更多美景在最少人去的山谷 i always believe in travelling on the untrodden road because i always have to believe in myself because the ppl i love always have confidence in me
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 6:29 PM
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