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Saturday, June 12, 2004
Shuwei: gets up with difficulty…jolin wanted to help but he held up a hand to signal that he can do it on his own…he gets up n kneels on the floor) would u like to be mrs zhang shuwei?
Jolin: i…
Shuwei: I noe…with my condition it’s stupid to want to make commitments…but…jolin…i…
Jolin: yes
Shuwei:??
jolin: I wanna be mrs zhang shuwei
Shuwei: I love u
At milk’s apartment
Milk: dun drink le (pulls the liquor bottle away)
Selina: (pulls the bottle bac) go away…
Milk: darling…dun liddat… I noe u worried bout shuwei…but
Selina: (clearly drunk) wei… dun leave me alone…I need u…
Milk: i…
Selina: wei…
Milk POV: I… all this while it has been gratitude that drove Selina towards lovin me…she loves shuwei…
Selina: wei…did u noe… nth could replace ur strong n firm embrace… u noe y I like kitty n melody toys? Cuz I long for ur hug…I only can hug them…
Milk: (tears comin from his eyes stood up ready to leave)
Selina: nth could replace u…
Milk: goodbye…my love
Selina: … nth except the love I have for someone…someone I nv expected myself to love…
Milk stop in his tracks…
Selina: at 1st I thought I only try to luv him cuz I wanna thank him…until got one time he thought I hug u cuz I still luv u…oh man…I was so heartbroken…I thought he was leavin me for good…wei…I really love him…a lot…more than u… sorry la wei…
Milk: Selina…i…
Selina: …
Milk: love u too…
At ahdi’s house
Ahdi: jie er arh…
Jie er: yarh?
Ahdi: erm…
Jie er: di watz wrong …
Ahdi: (looked into her eyes)
Jie er: wat izzit…u’re freaking me out
Ahdi: i…
Jie er: wat?!
Ahdi: %^*^&%&%&^%
Jie er: huh?
Ahdi: I meant…erm…i…er…
Jie er: (it suddenly dawn unto her wat ahdi wanted) oh no u dun… not now at least…I’m…er..not prepared…
Ahdi: orh (looks like a sad little puppy)
Jie er POV: oh man so damn kawai… though we together so long le but still can’t believe this incredible guy is mine…
Ahdi: wat u thinking about?
Jie er: u…
Ahdi: (blushes) orh
Jie er: haha…
Ahdi: wat?
Jie er: we together so long le still blush until liddat…
Ahdi: naughty girl (tickles jie er…but jie er accidently bump against bed side table)
Jie er: ouch!
Ahdi: omg..are u hurt…I didn’t do it on purpose…where are u hurt..pain not… omg omg…so sorry. Dear…u ok not…say something leh…
Jie er: (looks at ahdi while he panics ) I didn’t noe u could speak so fast
Ahdi: wat la…are u ok not… where u hurt? Stupid me la…wat de…u juz come out…arh…wat I thinking larh…hate myself (still speakin at top speed)
Jie er: di…
Ahdi: yarh?
Jie er: i…I’m not ready today…but…I promise u…tomolo ok?
Ahdi: huh?
Jie er: (blush)
Ahdi: orh…that…orh (turns to super happi tone n smiled like a kid who anxiously waitin to open his present) ok !
Author’s note* ok peeps..i noe u guys noe wat they tokin bout la hor…but I very ‘pure’ de dun wanna go into details so dun bash me cuz not steamy enough k? I not experience la cannot blame hoh…hahaha…crap…
Next day at ahdi’s room
Ahdi: jie er
Jie er: er…ok le…
Ahdi: (smile n took er hand) dun wan
Jie er: I thought
Ahdi: I love u
Jie er: huh?
Ahdi: eh I wrote a song for u worh…
Jie er: orh…
Ahdi sing out di er ci ai shang ni…
Ahdi: nice?
Jie er: di er ci ai shang ni…
Ahdi: yarh…
Jie er: u got dun love me b4 wor?
Ahdi: no… actually it means I fall in love with u a 2nd time everytime I see u again…
Jie er: then u fall in love how many times le leh?
Ahdi: uncountable
Jie er: eh…when was the 1st time u fell in love with me…
Ahdi: remember u all go watch RX n Prince de soccer match
Jie er: ya
Ahdi: that time
Jie er: that was like the 1st time we met leh
Ahdi: ya…love at 1st sight… I knew u were the one for me…though I surpress it…cuz of the revenge thing…u leh? When was the 1st time u in love with me?
Jie er: when u save me from that pervert outside the toilet…but I oso surpress it…cuz that time I thought I like renfu…
Ahdi: wah…wat took us so long to realize our love…
Jie er: nvm la… now we both noe the love we hav le…
Ahdi POV: jie er…should I tell u …haix…better not… but wait until it happens will it be too late to turn time?
At jay’s mini clebration with his fan club
Girls: ooh…ahh…omg…jay rawks…
Jay: -_-“
Jolin: sorry peeps I’m late
Girls: (no one saw jolin or heard her) Jay…u wanna eat? Wanna drink? Can giv signature?
Jay:okok…plz… today is celebration not autograph session…who’s the president of the club
Girls: Jolin..jolin where is she?
Jolin: Hi Jay. I’m the president
Jay: (at 1st is sian sian but when he saw Jolin he immediately ‘awaken’) oh hi…u…wan a drink?
Jolin: (smiles) shouldn’t I be the one to ask this question…
Jay: haha… sometimes change a bit oso not bad la…
Stef: JAY!!!
Jay: omg omg….jolin save me…
Jolin : who wat?
Stef: (jump onto jay’s bac) Jay dear…muack the performance wos great…
Jolin: ur….gf?
Jay: no no no
Stef: nice to meet u I’m jay’s…
Jay: STEF
Stef: okok…I’m his sister…
Jay: phew…
Jolin: I’m jolin…his fan club president
Stef: orh… u so chio leh
Jolin: u are more beautiful…
Jay: okok…equally chio…stef go get some food for urself n jolin…
Jolin: no need la…I take myself can le…
Stef: eh jolin…u got bf
Jolin: no
jayPOV: woah then can jio her
jolin: I’m engaged
Jay: WHAT?!?!?!?!
Stef: sorry ah gor…u no chance le…
Jay: (regains composure) watz his name
Jolin: Zhang Shuwei
Jay: zhang shuwei as in the red dragon?
Jolin: ya u noe him…
Jay: he… he was my…haix…
Stef: he was gor’s gd fren last time
Jolin: wat happen
Stef: cuz shuwei…dunno la…dunno wat happen suddenly say hav to leave gor 4eva… then nv see him le
Jolin: he got last stage cancer
Jay:jolin u’re kidding
Jolin: it’s the truth
At ahdi’s house
Ahdi: u sure?
Jay: yes…
Ahdi: but…u’ll die
Jay: I’m willing to exchange my life for shuwei’s
Ella n hebe: but…
Jay: I’m doin this for my best fren
Jie er: di…I think
Jolin: jay cannot…
Jay: jolin
Jolin: u are a star…ppl will kill me if they noe u die is cuz…so jay dun…
Ahdi: okok… jay I suan for u n jolin le u both hav 90 yrs of life
Jolin n jay: so much arh…
Ahdi: shuwei got 35 yrs
Jolin:but he now only 22 yrs old leh
Ahdi: ya…die early…the rest of his life will be changed to someone else…
Ella: chim
Ahdi: I average out la about 71…so each of u donate…about 15++ yrs to shuwei…ok?
Jay n jolin: can live until 70++ already gd le…
Ahdi: ok then
Both Js gave 15++ yrs of their lives to shuwei…but something strange happen
Jolin: Jay,,,u wanna eat?
Jay: dunno leh…u leh…u more tired ba…
Jolin: dun bother bout me la dear…u eat u eat…
Shuwei: STOP IT
All:…
Shuwei: y…y donate yrs of ur life to me n…juz ignore me…lao puo…jay…u two…
Jolin: go away
Jay: sorry brother…i…i…dunno…
Jie er: di y liddat?
Ahdi: sometimes character changes when something of ur life destined to happen did not…like…
Shuwei: death…now I’m alive n kickin…but…watz the point (runs out)
Selina: u B**** y u treat wei liddat
Jolin: u like him u take la
Selina:U (runs after shuwei)
Milk: dear !
Selina: dun follow…
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Selina: WEI!!!
Shuwei: Selina…y she liddat…y…I thought she luv me thatz y she gave me her life…y now liddat?
Selina: wei nvm la…
Shuwei: watz the point of livin when there is no love in ur live…
Selina: u still got me arh…
Shuwei: but u dun luv me le
Selina: I was touched by milk’s…but I still…(whisper) luv u
Shuwei: (hugs her) darling…I miss u
Selina: wei….i miss u too
Milk’s POV: yuan lai is liddat arh…
1378 words…woah…hehe… selian so li hai…eh… next up will be a bit…eh…try to be a bit more light hearted one la hor…
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Chapter 45 *ex-*
At ahdi’s house
Jie er: eh… I wanna eat er….er..
Ahdi: sausage pasta
Jie er: YAH
Milk: ahdi arh…me n Selina wan… er….
Ahdi: pasta
Milk n selina: ya
Jian hua: I wan…
Ahdi: can I juz cook pasta for everyone?
All: YAH
Ahdi:…
During lunch
Milk: so…do u think u can spare some time to meet jolin?
Ahdi: no harm… but…er
Jie er: wat is it she wans from di?
Ahdi: actually she was my…
Renfu: ur wat?
Ahdi: ex fan club president
All: HUH?
ahdi: u guys were in the same sch as her rite?
Renfu: ya… but later she transfer le
Jian hua: that’s how xinling got the yin he part in the musical
Ahdi: she was transferred to my school… n together with more than half of the sch’s population of girls she formed a.. er…
All: form a wat?!
Ahdi: eh…actually a sorta …erm…like fan club?
Jie er: hahaha… fan club?
Selina: watz the name of the fan club?
Ahdi: er…. “Club for a man to die for”
All: hahaha
Ahdi: I was pretty annoyed…imagine goin to sch everyday n receive at least 30 boxes of lunch, 50 presents and even flowers…during lessons they come n ask for signature…argh…
Jie er: how’s ur relationship with this miss jolin?
Renfu: hahaha…jealous?
Jie er: curious…
Ahdi: well…at first actually I avoided all of em’…but there’s this crazy fan of mine who stalked me everyday… I did everything I could to stop her… but well…that girl is a tough cookie…jolin got tt settled for me in the end… well…thatz wat happened…
Milk: wat does she wan from u anyway…an explaination?
Ahdi: haha…that
Jie er: WHAT?
Ahdi: okok…take care of the baby u noe… well that crazy women I said juz now…well…I dunno her name…but well…I’m psychic..that girl is…stella…
All: WHAT?!?!
Ahdi: yeah… n the so call explaination is that jolin wanna noe about the whereabouts of stella…thatz all…
Jie er: ic…
Ahdi: one more thing…selina
Selina: ya?
Ahdi: jolin’s bf is shuwei rite?
Selina: yar…dun worry I’m ok…
Ahdi: no…I mean er… remember shuwei got….er….cancer…last stage
Milk: shit…jolin…dunno…izzit
Selina: I …think so…I ..should I tell her…
Jie er: I think u ought to tok to shu wei 1st…
Selina: ok…
Milk: I go with ya
At seashore café
Milk: he’ll be here soon…
Shuwei: hi
Milk: hi shuwei…take a seat…wan a cuppa?
Shuwei: I’ll hav a cuppa mocha
Selina: jolin….ur girlfren?
Shuwei: (sigh) ya
Milk: y u look so sad?
Shuwei: u guys noe my condition…so it is impossible I wanna burden anyone…truthfully doc say I only got 3 more months…haix
Selina: then…why…
Shuwei: u noe I joined the horse riding club some time ago hoh
Selina n milk: ya
Shuwei: jolin wei le jio me she oso join lor…then many times she fell off her horse n enter hospital..the teacher said she’s not cut out for horses…well she continued the course anyway…got one time we trained on hurdles…her horse threw her off its back…well if she hit the bar she’ll be crippled for life…I had to save her…it was until then I knew why she joined…I was touched alright…but my condition…she wanted to be my gf so badly…I told her we can only stead for 60 days….then we’ll have to break…even if she dun wanna break then…I’ll disappear into thin air…
Milk: orh….now how many days le
Shuwei: 20 days…
Selina: y dun u tell her
Shuwei: I…juz wan someone to be happy b4 I die…she’s so innocent I dun wan…haix
Selina: Ic…
Shuwei:eh I gtg le…meetin jolin…bye
At fountain
Jolin: shuwei!
Shuwei: hi dear… eh new dress arh?
Jolin: yah… dad bought it for me…nice hor ( spinning around to let shuwei see her pink knee length dress)
Shuwei: ya…stop spinning ok? U’ll feel giddy…
Jolin: haha…I was from the dance troupe de leh…
Shuwei: yi ling
Jolin: y suddenly?
Shuwei: i…
shuweiPOV: comeon…dun be stupid….dun…
shuwei: I …I …
jolin: wei,,,wat izzit?
Shuwei: I love u
Jolin: …
At ahdi’s house
Jie er: di…arh….di…
Ahdi: (dash out from his study) lao puo wat happen?!
Jie er: i…(grabs ahdi’s hand) pain (blood trickled down her leg)
Ahdi: jie er!!!!
At hospital
Ahdi: DOC
Doctor: sorry Mr Hsiao… ur wife lost the child… abortives…
Ahdi: she wun
Doctor: I noe… she was cryin…er…ya u go see her ba
(in the room which room? 521 la)
jie er: di…di…I lost ur child…I lost him…di…
ahdi: (sits by her bed n held her hand in one n pulled her into his arms) jie er…I love u…
jie er: huh?
Ahdi: nth matters as long as u are ok…
Jie er: doc say I ate abortives…u forgive me?
Ahdi: watz there to forgive
Jie er: (push ahdi aside) u blame me…u still blame me
Ahdi: (tried to pull her into an embrace but she kick too hard he scared will hurt her so …he chose to silence her with his lips)
Jie er: … (pants)
Ahdi: I juz said…I love u… watz there to forgive?
Jie er: u dun forgive me i…i...di…i…di…(jie er buried her head into her hands)
Ahdi: listen to me dear…please…
Jie er: di…
Ahdi: bao bei… I said watz there to forgive…if I forgive u means u did something but I dun blame u…but now…u did NTH…so watz there to forgive?
Jie er: (threw herself into ahdi’s strong arms) di (tears in torrents down her face)
Ahdi: (enveloped her frail body in his muscular arms and let her head rest on his chest)
Jie er: di…i…
Ahdi: ...love u
Chapter 46 *jolin zhang?*
At milk’s apartment
Milk: (lookin at Selina) u think shuwei CAN leave jolin after 60 days?
Selina: with his usual character no…with his present condition maybe…
Milk: I thought u say he go Russia?
Selina: ya hor…
BEEP BEEP
Milk’s phone reads: cuz his flight was cancelled by me…was a business trip actually but suddenly no need le…so nv go –ahdi
Selina: hu?
Milk: shuwei nv go cuz the business trip was cancelled
Selina: shuwei told ya?
Milk: ahdi
Selina: ur bro will really freak me out one of these days…
Milk: well u’ll juz hav to get use to it if u haven
3 days later on the streets
ahdi: jie er…u juz recover dun walk too much la…come I take u home
jie er: ok…
ella: when did u become so ting hua
hebe: since ahdi cast a spell on her
renfu: (act blur) ooo…wat spell
xiezhi: I think should be spell 205 applying rule number 14 of psychic …
all except jie er n ahdi: love spell ! ! !
ahdi: eh eh eh..dun tease my lao puo hoh…I bash u all huh…
milk: oo…I’m scared (hides behind Selina)
Selina: haha…dun worry I protect u
Jian hua: lame la…
Jie er: (tugging ahdi’s shirt) di…
Ahdi: y? (looks at where jie er was lookin n saw kunda n a girl)
Milk: xie kunda
Kunda: (spotted the gang) hi peeps…orh jie er u got that loser playin bac into ur hands eh? Not bad ma…wat did u do? Hmm… stripped?
The gang stopped ahdi from punching him
Jian hua: xinling…
Kunda: y y? another love sick little boy…darling u noe him?
Xinling: i…i…
Milk: of course u noe him…u love him..
Jian hua: milk suan le…
Kunda: well…she lovED him…that was HISTORY…
Ahdi: U BETTER SHUT UP OR I’LL MAKE U HISTORY…
Jie er: di… no use wei le this kinda rubbish so angry…he isn’t worth ur wrath…
Ahdi: of course he isn’t…I’m not angry with him…I’m angry with wat he did to u…
Kunda: I didn’t even bed her…u gotta thank ur lucky stars ady Hsiao
A fight was treatening to break out when a loud scream was heard
SHUWEI ! ! !
Selina n milk: it’s jolin
At hospital
Jolin: shuwei…u gotta be ok…plz plz plz…
Shuwei: dear…dun worry…a bit…p…pa…pain only…no…b.ig…dea...eal…
Ahdi: ok shuwei dun worry we’ll look after jolin…
Selina: wei…be ok…
Milk: ya…
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ahdi: doc how’s he?
Doc: last stage of cancer…did u not noe?
Milk: we all knew…except…
Jolin: (shiverin n whispering to herself) shuwei…y did u tell me? Y?
Selina: (sat beside jolin n puts an arm on her shoulder to confort her) he didn’t want u to be upset
Jolin: thatz y he did the 60 days thing rite…
Milk: jolin…we noe u love shuwei…so be strong..he needs u more now…
Jie er: doc…is there anyway to save him…
Doc: well…me no…mr Hsiao maybe…
Jie er: di…u…
Ahdi: i…told shuwei b4 but he…
Jolin: say it say it…
Ahdi: well… if someone is willing to exchange his or her life with shuwei…
Jie er: even if someone is willing…
Selina n milk: shuwei wun agree…
Jolin: is there any other solution
Doc: we can have an operation to remove the tumour… but only 10% chance…since it’s already the last stage…
Milk: we’ll ask shuwei bout it…
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at ahdi’s house
Selina: (giving jolin a cup of juice) jolin dun worry…shuwei is a strong man…
Milk: (sits down beside Selina putting his arm around her) yarh…dun worry…
Ahdi: u can stay with us for the time being if u wan…it makes visiting shuwei easier n at least there’re ppl to look after u…shuwei can fang xin…
Jolin: thx Ady…selina…milk… can do me a favour…
Selina n milk: yeah?
Jolin: i…think shuwei… needs …u…a lot…can u…
Selina: wat makes u think so?
Jolin: sixth sense…
Milk: well…I respects women’s sixth sense but I trust my bro’s psychic power (looks at ahdi)
Ahdi: though u n shuwei only noe each other for not a long time…I noe u love him a lot…giv him time n chance to prove his…
Jie er: yah…dun think too much k?
Jolin: mmm…
Ella: HEY LOOK (pointing at tv)
Hebe: woah jay chou yeah…
Jolin: u gals like him worh?
Hebe: aiyoh he so cool
Renfu: wei wei wei… (pointing to himself) jealous…
Hebe: (sticks out tongue) who cares…I love jay more than I love u
Jolin: (looks at ahdi) I use to be crazily in love with someone…at least I thought so…but when shuwei came into my life… I realize that person was only an idol…
Ahdi: (smiles and hugs jie er) true love conquers all…
Hebe n ella: (oblivious to wat the lot said) woah jay rawks
Renfu n xiezhi: I thought u two were in the ady Hsiao rawks club
Ella: aiyah now is frenz le…still club 4 wat?
Jolin: if u girls like jay chou so much take these (took out 2 passes)
Ella: woah Jay club VIP…how did u get this?
Jolin: I’m the president
Jie er: I thought…u were president for di’s club?
Jolin: I AM president…but well…now still got members but ady not in prince le…so well…quite no point la… maybe go RX set up one will have gd respond
Ahdi: (cough) no thanks…I’m attached n unavailable…make that married n contented…
Jolin: note taken…
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at hospital
shuwei: dear go home le la..u here for 4 hours le…
jolin: dun care
shuwei: yi ling…
jolin: I hate it when u do that…
shuwei: y?
jolin: cuz it makes me agree to everything u say…
shuwei: ok la… operation tomolo…u scared?
Jolin: shouldn’t I be the one who ask u this question?
Shuwei: I not scared… I only worried bout u…
Jolin: shuwei…if selina nv left u for milk will u still…
Shuwei: dunno…
Jolin: u noe wat… she calls u wei while I call u shuwei…
Shuwei: yarh?
Jolin: which one sounds more intimate?
Shuwei: shuwei
Jolin: y?
Shuwei: would u rather ppl call u jolin or…
Jolin: I rather ppl call me jolin than yi ling…
Shuwei: not la…
Jolin: then?
Shuwei: u rather ppl call u jolin or…jolin zhang?
Jolin: huh?
Shuwei: (gets up with difficulty…jolin wanted to help but he held up a hand to signal that he can do it on his own…he gets up n kneels on the floor) would u like to be mrs zhang shuwei?
1073 words…admire myself…eh dun hate me hor…I noe some ppl think shuwei pei bu qi jolin…but I think shuwei quite kawai wat… frankly me think his looks are better than jay’s (me got dragged out n got kantam)…but it’s still the truth… but looks doesn’t matter…I still love ahdi a lot…despite he is not so gd lookin…
sometimes things aren’t the way u see it… coolness on the surface… raging passion within… true love is about sacrifice n not about returns… true love conquers all…
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