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    ...BEAUTITALK


    Wednesday, May 26, 2004

    ok long time nv update so load 2 chaps at once... hols comin le... yeah...jian fei jian fei... everytime the same everytime nv succeed ...haix... try again ba....i miss ahdi n wan quan yu le... now only got 2.30 dun have 10 am le...sad sia... but at least get to see... ipw..stupid gor...ask him do 4 so long still... haix... pray to God for strength n determination...hmm...

    Chapter 39 *the truth*
    At the pub
    Jian hua: wow ahdi u are such a gd dancer all the girls are goin oh n arh over ya…
    Ahdi: nah…not interested
    man: come la…one nite onli
    girl: no…let me go
    Ahdi: Let her GO!
    Man: sorry…sorry
    Girl: wat the hell…juz b’cuz I wear less cloth doesn’t mean i…AHDI!
    Ahdi: eh…cool it…hi xue
    Xue: wow…thx for it man…needed that…
    Ahdi: wear more lar…u noe man de
    Xue: nvm…at most…(her eyes widen 3 times the original size when she saw jian hua)
    Jian hua: YOU !!!
    Xue: NO!!!
    Jian hua: i…you…ahdi…u noe her?
    Ahdi: ya…she is xue er ma
    Jian hua: u…wat…the….she..i…
    Ahdi: wat?
    Xue: I go le
    She turned to leave. For one moment jian hua was lookin at her retreating bac…everyone was dancing n singing….suddenly
    Ahdi: ARGHHHHHHH
    Xue n jian hua: AHDI!!!
    In Starlight hospital ward 521 (yawn…)
    Milk: HUO JIAN HUA WAT THE GOD DAMN SHIT HAPPENED
    Nurse: young man…cool it…we’re in hospital
    Jian hua: well we were at the pub then ahdi suddenly clutches his heart and fell to the ground
    Hebe: doc…watz wrong?
    Doc: I dunno… he is in perfect health…
    Renfu: y dun we call for priest ma…maybe is some psychic prob
    An hour later
    Priest: ahdi…let go…
    Ahdi: let go of wat?
    Priest: u noe de
    Ahdi: (tears brimming at his eyes) I dun wan…I dun wan
    Priest: u are a strong boy…come on
    Milk: wat the hell u 2 tokin bout
    Jian hua: ya …wat let go?
    Priest: ahdi nv lost his memory
    All: WHAT !!!
    Jian hua: u remember jie er dun u?
    Ahdi: (sobs) I dun wan…I dun rememeber…I dunno…I dun
    Milk: so wat if he is fakin it…y his heart hurt liddat
    Priest: ahdi is using his psychic power to surpress his feelins for jie er…but at times his heart takes over his mind n he will experience excruciating pain.
    Ahdi: gege…I dun wan…I dun wan…
    Milk: (pats ahdi on the head) u dun wan wat?
    Ahdi: I dun wanna remember jie er…she is happier without me…
    Milk: but ahdi…
    Ahdi: pain…pain…I dun wan…I scared
    Milk: didi…
    Priest: HSIAO JING HONG U BETTER MAKE URSELF A MAN…I WUN SEE THIS WEAKLING IN U AGAIN UNDERSTOOD (he stormed out)
    Xiezhi: watz with that mad man?
    Milk: he treats ahdi like his own child…seeing ahdi like this pains him oso…
    Ella: but y suddenly he liddat…wat did he see in the pub?
    Jian hua: Jie er…
    Ahdi: (sob silently)
    Jian hua: I think she thought ahdi lost memory so accidently made frenz with him but kept her name a secret…she told him her name is xue er…but I think ahdi…
    Ahdi: (pulling selina’s shirt) Selina…
    Selina: (sitting down n lookin at him kindly) yes?...
    Ahdi: I wan jie er…I need her…but I noe she will not be happy with me…can u take care of her??
    Milk: didi…if someone dun wan ur love she wun need love from others… go look for her n clear things up
    Ok so liddat ahdi went to look for jie er…he got jie er de apartment the key so he opened it himself…when the door opened sound of man laughing could be heard…the house is lit in red light…ahdi went straight to jie er’s room
    Man: er…arh…
    Ahdi POV: jie er…y are u….
    Jie er: AHDI!!!
    Ahdi ran out of the door and jie er followed…but lost him
    Jie er POV: I noe where he is…
    Jie er went bac to the playground…she found ahdi sitting under the slide with tears flowing uncontrollably down his face
    Jie er: ahdi…
    Ahdi: (did not look at her) go away…
    Jie er climbed in n ahdi climbed out the other side…
    Jie er: ahdi I’m sorry ok?
    Ahdi: y are u half naked n on the bed with that er xin man
    Jie er: i…ahdi
    Ahdi: kunda force u de dui ma…so that he can hav money…u dun dare to tell ur parents dui ma?
    Jie er: I believe u are really psychic…
    Ahdi: if u need help y dun look 4 me…haix…I noe le …u love him dui bu dui?
    Jie er: yes…
    Ahdi: (took a stack of bill out of his pocket) ok giv it to him…not enough then look for me again…
    Jie er: (tears treatening to fall) ahdi…i….
    Ahdi did not want her to talk he took one of her hands and placed his lips on hers…he did this slowly not wanting to hurt her…pulled her closer to him…his embrace was the same as before warm and filled with love…after their lips parted jie er rested on his chest
    Ahdi: I noe I dun hav ur heart…but I will nv leave u…u can always count on me to help…
    Jie er: thx (not havin intentions of lifting her head up)…I still love him most
    Ahdi: ( closed his eyes to prevent tears from fallin) I noe…I understand…(pulled jie er gently away from his chest) ok dun cry le…go bac to kunda ba…

    Chapter 40 * frenz again*
    Bac home
    Milk: ahdi…where u go???
    Ahdi: look for jie er…gave her some money to giv to kunda…
    Selina: ahdi…dun sad le
    Ahdi: (smiles) I’m not sad… actually I juz wanna stay frenz with her…
    Hebe: ok everyone…wazup for dinner
    Renfu: I wan restaurant
    Milk: I wan niunai
    Selina: hahaha…
    Xiezhi n jian hua: go restaurant lorh…stupid
    Ahdi: lets go…my treat
    After eating dinner the gang went for some drinks…all the girls were drunk except ella…guys were all still wide awake
    Ahdi: gor…u take ur women…renfu oso…
    Milk: ok…(slip his hand around selina’s waist and pulled her onto his back)
    Voice: gimme that!!!
    Ahdi: (softly) bustard….
    Jian hua: xie kunda…
    Ahdi: kunda…
    Kunda: hu…orh…yuan lai is the loser ady Hsiao…
    Ahdi: take these (took out some cash)…
    Kunda: orh….u wan the women huh? Take larh…juz pay n I’ll giv ya the women..(pushes a yi shan bu zhen de jie er into ahdi’s arms)
    Ahdi: I’ll take her home n let her rest…u get lost…
    Kunda: okok…she’s urs for tonite… but return to me tomolo ok?
    Bac at ahdi’s house in his room
    Jie er: sorry to trouble u…
    Ahdi:…
    Jie er: wat izzit
    Ahdi POV: we spent so much time together in this room with so much memory…now…haiz
    Ahdi: nth…
    Jie er: go bac le lar
    Ahdi: n? get hit…no u are not goin bac….
    Jie er: ahdi…let me go bac ba…I waited for him for so long le…
    Ahdi POV: okok…cannot cry cannot cry
    Ahdi: ok…if anything juz call me


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    Sunday, May 23, 2004

    today nth much happened...yesterday actualli is wanna go play bball with sharon de but she say she very tired...nvm gai tian ba...hols comin le...super excited... i start to plan programme for myself...hehe...nnowadays i oso dunno y... guai guai de...b'cuz? i oso dunno...i got 9 wives 7 gors 2 jie n 1 di...but frankly...who realli love n care bout me...i realli dunno...recent incidents made me realise GOD is the only one i can turn to...cuz GOD's love is there for sure... he wun hurt me...wun leave me... when i need him i juz walk straight n he's there 4 me...

    Chapter 38 * a new life*
    At ahdi’s house
    Ahdi: ok…this building will go to….
    Renfu: ooi…we here to eat not to hear u tok business
    Ahdi: oh yar…okey dokey
    Ahdi put on his apron and started cooking with ella and selina’s help
    Renfu: can’t u go in n help?
    Hebe: can’t….cuz if I cook le u will DIE
    Renfu: understood
    In the kitchen
    Ahdi: eh Selina I need the soy sauce…
    Selina: ok…
    Ahdi was stiring the soup when suddenly….
    Ahdi: argh….(kneel onto the floor)
    Milk: (rushes in) ahdi…wat izzit? (note: after ahdi lost his memory milk hav became extra defensive towards him)
    Ahdi: pain…
    Jian hua: izzit old injuries…we’ll take him to the doctor…
    Milk: (stood up and stopped jian hua) it’s not…
    Xiezhi: wat izzit?
    Milk: (with tears in his eyes) heart injury
    Ella: huh? Ahdi got heart prob arh?
    Renfu: (smack her head) dumb…
    Ella: arh??
    Xiezhi: jie er
    Ella: but I thought he shi yi….
    Milk: (helped ahdi up) xiao di…u wanna go slp?
    Ahdi: ok (still holding onto his chest)
    After 6 hours inside ahdi’s room
    Ahdi: arh…wake up loh…grrr (stomach growling) hehe…go eat
    Outside
    Ahdi: where are they all?? Gone out?? Seems like gonna go out oso
    Ahdi went to a small restaurant and had his dinner after which he bought a dozen of beer and drank as he walk home…when he passed a playground he heard quarreling so he stopped to listen
    Man: u f*** off ok? I dun like ya anymore…so wat if u are pregnant? I dun giv a damn
    Girl: but…u said u will take care of me de wat?
    Man: n u believe? Go bac to ur ex
    Girl: he…
    Man: y…u noe why he oso dun wan ya…cuz u r a b****
    Ahdi POV: how can this guy say this….no matter wat the women has his child
    Ahdi: excuse me…but I think u are goin overboard
    Man: oh is u…u wan ar? Take la (turn n left)
    The girl ran and sat under the slide (can imagine those playground under the slide usually ppl cannot see de)
    Ahdi: u ok not
    The girl looked at him wearing a look of surprise
    Ahdi: y u look at me liddat?
    Girl: nothing…
    Ahdi: dun cry le la…da bu liao abort the baby lor…
    Girl: I dun hav a baby in the first place I juz dun wan him to dump me…u muz think I’m cheap rite?
    Ahdi: nah…ppl do crazy things for love
    Girl: wat hav u done 4 the girl u love?
    Ahdi: I dunno…it seems to me that ever since I woke up from hospital that day lotsa things I dun remember…I only remember my good frenz
    Girl: (softly) if u really did love that girl u would not forget her…
    Ahdi: dunno….my frenz say I did lotz 4 her…even…
    Girl: wat?
    Ahdi: even sacrificed my life twice for her
    Girl: then how can u forget her?
    Ahdi: I dunno…but my bro say that kinda girl better forget
    Girl: orh
    Ahdi: eh tok so long le still dunno ur name
    Girl: my name is... is… juz call me xue er
    Ahdi: can I call u xue…easier
    Girl: ok…u?
    Ahdi: call me ahdi
    Girl: ok…I go home le…meet another day lor
    Ahdi: ok
    Bac in ahdi’s house
    Milk: AHDI HSIAO (note this is the correct spelling) WHERE DID U GOD DAMN GO? U HAVE ANY IDEA HOW WORRIED I WAS
    Ahdi: sorry la gor…saw someone quarreling so i…
    Jian hua: lu jian bu ping ba dao xiang zhu….typical ahdi
    Ahdi: hehehe… bro selina leh?
    Milk: still dare to say…she go n look 4 u le la…
    Ahdi: call her to come bac lar…
    Selina: no need I bac le
    Milk: stupid boy…
    Ahdi: sorry la…
    Jian hua POV: something is wrong with ahdi
    In ahdi’s room
    KNOCK
    Ahdi: come in
    Jian hua: ello….
    Ahdi: hi jian hua…wat izzit?
    Jian hua: ok tell me wat happened
    Ahdi: wat?
    Jian hua: wat wat? Wat happen to u…u look weird
    Ahdi: orh…nth la…juz wondering who is the girl I once love so much
    Jian hua: haiz…buddy…4get it la….not worth not worth
    Ahdi: I wanna at least noe who she is
    Jian hua: she…is my sis
    Ahdi: den…
    Jian hua: lost contact lo
    Ahdi: orh…(brightens up) ok…nvm…I dun feel like sleeping le…wanna go pub….?
    Jian hua: ok


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