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    Tuesday, November 09, 2004


    starting new fanfic again...this time new character...got a few ppl ask me to include ppl around us into the story...but unless is those not so impt character if not like example i say so n so kiss the male character u all can tahan meh?? i cannot lor...i will..bleahx...hehe julian rawks...but my ady still rox more...the next fanfic is about...er...dunno...let's settle on the characters first...not sure bout the plot yet...
    ady
    julian
    sylvester (on popular demand)
    weng qing hai...got ppl object not arh...cuz i think he's quite cute lehx...
    ella
    fiona xie
    hebe
    mui hiang (she say she wan one...bu guan wo de shi)
    yongz (mui hiang say she wanna kill yong yong...so...erm try to fit that in somewhere)
    ai sha
    so while u guys give comments on what u guys wan me to write..read this below fanfic that i completed in 1 day...not bad larh...i will seperate into 3 parts to publish...meanwhile remember to tell me wat u guys wan me to do with the above characters....

    these r the names n data of the characters
    ady—ady
    age:22
    job: professional boxer
    nickname: devil
    his mom is also a pro boxer his dad left the family when he was 4. his mom taught him boxing to protect himself. He has the gift of fighting. His flaw is that he dun really have brains one. (nan de selian let ahdi dun hav brains)
    lan zhen long -- dragon
    age:23
    job: hacker (if u call that a job)
    nickname: charm
    he was raised up together with the character david is playin but they have totally different characters. Dragon is intelligent n mature. He has a rare perspective of things and often uses his vast computer knowledge to help his frenx
    david—david
    age:22
    job: dragon’s assistant
    nickname: dav
    though he isn’t on par with dragon’s intelligence n maturity he has good computer skills n has a rare gift for fixing things. Kind in nature n a natural blur. He believes that all human are born with a good nature n therefore is trusting.
    Milk—milk
    Age:23
    Job: professional boxer
    Nickname: niunai
    A rare combination of a rather comical character n a serious boxer. He admires ady for his great skills. He is usually easy going but when he’s serious he is dead serious.
    Chen feng ling—phoenix
    Age:20
    Job: jobless
    Nickname: heroin
    A very good fighter with a headstrong character. Never gives in to difficulties and always trying to help her good frenz who get into trouble more often that good.
    Charlene—char
    Age:19
    Job: guitar teacher
    Nickname: smiley
    A very happy-go-lucky character who believes in going for whatever she wants. Her good relationship with phoenix n her gil aids her in getting into less trouble.
    Gillian—gil
    Age:20
    Job: piano teacher
    Nickname: ice princess
    She’s very cold towards guys but very helpful when it comes to her good sisters
    Jie er
    Age:20
    Job: unknown
    Nickname: daredevil
    -unknown-
    the story begins with 3 good frenz phoenix char n gil living together in a small flat near char n gil’s workplace.
    -GIL POV-
    me char n phoenix lives together in our own world. We believe in the connection between fantasy n reality n we sought to find the bridge. Of course char believes in it more than phoenix n I…as for phoenix..i guess she just believes in herself
    char: breakfast breakfast…tuna salad n orange juice…come on girls
    phoenix: I’m going to the ‘slam’ today
    char: huh slam?
    Gil: school of boxers…u getting a job?
    Phoenix: think itz time I got one
    Char: y u dun teach kickboxing in our sch…then we can go lunch together nehx
    Phoenix: dun see the point (pick up her bag n sling it across her shoulders) I’m off
    Char: hey breakfast!
    Phoenix: full
    Char: that girl
    Well that’s our live…char is ever so naïve…we’ll finish our breakfast n head into our boring routine of going to school n teaching again…well music has always been a part of both of us so that’s the not so boring part…
    At a cyber café
    -Dragon’s POV-
    hi…I’m dragon…I’m on the net lookin 4 my next target on the net…I’m a professional hacker who helps my client hack into everything they want to hack into…of course I have my principles…I dun hack into government property n do anything illegal…well exclude loading music from that list eh…
    david: so wat’s the point of ‘cutting’ this girl’s account
    that’s david my assistant…pretty cool guy with a funny character…cutting actually means hacking…
    dragon: well u noe them..they want us to cut into all sorts of funny things…guess he wanna court that gal or something…but doesn’t matter…we juz finish our job n get the money…
    david: there…there…done…yupz…
    dragon: on for a drink?
    David: u got a deal man
    At ‘slam’
    -ady’s POV-
    as a professional boxer my mission is to seek out every possible opponent n defeat them…my lessons are learnt from both success n failure…but to date I hav not learnt from the latter…for I hav nv been defeated…my mom is the founder of ‘slam’ n her mission is get everyone who likes boxing together n learn from each other…
    boxer XXX: senior, a lady wants to register as coach
    ady: (holds his sandbag in mid air with one fist) milk!
    Milk: yeah?
    Ady: the lady
    Milk: ok
    Milk: yes miss…slam needs a professional teacher but…do u have any certificate to prove ur ability
    Phoenix: (points to the boxing ring)
    Milk: we dun have this rule…if u have no cert I’m afraid
    Ady’s mom: milk..this is phoenix…I noe her …I’m sure she can be a very able coach
    Milk: yes madam…then miss phoenix would u like me to show u around
    Phoenix: (nods)
    At the girls home
    -phoenix POV-
    I got a job… the ppl there are fine n I suppose itz a good place for me to realize my ambition to spread boxing to all who loves it…char is as usual bouncing round the house playin her guitar n composing songs n stuffs…gil is in the kitchen getting out dinner ready…well life with the girls can be quite a routine…but well itz a blessing to live with such angels too
    Gil: how’s job?
    Phoenix: physically taxing…mentally engaging
    Char: sounds like the perfect job for our heroin
    Phoenix: u girls?
    Gil: got this weird virus in my comp…char u gotta check it out for me
    Char: count on me
    Char: well it seems like ur account has been hacked in…muz be real pro…hey watz this
    Phoenix: (reading off the screen) gil…plx gimme a chance…or u’ll face worst that havin ur account hacked into
    Gil: oh brother…
    Char: izzit that wat…advertisement?
    Gil: Edward
    Phoenix: juz change account la…no big deal…dun think he can do much either…
    The next day at ‘slam’
    Phoenix: today’s lesson’s done…please remember to repeat the steps at home…n Juliana remember to get a pair of boxing gloves
    Ady: miss…erm
    Phoenix: that will be phoenix
    Ady: ur pay
    Phoenix: (took the envelope) thx
    That day home when phoenix took the alley route home on her bike…
    -phoenix POV-
    well got my first paycheck…gotta get the girls out fer dinner or they’ll slaughter me…or at least char will…hey…isn’t that madam’s son…y is he fighting?
    Ady: u stay away from her or else…(punch the guy in the ab)
    After the guy ran away
    Phoenix: hey…y did u hit ppl for no reason
    Ady: scram!
    Phoenix: where’s ur manners?
    Ady: (stared at phoenix for a full 10 sec) it is none of ur business (turn to leave)
    Phoenix: u! (grab ady’s shoulder)
    Ady swiftly pulled phoenix’s hand aways b4 returning a blow…phoenix dodge by an inch n swept ady’s legs with a swift hook…ady lept into the air grabbed both of phoenix’s arm and toss her upwards with a rough swing…phoenix hav nv met an opponent like that n due to the surprise counterattack phoenix wasn’t able to land properly n end up slamming onto the ground…ady turned to leave but when he heard phoenix’s rough slam he turned around
    Ady: u…
    Phoenix: dun need u to shed crocodile’s tears (struggled to get up but to no anvil)
    Ady: (carried her up with no effort at all)
    Phoenix: u…
    Ady: shut up…I’m not guilty of my actions…I juz dun wan u to get too seriously injured to go to work
    Phoenix: dumb block
    Ady: (looked into her eyes)
    -ady’s POV-
    though I defeated her she fails to admit defeat…this is the kinda arrogance I always seek in my opponent’s eyes…
    ady: I’ll send ya to the hospital
    at hospital
    char: phoenix wat happen u kana hantam arh?
    Phoenix: sorta
    Gil: u were the one right?
    Ady: yes
    Gil: (slap) did u not noe that phoenix has a weak backbone…how could u?!phoenix: gil no!
    Ady: I didn’t noe tat if I knew she wouldn’t hav gotten the job…
    Char: u are…DEVIL ADY!
    Ady: yes I am
    Phoenix: u can leave now
    Ady: (went close to phoenix n whispered beside her ears) ….
    After ady left
    Char: wat he say
    Phoenix: nth
    Gil: u stay here with phoenix I get the documents done
    Char: kk…
    -phoenix POV-
    I never knew…he was like this…
    *recall*
    ady: (whispered) i…I’ve nv said this in my life…sorry…
    *end of recollections*
    perhaps…there’s a little of the fantasy reality thing char n gil always said in this…perhaps the devil has another side to him
    -Gil POV-
    never saw phoenix so calm b4…perhaps…that devil ady… perhaps…he did something to phoenix of for phoenix that no one has done b4…(bang)
    david: solli solli
    gil: oh itz ok…
    dragon: wat happened
    david: nah knock into someone…(turned to see gil leaving)
    -david POV-
    woah…y my heart beating so fast..nan dao that’s my destined one?
    Dragon: ooi…snap out of it…take ur med n go
    David: orh
    A few days later at slam
    Phoenix: y are u sackin me
    Ady’s mom: sorry phoenix…u hav a back problem….we wun endanger u by letting u work here
    Phoenix: i
    Ady’s mom: sorry
    Phoenix: DEVIL ADY
    Ady: wat izzit
    Phoenix: hypocrite! (tried to punch him in the face but failed)
    Ady: itz for ur own good…
    Phoenix: like real (turned n leave)
    At cyber café
    -dragon’s POV-
    there has never been a time human stop seeking a bridge to bring them closer to their fantasy world. The internet is one of the tools to bring all sorts of impossible possible…but it is also one tool that throws many into confusion and the illusions created deceived many…yet my job is to make use of the internet and other IT methods to further deceive them…haix…
    dragon: ooi david…y so blur
    david: huh? Huh?..orh…u see this client so guai keep wanting us to hack into the girl’s account
    dragon: client wat…wat to do lehx…
    david: remember that girl in the hospital?
    Dragon: ?
    David: can’t get her outta my mind man…
    Hi…
    -David POV-
    me and dragon looked up to find a beautiful lady with an inch thick of makeup and black mini standing in front of us…well…judging from her attire…she’s no decent girl
    I’m jie er
    David: david
    Dragon: (turned back to his comp)
    Jie er: woah ur fren is so cold eh?
    David: may I help you
    Jie er: (pass a note to david turned n left)
    David: dragon…client…name xu jie er…wan us to hack into this address
    Dragon: (took the note) http://www.devilontheloose.com.tw....
    David: looks familiar eh?
    Dragon: milk mentioned this guy b4…devil…devil ady…that famous boxer…
    David: woah…gotta decline this one…dun wanna kana box nehx…eh I wanna go home liaox…
    Dragon: y?
    David: doremon is on tv at 8
    Dragon: fine…
    -phoenix POV-
    now I got a job now I dun…blame it on that stupid backbone of mine n that stupid devil ady…how am I suppose to return home now…(gulp some wine down) y does his eyes appear everytime I shut my eyes? I’ve never felt so vulnerable b4…but when he carried me…I could hear his heartbeat clearly…his muscular figure and suave movements…I’ll nv see again…hey y am I like missing him…I’m suppose to hate him…argh…(gulp down the whole bottle of wine in one gulp)
    at home
    char: she’s not home yet…
    gil: could something have happened?
    Char: u wanna call ‘slam’
    At slam
    Ring ring
    Milk: hello
    Gil: hi…I’m lookin 4 phoenix
    Milk: oh..she left this morning…she’s not workin here anymore
    Gil: y?
    Milk: her back prob…y she’s not home yet?
    Gil: it’s ok thx
    Milk: senior miss phoenix has gone missing…erm
    Ady: (swing his bag over his shoulder) leaving
    Milk: (bow) bye senior
    -ady’s POV-
    alright now where has that girl gone..thought she’d be able to take it…haiz…gotta find her…if not they say is my fault…
    ady drove his motorcar in a wild frantic search for phoenix…but no matter how hard he tried he can’t find her
    phoenix: let…go
    -phoenix POV-
    I was too drunk to retaliate…


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    Sunday, November 07, 2004


    wellzz..my comp got prob again so nv update...today take out some energy de vcd to watch...cuz friday after dancing fer 1 hour ++ i realli miss ahdi ... dunno y...then i watch the vcd...wah seh...ahdi so shuai...haix...over such a long time i've been casting my heart to so many differant ppl...only to turn back n find that he's still the only one that is able to make my heart race...again...haiz...so drama....but it's true...the kinda charm and intense gaze that can only be seen in ahdi's eyes...the sorrow that drowns in every note that can only be heard in ahdi's voice...the passion n determination that can only be found in ahdi's words...i've been lost in a world of deception n disappointment...confused by my thoughts...i held myself back...cuz i can't find anyone ...anyone that can speak my mind...i went in search for the perfect idol...the perfect person...i've been through so many setbacks only to find that my love still resides in him...the coldness of reality...the cruelty of the true world...only to find myself safe...in my world of imagination...accompanied by ahdi's voice...

    to sharon jie: no matter how many turns we took b4 we reached here...i want u to noe that u are differant to me...when the terrible truth...crashes down...i only manage to find warmth in ur trueness n smile...love u..


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