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  • ...BEAUTITALK


    Saturday, February 28, 2004

    note from author: thx everyone for comin...i noe sometimes my story realli sux...but wat to do? i realli like the stupid sucky idiotic sweetness of ahdi...b'cuz i'm juz someone no one bothers to love( i noe some ppl will say" i love u ma" dun need to say b'cuz i noe hu realli loves me...ppl like kor(qiao)...chongchong...yong...jie (sharon) and jenn (though she realli qi mi until siao...i noe they realli luv me)...so wat can i do apart from putting all my emotions into the story i love...the reality is cruel...juz b'cuz u aren't chio aren't slim n kawai...b'cuz u choose a more physical way to show ur frustration...juz b'coz u can't afford to let ppl see ur gentle n weak side...juz b'cuz of all these no one would bother to love u n remember that u are also made up of blood and flesh...u also hav feelins...cuz they dun care...all they wan are their chio bu and gentle pinkish (sorry sharon) girls...life sux...Chapter 23 *she still love u*
    (at the habour b4 boarding the cruise)
    jian hua: hi ella, xiezhi!
    Xiezhi: u are so EARLY
    Jian hua: cannot blame all her fault (pointing to hebe)
    Hebe: haha sorry la…I ask jian hua to pick me up but I overslept
    Xiezhi: forget it…we hav another 2 who are late
    Jian hua: ya hor… eh ahdi where is ur jie er?
    Ahdi: I wanted to pick her up but she say she driving so…
    Jian hua: hi jie er…hi renfu
    Jie er: hi…
    Renfu: …
    Jian hua: wa jie er super chio arh! (checking out jie er’s halter neck white top and short blue khakis)
    Ahdi: wei!
    Jian hua: kidding la…
    Xiezhi: eh guys the cruise is here…
    Renfu: I help u with that… (picking up hebe’s lugguage)
    Hebe: orh…thanks
    (on te cruise in room 521)
    jie er: eh…this place looks familiar
    ahdi: u really dumb leh…I brought u here b4 remember?
    Jie er: ya (gives a disgusted look)
    Ahdi: wat was that for?
    Jie er: bleah (sticking out her tongue) dun wanna tell u…
    Ahdi: jie er…
    Jie er: wah…no need to suddenly so gentle bah…
    Ahdi: for u (holding out a ring) I owe u one anniversary present…happy one month and two weeks anniversary!
    Jie er: so nice…but…I nv…(ahdi puts a finger over her lips)
    Ahdi: doesn’t matter… u’re the best present anyone can hav
    That day the gang went around the cruise they swam, shopped, played ball…that night a ball was held in the honour of ahdi…(cuz nan de he cruise with so many OTHER ppl…which means outsiders not counting the gang)
    Jian hua: eh ella u wanna dance?
    Ella: orh…
    Hebe POV: why is he dancing with ella? Is he avoiding…
    Renfu: hebe…
    Hebe: hi…erm…
    Renfu: I got this for u (holds up a cup of cocktail)
    Hebe: thanks…(looks away)
    From a distance away
    Ahdi: aiyoh…renfu tryin hard lo la that hebe…
    Jie er: wei…(hits ahdi on the shoulder) dun liddat say bebe girl la…she …
    Ahdi: well…xiezhi is alone oso…why dun u like go over and accompany him…
    Jie er: u wun jealous arh?
    Ahdi: (gives jie er the u-dare look) purely as friends understand!
    Jie er: haha I didn’t hear that (skipped off to find xiezhi)
    Ahdi POV: she looks so cute when she does that…(felt a tap on his shoulder) huh? Oh ella…
    Ella: can I tok to u…in private…
    Ahdi: er…sure…(looks back and sees jie er tokin happily to xiezhi) lets go…
    (outside the ballroom facing the sea)
    ella: u really like jie er lots dun u?
    ahdi: I dun like her at all…
    ella: (trys to hide her smile) huh…really…
    ahdi: (sigh) I dun like her…I love her….
    Ella: orh…
    Ahdi: ella…I know I did something unforgivable but…I hope time will heal all wounds…
    Ella: it wun…
    Ahdi: wat?
    Ella jumps into the sea before ahdi could stop her…
    Ahdi: ELLA!
    (in the ballroom)
    jian hua: wei jie er…nvm tok to me keep on tokin to…
    voice: ELLA!
    Jie er: it’s ahdi’s voice!
    Xiezhi: Ella!
    The gang rushes out in time to see ahdi jump into the sea to save ella…xiezhi jumped down too…
    Renfu: u stay here (takin off his jacket and hands it to the ready-to jump hebe and jumps into the sea)
    After some time the few guys finally dragged a half conscious ella bac on board.
    Xiezhi: ella…wake up (slaps her face lightly)
    Jie er: ahdi u ok?
    Xiezhi: (looks up) of course he is ok!...u (grabbing ahdi) u made her jump didn’t u?!
    Jian hua: xiezhi cool it…if he made her jump will he bother to save her?
    Hebe: ELLA!
    Ella: (cough) ahdi…ahdi
    Ahdi: (looks at jie er) now wat?
    Jie er: go…(urges ahdi to move toward ella)
    Ahdi: er…u…er..ok?
    Ella: (threw her arms around ahdi and kissed him)
    Ahdi: (pushes her away violently) U!
    Xiezhi: u’ll hurt her!
    Ahdi: I dun care…(looks at jie er)…u…u ppl….arh…(runs off)
    Hebe: jie er go after him!
    Jie er: why bother with that pig?! (crosses her arms)
    Hebe: haiz…
    Renfu: hebe…u…
    Hebe: ok…
    (in a pub on thecruise)
    hebe: ahdi! Ahdi!
    Ahdi: hebe dun bother bout me…
    Hebe: how can i? I’m ur fren remember?
    Ahdi: ya if only my GIRLfren remembers…
    Hebe: ok la…dun liddat…
    Ahdi: wat did she expect me to do…kiss that…..that…bi…sorry…that girl bac?
    Hebe: I understand…jie er is juz worried bout ella…
    Ahdi: and that xiezhi can’t understand either…I dun blame him..i mean well if anyone pushes jie er liddat I’ll probably…ar 4get it…
    Hebe: ahdi…tell u frankly…I spoke to jie er on the phone a few days ago…and from the conversation I noe she really loves u…
    Ahdi: (finally calmed down) wat did she say?
    *flashback*
    jie er: wei hebe arh?
    Hebe: ya?
    Jie er: r u ready for the cruise?
    Hebe: ya…
    Jie er: I’m so excited….my heart is thumping against my chest so hard…
    Hebe: why?
    Jie er: tell u the truth…the cruise is meant to bring u and renfu bac…
    Hebe: i realized…
    Jie er: but…I got something specially planned for di oso…
    Hebe: well?
    Jie er: I got this superb present for him!
    Hebe: wat izzit?
    Jie er: well I noe he fights all the time…so I pretty worried…but I noe he NEEDS to fight…so I went to the temple and kneeled for 3 days…the abbot finally granted me the chain of the battle god…I got it for ahdi to protect him everytime he fights…
    Hebe: u kneeled there for 3 days?!
    Jie er: ya…my knees are sore and I fainted that proved my sincerity…so the abbot agreed…
    *end of flashback*
    hebe: she kneeled till she fainted and her knees were so badly bruised…she really loves u…tonite it’s juz outta concern f…ahdi where u goin?
    Ahdi: goin to find my goddess of love (winks)

    Well…I did not write A LOT on ahdi n jie er…though hehe…majority is still em la…I can’t help it mah (pouts) I juz write wat cums to me…sorry la…I PROMISE ok? I’ll write on hebe n renfu next chap…but still will have ahdi n jie er la…aiyoh I so sian mu everytime jie er call ahdi as di…siao one hoh…ownself write one ownself go n fa hua chi…


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    at 6:51 PM

    Friday, February 27, 2004

    Chapter 22 *u’re mine*
    (at ahdi’s room)
    ahdi: ok girl cum put this on…(holds out a large t-shirt to jie er)
    jie er: (didn’t hear what ahdi said cuz she’s dead drunk) di…
    ahdi POV: stupid girl get so drunk 4 nth…
    ahdi: ok…juz …put it …on (ahdi pulled the t-shirt over jie er’s head)
    ahdi POV: oh man…she’s so…beautiful…(sigh)
    jie er: (opened her eyes a little and touched ahdi’s face) di…
    ahdi: u’re awake?
    Jie er: di…dun…
    Ahdi: obviously not…
    Jie er: di…(holds ahdi’s arm) I’m scared…
    Ahdi looks at jie er payin attention to every word she says
    Jie er: dun leave me…why did u read my mind n found out bout my horrible past…why…dun leave me…
    Ahdi: jie er…I …lo…
    Jie er: renfu…
    Ahdi : (eyes widen)
    Jie er: I noe u like hebe girl…why…u noe I like u mah…really…I would nv leave u if not cuz ahdi treated me so well…I need to repay him…renfu dun leave me…(held onto ahdi’s arm tighter)
    Ahdi: I’m not…
    Jie er: renfu….(starts to cry)
    Ahdi: I wun leave u…I promise…I may not be the one u wan…but given the chance I’ll love u more than he did…
    Jie er: di…
    Ahdi POV: why is she callin me again
    Jie er: di…hold me up
    Ahdi did as he was told…he held jie er into a sitting position then jie er collapse into his embrace…
    Ahdi: I noe…u like renfu rite? I’ll get him for u no matter wat…
    Jie er distant from ahdi and gave him a hard slap…
    Jie er: wake up!
    Ahdi: u…aren’t drunk…
    Jie er: I was…wat I said bout renfu is juz to test u…u really believe I love him?
    Ahdi: I thought…
    Jie er: where has the confident soccer king gone to?
    Ahdi: (looks at jie er in tears) dun…
    Jie er: (soften her tone) di…i…not purposely one…sorry…I was harsh…hush darling…sorry…
    Ahdi: dun do that to me…a…again…I can’t take it…
    Jie er: (giggles) soccer king, youngest successor of ENERGY and DRAGON can’t take wat a little girl said?
    Ahdi: ‘cuz I love u (pulled jie er up for a short but firm kiss)
    Jie er: (pants) di…u’re mine…no one is goin to take u away…understand?
    Ahdi: I understand…(sniff)
    Jie er POV: wow…I made that man of steel cry…again…I juz melts my heart to see him liddat…
    Ahdi: I fought hard…every battle no matter intellectual or physical I won…I won the best challengers from all around the world…yet I lost to u…totally concede defeat…
    Jie er: di…(bites her lower lips) can u…
    B4 she can finish her sentence ahdi pushed her onto the bed and proceeded with a kiss which was overdued for too long…
    (in ahdi’s workin/study room)
    ahdi POV: finally she slept…
    kushiro (the kidnapper remember): shao ye…
    ahdi: ok…I think u noe wat I wana ask
    kushiro: he’s a silver dragon…older generation…he wanted me to kill miss xu…he said I’ll be promoted instantly to red or silver dragons…depending on my performance
    ahdi: u sure are dumb…dun u noe that only golden dragons have the authourity to promote anyone?
    Kushiro: sorry…
    Ahdi: I reward ur bravery 4 tellin the truth…I’ll promote u one level to yellow dragon…but I wan u to work still as a blue dragon…I wan u to lead the mastermind to me…as slow as u wan…but I wan results..understand…
    Kushiro: yes shao ye!
    (back in ahdi’s room)
    jie er: (woke up) hmm…ahdi leh?
    She walked until she reached ahdi’s study and saw him working hard…reading files…typing and answering calls…serious and strict…but not frustrated…
    Jie erPOV: that is my man…I still can’t believe it…
    Ahdi: I need the proposal for the universal project tomorrow understand?
    Ahdi turns to face his computer after a while he noticed jie er standing at the door
    Ahdi: (smiles) come in la…stand there like dummy for wat?
    Jie er: i…i…
    Ahdi signaled jie er to go over
    Ahdi: take a look at that (pointing to something on his table before turning away to type on the comp again)
    Jie erPOV: watz that (picks up the file) omg…it’s a cruise…
    Jie er: u mean u wan us to go?
    Ahdi: not only us…the gang will be there too…especially renfu and hebe
    Jie er: why...
    Ahdi: can’t u see that the 2 has some problems?
    Jie er: ya….but…
    Ahdi: we’ll try our best…
    Jie er: (went over and sat on ahdi’s lap) di…sorry…
    Ahdi: (look up from his comp…puzzled) huh? Why?
    Jie er: u noe…though I love u lots I still…still…
    Ahdi: have feelings feelings for renfu?
    Jie er: ya…sorry…
    Ahdi: (smiles and look bac at his comp) no need to say sorry…juz promise me something…
    Jie er: wat?
    Ahdi: (looks at jie er) remember…u are mine and I am urs…no one else should come btw us…understand?
    Jie er: yes sir!

    Well? Wat do u guys think…ok la sorry for crapping so much bout ahdi n jie er…but I really like him mah…ok up next is the trip on the cruise…well…I TRY not to write too much on ahdi n jie er…cuz the cruise is meant 4 renfu n hebe…there is still Wallace…ella..xiezhi…and wat about the revenge…and milk (ahdi’s brother)…kunda…xin ling…stay tune…


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    at 8:12 PM

    Thursday, February 26, 2004

    Chapter 21 *me for u*
    (bac at the hospital the gang get together ready to bring hebe home)
    jie er: hebe u…ready to go le?
    Hebe: ya (looks at renfu)…erm…
    Renfu: (looks bac) he’s on the way…
    Hebe: orh…
    Jie er: wei…plz communicate in some way we can understand…
    Hebe: (bitter smile)
    Jian hua: woh…I’m here le…hi hebe
    Hebe: …hi
    Renfu: I go get the car (hurried off)
    Xiezhi: ella u dun look too good…
    Ella : nth…nth…
    Ahdi: (looks at jie er and gives her the now-wat look)
    Jie er bites her lower lips deep in thoughts…
    Ahdi POV: omg the prob is drving me crazy n this girl arh….she drives me crazy when she does that…she drives me crazy with her every move
    Jie er: (whispers to ahdi) why are u lookin at me liddat ?
    Ahdi: (whispers bac) sorry…I juz can’t help noticing how beautiful u look today…
    Jie er looks down at her white polo tee and denium pleated mini skirt
    Jie er: (still whispering) beautiful?
    Ahdi: (smiles)
    Jian hua: wei wei wei…u two stop it hoh…though I not a petty man but I oso will feel disgusted one hoh…
    All but ella: hahaha
    Hebe: jian hua…
    Jian hua: (turns to face hebe) ya?
    Hebe: send me home…can?
    Jian hua: but…I though ren…ok…
    Jie er: eh u dun wanna go out with us arh?
    Hebe: tired…
    1 hour later at FOR YOU shopping mall
    jie er: eh di arh..why cum to such a posh restaurant?
    Ahdi: scared I no money meh?
    Jie er: no la…I’m not dressed for the restaurant
    Ahdi: like I am…(points at his half zipped black leather jacket and dark blue loose jeans)
    Xiezhi: lets go somewhere else bah…
    (the gang ate at a pub named ‘u name it’)
    ahdi: well…got ur fill…lets go
    host: hi everyone…lets play a game after eating ur lunch…we have some alchohol here we hav contestants drinking it within a limited timing…if they can’t they’ll hav to remove a piece of clothing…we know no one will volunteer so those who find pink paper under ur chair plz cum up…
    everyone bends down and jie er was the only one in the gang who got the pink paper…
    jie er: well…
    the game begun…jie er isn’t someone who can hold her alcohol well so b4 the 4 th cup she’s already a little tipsy…
    host: now for the 4th cuppa…
    ahdi POV: omg…she is so dead drunk…
    host: whoa miss xu…missed by one second..one clothing off plz…
    jie er lost two rounds in a row and was left in her bikinis…ahdi rush onto stage and caught hold of her b4 she fell…
    ahdi: ok stop it…
    jie er:cannot la…goin to win le (pointing to the only other contestant left)
    ahdi: but…
    jie er: di….(obviously drunk)
    Jie er drank her 6th cup but stopped b4 she could even finish half of it…
    Host: well miss xu…seems like u are goin nak…
    Ahdi: NO SHE’S NOT (took off his leather jacket revealing his perfectly toned and tanned muscles
    The crowd (especially the ladies): omg….woah…whistles
    Ahdi drank another round for jie er and won the championship
    Host: well….here’s the prize…two tickets to Tokyo
    Jie er: yeah (attempts to jump but ahdi caught her)
    Ahdi:if the tickets are wat u wanted I could hav bought it 4 u…then I dun hav to let so many ppl look at u liddat…
    Jie er: u ain’t too bad urself…(pokes ahdi in the abs)
    Ahdi: quit it…we’re goin home
    Jie er: ur home my home?
    Ahdi: my home…
    Jie er: u wanna take advantage of me ar? (pouts and frowns)
    Ahdi: (sigh at jie er who is obviously drunk) stupid la…do I need to?
    Ella POV: my god juz look at his muscles I’m sure every lady in this room longs to get a piece of him…but…he’s got that b**** clinging onto him like gum
    Xiezhi POV: why is ella staring at ahdi liddat? She still likes him eh?
    Renfu: eh ppl…go le la…b4 jie er makes a fool of herself…

    Well not very long hoh…but well…I wanted to write on other ppl but juz can’t help writing ahdi n jie er again…hehe…er…I shen qi le la…everytime I finish writing I’ll re-read the whole thing…well pretty good (smack myself for being so bu yao lian)…but I read le very jealous…humph I being stupid rite?



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    Wednesday, February 25, 2004

    Chapter 20 *bad memories*
    Ahdi: well?
    Jie er: i…ok here goes…
    *flashback*
    hebe: jie er I wanna go eat chicken sticks…
    jie er: (laughs) again?
    Hebe: mmm…
    Jie er: ella?
    Ella: ok bah…since MISS TIAN wanna eat then we go loh…
    (after finishing a terrific chicken stick meal)
    jie er: arh…I’m bloated…
    ella: we shouldn’t indulge ourselves in such luxury when we are all on diet…
    hebe: I beg ur pardon? U are the one on diet…I juz finish dietin and miss xu jie er is so skinny that if she diet somemore she’ll be blown awa…ARGH (hebe bang into someone)
    kunda: sorry…
    ella: hebe u ok?
    Kunda: sorry…really…plz…
    Hebe: no no no I’m ok…
    We made frenz with kunda n b4 we knew it hebe was in love with him…not a couple yet but we knew it was there…
    On one particular nite…we went home and as usual kunda sent hebe home…but he first brought her to the beach…
    Kunda: hebe cum play water…
    Hebe: dun wan la…later I wet my nice new clothes…
    Kunda: (looks at her with one eyebrow raised) oh yeah (he runs over and carries her into the water) u’re wet already…
    Hebe: haha…stupid boy (hits kunda on the head)
    Kunda: bebe…can I call u that
    Hebe: well I’m fine with it…but sound a little intimate…
    Kunda: then we’ll make the intimacy come true…
    Kunda held onto hebe’s waist and pulled her closer to himself…he slowly brought her face up to his then let his lips slowly find hers…hebe did not resist instead she responded to kunda’s every call…it was a beautiful night…
    *end of flashback*
    ahdi: then where is that guy now?
    Jie er: he…he…he’s locked up…
    Ahdi: huh? U mean he commited some sorta crime?
    Jie er: (shivered) er…y..yes…
    Ahdi: wat is it?
    Jie er: n…noth..nothing…
    Ahdi POV: watz wrong with her…why is she shivering liddat?...oh ya she said that kunda had something to do with her…how am I suppose to ask bout that? (after a few seconds) stupid la use ur psychic powers mah…
    Ahdi lets himself into jie er’s thoughts
    Jie er POV: I shouldn’t tell ahdi bout wat kunda did…ahdi will go crazy…
    Ahdi (still reading jie er’s mind): wat izzit? I’ll go crazy…xiao jing hong stay calm…
    Jie er POV: haiz…but who can forget it…
    *flashback*
    kunda: jie er…can u go somewhere with me tonight?
    Jie er: why me…shouldn’t u ask ur…bebe…
    Kunda: i…wanna get a present for her so…
    Jie er: orh ok…
    Kunda:lets go…
    (after 30 mins of traveling they arrive at the beach)
    jie erPOV: hmm? Why bring me here? Dun tell me the shop is at the beach arh…
    kunda: jie er…(holds her hand)
    jie er: (trys to struggle off) wat…are …u doin…
    kunda: I love u really…
    jie er: huh? Then hebe?
    Kunda did not bother to explain he pushed jie er onto the ground and started kissing her neck slowly working to take off her clothing…
    Jie er: no…no…kun…da…
    Kunda: jie er…I really…
    Jie erPOV: help someone anyone…
    Juz when jie er was going to lose all her strength a police car drove in…
    Police: ooi…wat u doin
    Kunda looks up quickly pick up his shirt and runs off…but still got caught..
    Police: (helps jie er up) miss u ok? (draps a coat over her)
    Jie er: …
    *end of flashback*
    jie er POV: i…(tears ran down her cheeks as she continues shivering)
    ahdi POV: my god…jie er…(stood up and left the room)
    jie er POV: what…why is ahdi leaving the room…OH SHIT…he has psychic powers he muz hav read my thoughts…he muz think that I’m dirty and wants to leave me for good…why does this hav to happen
    after a few moments ahdi returned holding a jacket in his hand
    jie er: ah…ahdi…
    ahdi: here put this on…
    jie er: i…I know u read my thoughts…lets break up ok?
    Ahdi: huh? Why?
    Jie er: I’m dirty
    Ahdi: (smiles and hands jie er the jacket)
    Jie er: ahdi…
    Ahdi: does the fact that some stupid guy tried to rape u make me love u less?
    Jie er:…
    Ahdi: the answer is no…a definite no…
    Ahdi hands the jacket to jie er again…jie er took it and dumped it aside…ahdi was shocked
    Ahdi: jie…(jie er threw herself into his arms)
    Jie er: hold me plz…tightly
    Ahdi pulled her close and tight
    Ahdi: jie er…I dun care about anyone anything of the past…u only hav one past and that’s with me…understand
    Jie er nods still crying…ahdi pulled her away slowly and wiped away her tears…he slowly carefully lead her to lie on the bed…he laid beside her and held her close…nth was said yet emotions overlapped emotions…the two finally tired out and slept…in love…

    Oh I wanna cry…I really yue xie yue jealous…siao le hoh…ownself write one oso can jealous until liddat…haha…sorry to any kunda fans…especially my chong hui darling…sorry la…no purposely one…but he isn’t that bad la…juz using the wrong method to show his love for jie er…



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    Tuesday, February 24, 2004

    Chapter 19 *hold u dear *
    (at the warehouse)
    Voice: miss xu I’m sorry to inform u that u wun be able to see the one u love ever…again…
    Jie er: do u noe who I love at all?
    Voice: ya…muz be either that renfu, kunda or huo jian hua rite?
    Jie er POV: funny…how cum he noes…and I thought ahdi is my boyfren how cum he nv…
    Ring ring
    Voice: hello…yes …yes master xiao…yes…I’ll be there….count urself lucky my big boss’s son needs me to run some errands…u’ll hav more time on this earth…
    Jie erPOV: huh? Master xiao…boss’s son…that means ahdi…he doesn’t noe I’m here…omg…ahdi save me plz…
    (in ahdi’s car)
    ahdi: ouch...jie er juz wait for me… juz wait…I’ll be there…
    (at Yokimato habour)
    voice: where is master xiao…I thought he said he is here already?
    *flashback*
    (on the phone)
    ahdi: hello…is this Kushiro?
    Voice: yes…
    Ahdi: I’m xiao jing hong
    Voice: yes master xiao…
    Ahdi: I need u to run an errand for me…
    Voice: yes…
    Ahdi: I noe u are brought up in japan…we need a translator for a trade business…meet me at Yokimato habour…
    Voice: I’ll be there…
    *end of flashback*
    voice: how cum he still not here? Funny…I thought master xiao got a master degree in the studies of Japanese, French, Italian, Chinese, English, Korean and 4 other languages…how cum he needs me to be translator?...SHIT…dun tell me…he noes that girl…(runs to his car)
    (at the warehouse)
    ahdi: jie er…are u there?
    Jie er: AHDI…
    Ahdi: (undid the ropes and blindfold) jie er…omg…(pulls her into an embrace)
    Jie er: ahdi…(sobs)
    Voice: master xiao!
    Ahdi: (turns around) yes Kushiro? Surprised? Now tell me who told u to do this?
    Voice: i…can’t…
    Ahdi: dare u defy a golden dragon…wat are u…at most a blue dragon I suppose…
    Voice: yes…(lowers his head)
    Ahdi: now tell me!
    Jie er: ahdi…4get it…I think he deserves a chance…u’re scaring him…he’s juz a boy…
    Ahdi: fine! Count urself lucky... jie er…come…(ahdi scooped jie er up)
    Juz b4 ahdi stepped outta the warehouse
    Voice: master xiao….miss xu…sorry I can’t tell you who is the mastermind…but…but…he’s a DRAGON too…a silver dragon unless I’ve much mistaken….
    Ahdi: see me tomorrow…at home…
    Voice: yes master xiao….
    (at ahdi’s house)
    jie er: why u bring me here?
    Ahdi: (puts jie er on his bed) I dunno…juz dun wanna let u outta my sight…
    Jie er: I was so afraid…he was goin to kill me…
    Ahdi: but u knew I would save u rite?
    Jie er: ya..eh…how cum u knew where I was?
    Ahdi: (takin a deep breath) I am psychic.
    Jie er: haha…funny…
    Ahdi: it’s the truth…u remember when I first saved u outside the café’s toilet?
    Jie er: ya?
    Ahdi: u thought it was really coincidental? No…my psychic powers told me…how did u thought I found u?
    Jie er: I dunno…
    Ahdi: I’ve not used my powers for some time since I knew u…tonite…(looks at the clock which shows 7.12am) corrections today morning…a pain came to me…I knew that my powers are workin again…this time on their own will…I called my teacher and we drew the conclusion that u were in danger…and…
    Jie er: and wat?
    Ahdi: (smiles and hugs jie er) and ur heart was callin out for me to save u…
    Jie er: (blush) i…but who would wanna harm me?
    Ahdi: Kushiro told us that the person is a silver dragon…muz be about our family feud again…but muz be a younger generation of the silver dragon…
    Jie er: why?
    Ahdi: the older generations were the ones who killed my grandfather…they hav no reason to harm u…
    Jie er: I dun care about any of the dragons…except for one…
    Ahdi: (puzzled) huh? U noe a dragon…and u sorta like care about him…
    Jie er: jealous?
    Ahdi: (pouts) ya…cannot mah?
    Jie er: (pinches ahdi’s cheeks) silly boy…u are the only dragon I noe rite?
    Ahdi: oh ya…(smacks his forehead) stupid me…
    Jie er: (smiles) I’m glad that the dragon I care about is one righteous yet emotional, strong yet gentle, determined yet never forces me to do anything de golden dragon…
    Ahdi POV: oh man…she’s good with her words
    Jie er placed her head carefully onto ahdi’s shoulder and one of her hands wrap around ahdi’s neck the other slowly touching his toned arm
    Jie er: u fight?
    Ahdi: ya…why the sudden question?
    Jie er: nah…juz find ur arms very toned…
    Ahdi: haha…(wraps his hand around her waist)…
    Ahdi: jie er…I noe I shouldn’t do this now but…
    Jie er: after wat happened juz now I’m too tired to even feel anything…
    Ahdi: not even a slightest bit of pain and sadness?
    Jie er: why should I feel pain and sadness?
    Ahdi: I’m goin to die soon…
    Jie er: (jerked up and looked at ahdi) ahdi…(throws herself into his arms) no…u’ll be ok…u’re not allowed to leave me….(tears trickled down her face)
    Ahdi: no la jokin only…no need to be so scared…
    Jie er: (pulls herself away) u…u…(bangs her fist against his chest)bad guy…all guys are bad…
    Ahdi grabs her hands and pulled her closer
    Ahdi: sorry…
    Jie er: humph…
    Ahdi: wat I wanted to ask was…about…kunda…
    Jie er: (takes a deep breath) very well…I think u should noe about it too…

    Well…hehe a bit typical couple hoh…but sweet sweet…omg..so sian mu jie er…stupid rite ownself write ownself jealous…haha…well…who is kunda? I mean we all noe who is kunda rite? But how is he goin to be related to the gang…stay tune…



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    Monday, February 23, 2004

    Chapter 18 *kunda*
    (at the hospital…again)
    jie er: renfu…u ok not…ur fingers…
    renfu: I’m fine…
    jian hua: sorry I did not help to…
    renfu: it’s ok…
    ahdi: (bringing in cups of coffee) u guys…hav a drink...it’s goin to be looong nite…
    (juz then ella and xiezhi came)
    jian hua: (spotted them holding hands) u guys…?
    Xiezhi: ya…
    Ella: (looks at jie er then at renfu) how is hebe…
    Renfu: she….HEBE TIAN FU ZHEN…HOW CAN U DO THIS TO ME
    Ahdi: (grab renfu by the shoulders) hey man…cool it…this is a hospital…
    Jie er: ya…DOCTOR!
    Ahdi: dun shout la…
    Doctor: she is fine…juz need some rest…erm…and…who is kunda…
    Jian hua: why?
    Doctor: are you kunda? She kept callin ur name…
    Jian hua: no I’m not kunda…but…haiz…
    (in ward 357)
    jie er: hebe girl…be strong wor
    hebe: I noe…it’s juz fits…
    renfu:…
    jian hua: hebe arh…u juz now it the operation theatre u kept callin…(looks at renfu) erm…kunda…
    hebe: orh….(looks at jie er) I wanna slp…
    jie er: ok…guys lets go…renfu…u wanna stay…?
    Renfu: NO! (runs out)
    Ahdi: I go see him…jie er u wait here bah…later cum and fetch u
    Jie er: ok…
    (outside the hospital)
    renfu: ARGHHHH
    ahdi: wat happen? Who is kunda?
    Renfu: kunda is hebe’s ex-…n hebe doesn’t like me…she only like that…that … huo jian hua…
    Ahdi: u’ve been through lots tonite…cum I send u bah…
    Renfu: no need…I’ll go home myself…take care of jie er…I noe u both love each other….(turns around and left)
    Ahdi POV: I hope so…I really hope so…
    (ahdi went bac to the ward and brought jie er home)
    jie er: such a long nite…
    ahdi: who is kunda?
    Jie er: (looks at ahdi) why?...renfu told you something izzit?
    Ahdi: ya…
    Jie er: kunda…..is….my….my….
    Ahdi: YOUR?!
    Jie er: ahdi…dun so…(looks away)
    Ahdi: ok…dun tell me u got something to do with that kunda oso…
    Jie er: i…(ran in the opposite direction)
    Ahdi: FINE…1ST IS RENFU NOW IS SOME KUNDA…I NOE U NV REALLY LOVED ME!
    (on the streets)
    jie er POV: xu jie er wat is the problem with u…u love ahdi n he loves u too…why can’t u juz…haiz forget it…
    jie er strolled on the road when it started to pour…but she did not seek shealter instead she walked on…
    Suddenly someone came from the bac and knocked her…
    Voice: wake up!
    Jie er: arh…(tries to see but blind folded)
    Voice: dun bother to struggle…u wun get away…
    Jie er: (moans softly) no…can’t be…(spoke up) are u ppl from the DRAGON?
    Voice: well…u ain’t stupid eh? But there is no point knowing…u’ll be dead before u can say…(ring ring) hello…yes sir…we got her…yes I noe…
    Jie er POV: ahdi…where are you …cum n save me…(tears streamed down her cheeks)
    (at ahdi’s house)
    ahdi: AARGH!
    Chen: shao ye…wat is the problem?
    Ahdi: dunno…I feel pain but…dunno where…
    Chen: I’ll send in the doc…
    Ahdi: dun bother…I think is my psychic powers workin up again…
    Chen: omg…not again…I’ll inform priest ma…
    30 minutes later
    priest: shao ye….when was the last time u used ur powers?
    Ahdi: about 3 months ago…
    Priest: mmm…that’s weird normal psychics would use their powers quite often…shao ye…u
    Ahdi: yes priest ma?
    Priest: are u in love?
    Ahdi: erm…ya…does that…
    Priest: orh…dun worry…it’s juz that usually when ppl are in love they believe in their instinct more than anything else…even psychic power…
    Ahdi: orh…but…wat about the pain?
    Priest: the pain may hav two causes…1 is that u tried to exercise high levels of psychic power but failed…which is not possible..since u are one of the best psychics I’ve seen…two is….
    Ahdi: yes?
    Priest: (calmly) shao ye…u remember I thought u something about bonds and psychic power…
    Ahdi: ya…u said that bonding btw ppl can weaken or strengthen powers…
    Priest: yes…the bondings can even…even…alert the powers of the psychic…
    Ahdi: u mean…SOMEONE I LOVE IS IN DANGER!
    Priest: yes…and there can be only one person…
    Ahdi: why?
    Priest: only the creator can be the destroyer and vice versa…
    Ahdi: u mean…only the one who caused me to stop using my powers can alert my powers when she is in danger?
    Priest: yes…
    Ahdi: JIE ER! (runs outta the house)

    Wow…ahdi got psychic power eh! Hehe a bit far fetched hoh…but in reality oso got ppl got psychic power mah…ok…wat are the DRAGON goin to do to jie er…can ahdi save her in time… it’s all a mystery…lets all wait for the next chapter…



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    Sunday, February 22, 2004

    until now...ok the story has proceeded pretty well and thx to all who cum n read...any ques plz post ok?
    haiz...lately nv tok bout myself le la...i'm havin a super ultra big issue at hand...haiz...those who are close to me will noe...haiz...eh everyone go n support my lao gong de album leh...though release for some time le la-- energy4ever....my lao gong is ahdi in case u dunno ...hehe...so the story i wrote and still writing is of course meant to declare my love for my lao gong de la...ok if anyone not happy with my story or u dun understand the whole thing cuz i post 1 chap a day plz contact me k...i might print out the whole story after i finish...but really lotsa pages...will print until ki siao...now everything seems to go ok 4 ahdi n jie er bah...but for how long? i oso dunno (evil grin)...haha...any doubts can contact me ba..i think those ppl who read all is anderson one la so can see me in sch mah...but i think only luan will blur until cannot understand...haha jokin...

    i might not love u forever...BUT i promise u...for now...this moment...u are my one and only ...true and deep love....


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    Chapter 17 *I wun forgive u*
    (in renfu n hebe’s room)
    hebe: arhh…slp loh…
    renfu: (held onto her waist) cannot…
    hebe: wei…is u say u tired one hoh…
    renfu: mmm…dun liddat mah…nan de we can slp together…(giving hebe the puppy eyed look)
    hebe: (sits up) ok fine…wat u wan?
    Renfu: (pushes hebe back onto the bed) i…
    Hebe: ooi…dun try anything funny hoh…
    Renfu: (looks into her eyes)…this is not funny…
    Hebe: wat is not….(b4 she can finish her sentence renfu sealed her lips with a sweet kiss)
    Renfu: this…is not funny…
    Hebe: …
    Renfu: (smiles)
    Hebe: renfu i…
    Renfu: u wanna tell me something izzit? U look serious…
    Hebe: I…i…still….like jian hua…
    Renfu: but…
    Hebe: I noe…I like u oso…but I can feel jian hua’s pain…jie er reminds him of xin ling…
    Renfu: but….
    Hebe: pity isn’t love rite…(reading renfu’s mind)
    Renfu: ya…
    Hebe: but I really like jian hua…
    Renfu: so why did u…
    Hebe: I accepted u b’cuz i…was touched…and I admit…I do like u a little…
    Renfu: go…
    Hebe: i…renfu…
    Renfu: go…juz go…he needs u more than I do…
    Hebe left the room
    Renfu: (in tears) why…
    (on the streets)
    xiezhi: dun liddat la…I think…
    ella: u think wat? U think I’m juz pure useless n should not affect jing hong n jie er’s relationship izzit?
    Xiezhi: I understand but…some things are juz not meant to be
    Ella: then…u like me?
    Xiezhi: i…
    Ella: nvm I noe u dun…(turns to walk away)
    Xiezhi: I like u…
    Ella: (turns around) wat?
    Xiezhi: i…I like….(ella grab him by the arm and gave him a 20 seconds kiss)…u….
    Ella: I noe…will u be my boyfriend?
    Xiezhi: but I thought u?...
    Ella: love can be nurtured…
    Xiezhi: ok then….
    Ella pulled xiezhi close for an embrace
    Ella POV: xu jie er…I wun 4giv u…
    At jian hua’s room
    Jian hua POV: so empty…xin ling…where are u…(looks at the photo in his wallet when some one knocked the door)
    Jian hua: (opens door) hebe?!
    Hebe: why so surprise?
    Jian hua: u go wrong room loh…ur room is that one…(points to renfu’s room)
    Hebe: I need to tok to u…
    Jian hua: ok cum on in…
    Hebe: i…er…(saw the wallet on the bed)..u thinking bout xin ling again?
    Jian hua: I miss her…a lot…
    Hebe: it is b’cuz of her so u like jie er rite (reminder he doesn’t noe jie er is his sister)
    Jian hua: maybe…but she has ahdi already
    Hebe: maybe…
    Jian hua: u thinking of kunda izzit?
    Hebe: ya…u noe me best
    Jian hua: izzit ‘cuz of kunda so u like renfu?
    Hebe: no…it is cuz of dada so I like…like…u
    Jian hua: hebe…dun…
    Hebe: I can’t make myself forget u…I juz…(falls onto the ground)
    Jian hua: HEBE
    (renfu’s room_
    renfu: haiz…juz when I thought I found the girl of my dreams…
    voice: HEBE!
    Renfu jumps up from his bed and dashes into jian hua’s room where hebe is havin fits…
    Jian hua: (panic) wat…wat should we do…
    Renfu: find something for her to bite…if not she’ll bite her own tongue…
    Jian hua: something…something…ARGHHHHH(screams when renfu stuff 3 of his fingers into hebe’s mouth)…u’ll get…
    Renfu: dun bother…go inform ahdi n jie er…call ambulance…
    Jian hua: orh…(runs out of the room)
    Renfu: HEBE TIAN FU ZHEN!! STAY STRONG NTH WILL HAPPEN…I’ll…be with u…

    Well…we got a happy couple ahdi n jie er wor…but hebe juz confessed that she prefer jian hua…to clarify…xin ling is jian hua’s ex…kunda is hebe’s ex…will ella and xiezhi hav a good relationship? Wat will happen to hebe…well the usual…stay tune…



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