Monday, May 22, 2006
how long can we stay like this?? have u ever asked urself this question? friends, classmates, family, anyone actualli... jux tokin to Iting n HuiQi today n got my tots goin... how long can we stay like this?? truthfully i tink i hav been very tolerent up to now...at least not at the expense of violating wat i believe... but how long can i keep dis up?? of course i admit dat ppl around me are generally nice...n i'm in a cheerful mood... even the ppl (or person) dat i like now is like this come and go thing... even if it ends up like last time...(like it always does doesn't it?) i am not realli affected... i may be upset..but i dun tink i'll go into depression mood like last time maybe it is lik wat i told huiqi....it's not worth it... i agree with Iting...but i noe dat even if i do not have someone to love (or like) i can still put the extra energy (ENERGY!!!!) to good use...trust me ...i can
sometimes i feel a little...self conflicting... on one hand i really feel like just walkin away and close TWO eyes... but on the other hand i still...want to er....help? dunno... jux take a step at a time... i like my life now...though there are somethings which i realli hope can b improved...(apart from grades which obviously needs to be improved)
i believe i can do it...when i say i can...i can there's no other way juz have to take a deep breath and JUST DO IT so wat if i fail i won't die would i? so jux like my fren said....i'm couragous...or like i said i'm reckless.... or rationally insane.... watever it is... i noe i can make it u can only discover new land when u lose sight of the shore
when ur tired...i'll always be here which gal do u tink is more compatible with xiao zhu?? haha...i can't decide
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