Saturday, October 18, 2008
i need to study i need that reason that fired me up i want the fire back
i got like 3 english essays and 1 chinese essay due gosh
i'm feeling so lazy nowadays like i dun feel like doing ANYTHING
well i DID do my reading for brian's the ONLY thing i did actualli (hw related) left with like 20 pages i'm finishing that pile of thing tonight got HL 101 HL 102 and HC 101 readings to get thru
i'm hurting all over from judo it's bad probably to do with all the gettin thrown part but i'm ok i like it judo i mean
i wanna get back to tkd but i'm like super tired already gosh i gotta get a life
haven't been workin out since the MAF performance that is like LONG~ probably gotta do with my late sleeping habits and NTU alumni's pool is repairing excuses that's so me
been a little confused and frustrated over some little things these few weeks.. i haven't got it figured out but i guess sometimes the best way is to NOT figure it out right
gotta go work tml morning after that i'm heading back to the hall to finish walter's essay gotta finish that thing gotta get an 'A' i dreamt of gettin a 'B' and it freaked me out haven't got a 'B' since Uni started so i don't wanna start the 'B' streak gotta work harder at it... up till now it is all...ok saying luck is a bit off...it's more like the teachers were lenient...
and to xing... thx for reminding me wat i said about workin hard at uni i am so losing it my stamina is like DOWN thx for being there thx to xiying mui iting and hueyhuey for being there too listening to me complain n complain about so many things n my roomie for putting up with my insanity having someone in the room laughing for no reason is scary...
i don't play by the rules... i never did... and as i always say in this race of stamina i'm relying on my sprint to win it
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 8:08 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
i was bored so i read the wiki analysis of spike good one there quite lit actually...the way they analysed the whole thing
some really cool stuff spike said
"Delivering melted cheese on bread, doing your part to keep America constipated." Season 4
"And I'm just supposed to help you out of the evilness of my heart?" Season 4
"No. I'm a rebel. You're an idiot." Season 6
"With all the rubbish people keep sticking in my head, it's a wonder that there's room for my brain." Season 7
"Sometimes our missions end up with you trying to kill me. I'm not fond of those." Season 7
"I have come to redefine the words pain and suffering since I fell in love with you" Season 7
"I have heard a few complaints over the years, but then I just killed whoever spoke up, and that was pretty much that" Season 7
"Apparently I just slaughtered half of Sunnydale, pet. I'm not really worried about being polite any more" Season 7
"You tried to record the ultimate evil. Why? In a complex effort to royally piss it off?" Season 7
"All I did was hold you and watch you sleep. And it was the best night of my life" Season 7
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 4:19 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
i love buffy the vampire slayer i love spike
was watchin ep 3 of season 6 the tears in his eyes and xander's words "tell me when you saw buffy alive, was it not the happiest moment of your entire existence" those are strong words (especially if you are a vampire n your entire existence would mean like a few hundred years) i love it... i love strong emotions
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 8:15 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
i am getting the pre a levels syndrome again like when u know u gotta study and u want to study but nothing gets in ur head i've been sitting with my lit text for 2 hours plus and wat did i read from it?? i tried reading chinese lit for a change no diff tried to work on essay assignment didn't work either
must be due to my lack of exercise
wellx going to go mug with iting tml hopefully it will go well and i can at least get SOMETHING into tt head of mine
another 3 hours to girls' supper me soohuey kaiyan wanyit and lynn HSOC nasi lemak we shall crap till the roof falls thru n tml i shall totalli have no idea wat HL102 is about
great
i need to study and i need a break a real one probably no amore again this friday cux i need to meet my yinsync girls hopefully can go amore next monday and find sometime to workout during the wkends
"he would be unable to love anyone who was not his symmetrical opposite and the proof of his masculinity." got that from my lit book now i understand what's wrong with me hahaha
你是我心中的一句惊叹
"过往四处探访却总是徒劳而返 这一秒你就轻易的攻入我心房"
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 8:46 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
"love addresses the point in speech where the word fails" something from my lit book i like that line
today is a day of laziness anger n enlightenment (ok i exaggerated the last one) somethings that realli clouded my mind but i realised i was the one clouding my own mind it can be realli simple very simple
and there was light in me... in xingying... in xiying... in mui... ok i noe u duno wat i am tokin bout just something tt me n xing were tokin bout it falls in line with mui's abstract art theory haha (hey i read ur blog ok?)
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 10:07 PM
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