Selina~
Lurves~
21’03
35/06
And Dance 05
23rd CLDDS
TKD
NTU Judo
Hall 6 Yin Sync
English Lit
My little angel xingying*
Ah ma xiying
Ah mui
*the best frenx in life nv leave
the best things in life nv too far
the best love in life nv changes
`my other blog
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`xiying
`luan
`angel
`洪天照
`郑斌辉
`汪东城
ICE ANGEL
SASSYJAN
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] layout design, coding, photo-editing, by ice angel
location:cldds storeroom
deaths:uncountable ants
weapons:insecticide and broom
terrorists: me n qian nan
-end of report-
feeling very lost...just sent an SOS mail to luan n SOS phonecall to xingying...i guess she's prob the onli person i REALLY have by my side in AJ...duno y i feel so lost...or rather feel like i have lost everything...i'm even losing myself...gd thing i still have xingying to pull me back...she asked me not to think too much n do what i tink is the right thing to do...but the right thing to do is not the thing i wanna do...seriously what i wanna do right now is to drop everything n mug mug mug like i did for o levels....but that is simply crazy right....if i did that CLDDS will hate me like forever...not like they are going to let me do that anyway larh...seriously the number of hours i spent REALLY studying since the beginning of this year can be counted by the number of fingers i have on my hands...make that HAND....and even that is an overestimation...i'm not exaggerating...
i know i'm smart and if i realli were to work hard i WILL get very good grades...but easy say hard to do....sitting down to mug is like so difficult for me...especially at this kinda times...
i like Tank's songs...i told xingying that i think they are conveying very simple messages but very touching...like 给我你的爱, 非你莫属,专署天使 ... if i nv rmb wrongly i use to like those song with a very deep meaning or rather u have to think deeply to understand its meaning...but now...i guess i just miss the simple things in life...n realise that it is these simple things that is most impt...n that's y authority and all other things whether material or non material things can never make up for ur mere presence....even when i dun see u...at least knowing that u are there...somewhere ...helps pulls me back from the brink of crashing down...
parts of Tank's songs that i like
[给我你的爱]
我的 最大幸褔 是發現了我愛你
靈魂 有了意義 用每一天珍惜
[非你莫属]
爱我非你莫属 我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
。。。
懂得让我流泪的人 给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕 你同时点亮了星辰
[专署天使]
没有谁能取代你在我心上
我有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现 我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜
最起码在全部人都不愿意去谅解我的时候我还有你们两个天使。。。一个陪着我,点亮我每一个绝望的梦魇。。。另一个则在我心中给我力量。。。我想我还是幸福的
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