Saturday, November 29, 2008
i've been busy with my new blogshop this time i am going to make it work watch the space here on the latest update I'll try to get it done asap i'm sore from doing all the html, linking and typin...i've been doing that for the past 3 hours...gosh
now working at arrival 3 that's the joy of working arrival 3 doing ur own stuff..haha
meeting up with xing next fri to go k gotta go get my materials for the new blog shop meeting 2/1 on sun (if it works out) meet my yin sync girls for practise (CULTURAL NIGHT)
just watched MIT this morning at 1am... i stayed up to wait for it it is SUPER NICE!!!!!!! can't wait for the next episode aaron is soooooo handsome guigui is super cute too!!!! can't wait can't wait
ok now i'm craving for coffee great
this hols would be dedicated to yin sync . work . blog shop end of story
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 10:54 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
i like this song i like the series even more i think the relationship between 月空and秀子is very touching 秀子's undying love for 月空 and 月空's suppression and eventual rejection of his feelings towards her like Renata Salecl said "There is nothing behind the mask; it is in the mask" it is not what is behind his rejection of his own feelings his true feelings are incribed into his rejection the more he pushes her away the more he loves her because if he didn't love her he would have to intentionally suppress or reject
the song's name is 不够成熟 我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开 难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
如果有一刻 我们有缘再见
你会不会想起说过的永远
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 2:07 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
I AM FREE yeah finally exams are over pretty quick la actualli cause it's spread over one week nia today's paper was a flop i can tell u seriously tt i didn't have a clue to ALL the questions i just picked those that i have at least READ thru b4 totalli slack but well shan't tink of it since it's over
enjoying my 咏春 video now 洪天照 is like a super talented actor can how can u be a super villian and still make ppl's heart ache for ya totalli awesome but i tink his family's road to stardom not very smooth apart from his dad who is the super famous 洪金宝 his eldest brother is pretty famous in hongkong in tvb series i tink see him in a lot of shows but duno his name until lately of course second brother i knew before i knew 天照 that's jimmy from tension surprise surprise yea i was surprised too cause jimmy is so diff from the other two brothers well maybe just the impression he gives but all three of them have things in common their height their built their sharp noses and their dad (like duh) oh n mom too dun be mistaken ok enough about them
anyway i am enjoying my time now without having exams on my mind i'm so happy but tml going to work le like great i have to torture myself with work the on the FIRST official day of freedom but bo bian need the money sian diao life but wellx it's closing at A3 so it shouldn't b tt bad anyway julia changed my counter from A3 to A1 for thursday like WHY????? she hates me i knew it
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 7:41 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
is it better to have alot of hi-bye friends or ONE true friend the answer may seem very obvious but many ppl do not adhere to this rule they are able to make ALOT of friends but in the end none of them really matter some ppl say that i'm too idealistic (or naive) i always believe that i do not have to intentionally make friends people who like ur personality and everything else about u will automatically bcum ur friend u can sit in silence in one corner but as long as u have something they appreciate the bond will form
and friendship is nv measured by time u may know someone (n be hi-bye friends) for yrs and someone else u onli know for a few mths but tt someone u onli knew for a few mths might very well be a friend that u can keep for life n i always receive this question "why are u friends with XXX" my answer is "why not?" i don't realli care wat my friends are like to other ppl i onli care about how i feel when i am with them they may be the most annoying person in the world to other ppl but if they realli care about me they are my friend on the flip side someone who is super nice to everyone else (even to me) but doesn't realli care (like truly care) about me what's the point of being friends
some ppl may have tonnes of friends (metaphorically) but they will never understand the kind of warmth and security of having ONE TRUE FRIEND (or a few for that matter) you can REALLY trust... trust him or her with all ur life knowing they will nv betray u even at gun point someone whom u are willing to risk ur own life for some ppl will never understand this because they will nv believe that friends can go anywhere beyond personal interest they never believe that love can really exist between friends the kind of love that overcomes the love for urself some ppl will nv understand but i'm glad that i found friends who made me believe tt this kind of undying friendship exist...
(dedicated to my TRUE friends)
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 3:01 PM
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