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Thursday, November 18, 2004
Page 1
I found the arrogance in her eyes…the confidence that nv ceased…
Page 2
Never saw anyone so frail yet strong at the same time…her tears reminded me she’s still a girl
Page 3
Everything seems to be my fault…she juz dun understand…neither do i
Page 4
I dunno y I bother to explain…juz dun wan to tarnish my reputation maybe…or…but I think I scared her…
Page 5
The fight…how can I make her understand that that b**** is not my girlfren…
Every page was about phoenix…in those short sentences…something was different this time…different from that guy who cheated her…but…
Ady: phoenix…hey u…u looked at my diary…
Phoenix: i
Ady: OUT OUT OF HERE…
Phoenix: i…
Ady: (slam the table)
Phoenix: (turned n left)
-ady POV-
y was I so agitated…I looked outta the window n the breeze ruffled my hair…tears blurred my vision…or was it rain….a pair of thin arms wrapped around my waist…I felt her head on my back…we’ve been in close contact on several occasions…but…this was different…I did not have to turn back to see who it was…judging from the trembles I knew who she was…she was afraid…who isn’t?…devil ady…could kill with one punch…no matter how brave…but something tells me her fear is not of my fist…but of me…n herself
-Phoenix POV-
I did not know wat made me do it…he did not pull me away…nothing can erase the look in his eyes from my mind…I did not noe wat gave me the courage to do this…we both remained silent…the rain that swept in from the window was the perfect way perhaps…to make the 2 of us…more certain of wat we did know…or wat we did not noe
At the girl’s house
Gil: y the 2 of u so quiet?
Char: dragon…said we’re juz frenx…
Phoenix: i…char…if he doesn’t like u y bother
Char: (tears started to stain her beautiful face) I love him…really…
Gil:char…
Char: I noe dragon dun love me but…(a loud slam on the door)
Phoenix: watz that?
They open the door to find dragon lying on the doorstep…drunk
Char: dragon?
Dragon: Kimi wo mamoru tame sono tame ni umarete kitan da
Gil phoenix: huh?
Char: (sniff) dragon (wrapped her arms around dragon n sobbed)
Dragon: (held char close to himself) sorry…
Char : (shook her head)
-Dragon POV-
perhaps it’s time for me to find out wat love really means…I might not be in love with her…but so wat…love only last for 3-5 years…this is something that will last forever…the rain drenched me n char…but no amount of rain can drown the words that I juz said…
phoenix: wat did dragon said…char like
gil: dunno…
phoenix: call n ask david…bet he noes…
gil: well…I juz messaged him n david said that the sentence means…to guard u, therefore I was born…
phoenix: that’s…nice..
in life there are many different turns…one wrong move n you might land in a totally different situation…living in this world we are all complex n confused individuals…we seek the find our guardian of passion n angel of joy…we search through the multitudes…wasting so much of our life..in one’s lifetime how many true love can we find? Perhaps…after going through so much then we finally realize what we really wanted was already long there for us…but we might not find it too…some are lucky to be able to turn back n find their destined ones others may have to continue to search…never was there a time when man stopped the search for love…but does love have an answer for us? I doubt…cuz in love there are so many uncertainty…so many things that we can’t help but let it happen…so many times we tried to grasp onto true love only to find the illusion shattered in our own hands…
at ady’s house
-ady’s POV-
the rain has come in just the right moment…neither me nor phoenix is sure of our own feelings…we can’t control our emotions…neither can we control our actions…we’re both decisive fighters…but when it comes to this…i…never knew I could feel like this…like I’ve never seen the sky b4…want to vanish inside ur kiss…everyday I love u more n more…listen to my heart can’t u hear it sing…telling me to give u everything….
Knock knock
Ady: phoenix?
Phoenix: can I come in?
Ady: sure…
Phoenix: I dunno y i…I juz walk n walk then ended up here…
Ady:u…
Phoenix: i…(bit her lower lip in hesitation)
Ady: hey girl…if u dun wanna say it it’s ok…
Phoenix: I came from a broken family…from somewhere where u can’t find love…that’s y I became a boxer…using force to bring reality to a better state…ady…i…
Ady: phoenix…i…i…
Phoenix: (looked at ady curiously only to find his brows knitted again)
Ady: (took a knife n slit his wrist)
Phoenix: hey! (quickly took some cloth n covered his wrist)
Ady struggled free from her grip n slam his fist onto the glass table…he practically went bersek…phoenix tried to stop him but can’t…she swiftly hooked his neck n soon both of them were fighting again…they fought n though ady was a better fighter both were injured…phoenix sat in one corner while ady sat in another…blood was trickling from both their mouth…n from ady’s wrist…phoenix mustered up courage n crawled towards ady…she attempted to tend to his injuries but was pinned down onto the floor by ady…his hands was on her shoulders…his great strength prevented phoenix from getting up…he looked pale despite his tan…he was panting and his breath blew onto phoenix…he fixed his gaze on her…he wanted to say so much but could not find the words to…
Phoenix: ady..get off me…
Ady moved away slowly n propped phoenix up gently with one hand
Ady: sorry…I didn’t noe wat got over me…
Phoenix: u feelin ok?
Ady: (looked at his wrist) nv been better…(slump onto the couch)
Phoenix said nth…she kneeled beside him n bandaged his wound…
-ady’s POV-
I have so much to say but I juz can’t find the words…this feelin is ripping me apart…phoenix…i…
After she finish bandaging his wound a drop of tear dropped onto ady’s arm…
At cyber café
David: u good la…u n char you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu…me n gil..haiz..
Gil: tokin bout me
David: woah…rare guest
Gil: did u hack into my account for a guy name Edward?
David: er
Dragon: I did…
David: we both did…sorry
Gil: (slap) morons…
David: Gil
Dragon: hey bud..go after her ba
David: kk..
David: GiL
Gil: idiot idiot idiot
David: okok I’m an idiot…plz gil
Gil: let go of me…
David: i…
Gil: this is one last warning get of my back…+ that Edward
At slam
Jie er: aiyoh ady y injured until lidat so sad lehx…(purposely stand super close to ady to agitate phoenix)
Ady: I have something to do…
Jie er: mm..di…I wanna go also…
Ady: go away b4 I turn nasty
Jie er: ooo I so scared…
Ady: GO AWAY
Jie er: fine…u’ll regret it…
Phoenix was watching ady train with the sandbag…his well toned figure seems exceptionally strong today…perhaps it’s because she herself experienced its strength…
-Phoenix POV-
ady looks so serious when he is training…his eyes are focus on the opponent no matter it is a human or juz a sandbag…there’s such much going through his mind…and I have to admit those bruises n cuts on him made him more manly than ever…
milk: erm jie er u were lookin for me…
jie er: ya…juz wondering if well u noe…my cute bunny is free (pinched milk’s face)
milk: i…huh?
Jie er: dun stand la so tired..sit ba…(pushed milk onto a chair n sat on his laps facing him)
Milk: jie er…i…
Jie er: u noe…I always liked guys with firm muscles…like urs…(massaged his biceps)
Milk:i…
Jie er: u noe..maybe we can go for dinner then…
Then it occurred to milk y the sudden change in jie er towards himself…she wanted him to be part of her plot in taking revenge towards ady…milk pushed jie er off his lap
Milk: I may be an easy going guy… BUT I am not those guys who goes for every girl in sight…please respect me n respect urself…
Jie er: hey…drop ur pretense…all u guys tink of is how to get the girls on bed (slap)
Milk: miss…this is the last time I am saying this…stop trying insulting me…dun let me hear these nonsense again or u’ll regret it…
That night ady was standing on the road the rain drenched him from head to toe…he wanted to clear his mind of phoenix…but as fate wanted it…phoenix happened to past by n sheltered him with an umbrella
Phoenix: y stand here n get drenched
Ady: (opened his eyes) trying to wash away memories…
Phoenix: dun lidat la will sick de…
Ady looked into her eyes : I’ll send u home
Phoenix: huh?
Ady: I juz wanna send u home
Phoenix: (blur) orh
-jie er POV- (she saw them)
seems like I still can’t beat that girl…I can nv replace her in ady’s heart…
milk was at home n walking around the house topless cuz he juz bath liaoz then cannot find his shirt..DINGDONG…milk opened the door to find jie er drenched her fringe fell across her beautiful face and her clothes clinged onto her slim figure…though the rain was dripping onto her face there was unmistakably tears on her face.
milk: jie er?
Jie er did not look up but inside she wrapped her arms around milk’s neck n buried her face onto his shoulders crying uncontrollably…milk hesitated before returning her embrace…he knew of nothing else to do..
Milk: (handing jie er a cuppa hot chocolate) betta
Jie er: sorry I disturbed u…
Milk: it’s ok…but wat happened…
Jie er: (almost choked on the hot chocolate)
Milk: woah…careful…(patting her back)
Jie er: (took a deep breath to stop her tears) I was on the street just now…I saw…ady n phoenix..they…they…(tears fell onto her cup as she place it onto the coffee table)
Jie er: I dunno wat to do…I really like him..i may not be doing it the correct way…but i…really really like him
Milk comforted her by putting on arm on her shoulders…jie er collapsed into milk’s arms n held him so tight there was hardly space for air…milk was taken aback…n all he could do was lend her his shoulder…jie er showed him the scar on her wrist that she inflicted onto herself because she could not get over ady…
Jie er: it hurt…a lot
Milk knew that wat actually hurt was her heart…ady broke her heart by rejecting her…though it wasn’t exactly his fault..he didn’t know wat got over him but he lifted her tears stained face and kissed her on the cheeks
Jie er: u…(slap)
Milk closed his eyes n received the full impact of the slap jie er delivered…he knew he deserved it…he once told her to respect him n herself yet now he did such a disrespectful act…he opened his eyes n looked away from jie er as she buried her face into her hands…he swallowed his own tears n stood up from the couch but jie er held onto his hand
Jie er: I didn’t hav the right to slap u…
Milk: (sat down) u did…
Jie er: I think I betta go le
she stood up n walked towards the door but her weak body took the full force of the rain n she collapse…milk was fast enough to catch her b4 she fell…
jie er: i..can manage
she struggled to get up but fell back into his arms again…milk swept her off the ground n into his bedroom…
milk: u rest here..i slp outside…oh…(took out his shirt towel and a pair of long pants from the cupboard n gave it to her)
jie er: (softly) milk
milk: hmm?
Jie er: thx…
Milk: welcome…
Father: u go out there n earn money…if not I’ll kill u….
Ady: u’re not fit to call my name…
Ady: I dun love u
Mom: jie er die with me…
Die with me…dun love u…not fit to call my name…kill u…die…dun love u…kill..die.. kill..
Jie er: arhhhh
Milk: (ran into the room) what happened
Jie er: i..i…
Milk: nightmare?
Jie er: no…it’s real…no one loves me…they all wan me dead…(clutch onto milk’s shirt tightly) I’m dying dying…they’ll kill me…they dun wan me here…
Her eyes were without focus it swept around the room as if there were ppl there…beads of sweat rolled down her forehead..she was panting n tears were brimming in her eyes…
Milk: jie er…it’s over already…
Jie er: hahaha I should just go n die right? Hahaha I should have died with mom…jump off that ledge…
Milk: jie er stop
Jie er: I should have juz cut deeper n die
Milk: jie er
Jie er: dad would have killed me…y didn’t he manage to?...i wanna die…
Milk could no longer stand her words….she was scaring him…the word die juz came out of her lips like as if it was nth…he lowered his head to her level n looked into her eyes…
Milk: I want u
Jie er could not believe wat she heard…she shook her head n smiled…:u juz pity me…that’s not real
Milk: i…want..u…
Jie er: (turned away n shook her head)
Milk grabbed her by the shoulders and proved to her that his love was true…the coldness of reality has long took away the warmth from jie er’s lips…milk felt it…the coldness straight to his heart…she did not struggle..nor did she respond…she just took it as it came…when milk let go she just fell onto the bed…milk looked at her n felt the same kinda pain she did…she’s like a body without the soul…he looked at her expressionless face n felt her coldness…his heart wrenched and a drop of tear fell onto jie er’s hand
-jie er’s POV-
wat is this…he cried…for me…said he wanted me…that’s so farni…no one has wanted me in years..but he was so firm…the words…I want u…simple clear…his kiss was real…he feels so real when he held me…but…
at the girl’s door step
phoenix: so bye
ady: phoenix…
phoenix: hm?
Ady didn’t say anything…he just pulled her in for a kiss…
-phoenix POV-
omg…wat is happening…something so real is happening to me…ady…he…his muscular arms left no space for my rejection…his strong feelings n the words that he wanted so badly to convey but did not noe how…now…I noe it all…noe that he too has weaknesses…he wasn’t invincible…judging from the length of time he held me for the kiss…we both knew that this was it…we had to do it…we wanted each other so badly but neither of us knew how to say it…
-ady’s POV-
I knew I couldn’t just let her go…I wanted to open that idiotic mouth of mine n say something…tell her how much she meant to me…tell her that it hurts me more that it does for her every time I shout at her or hit her…her trembles frighten me..i wanted her so terribly but I did not noe how to tell her…I’ve always wanted to take her into my arms n lock her in my heart forever…but I nv knew how to say it…
They finally pulled away when gil went to open the door to dump rubbish
Gil: u two…solli didn’t noe u guys were busy
Phoenix: erm i…er
Ady: I go le…see u tomolo at slam…
Phoenix: oh ya sure..
Back in the house
Char: hor hor…u very bad arh…
Phoenix: wat!
Char: blush liaoz…so romantic lehx…kiss until dun wanna let go nehx
Gil: ok la char
Phoenix: u lehx…hug dragon in the rain…hold so tight…
Gil: k la 2 of u…enough le la…phoenix drink the milk n slp le..char oso..gdnite
Back in her room
-gil POV-
well the girls found their happiness…dragon n ady are rather tough guys…trust them the be the ones who guard char n phoenix…as for me i…RING RING hmm?
Gil: hello?
David: gil
Gil: hey thought I ask u to quit bothering me?
David: I wan to see u
Gil: I dun wanna see u
David: plz…the beach at 12…if u’re not here…u’ll never see me again
Gil: is tat a threat?
David: no (hang up)
Gil: like as if I will go
At the beach
Gil: ok wat u wan?
David: gil…I’m leaving for japan tomolo
Gil: orh bye…(turned to leave)
David: (caught hold of her hand) GIL…(he pulled her real hard n kissed her)
Gil: u…idiot (slap)
David: i…
Gil: (ran off)
After a short distance gil suddenly realize that she was lost in the woods…just then she heard a ruffle coming from the bush…
Gil: david?
But that was no david. It was a wild tiger…it pounce towards gil n gil’s scream drown in the cold air of the night…
Argghhh
Gil: (opened her eyes) david?
David: gil go…(he wrestled the tiger to the ground)
Gil: i…
David pushed gil towards his car n he himself took the entire force of the tiger’s claws…luckily for the couple police came n the tiger was captured..
Gil: david
David: sorry arh..shouldn’t hav asked u out…got bad scare..
Gil: (shook her head) u noe wat…when I saw the tiger pounce towards me…the first thing that came to my mind was ur kiss…david…i…I’m sorry…
David: nah…me very tired le lehx…let me lean on ur lap can?
Gil: (nod)
-David POV-
gil…u would never have known…the first thing I thought of when that claw landed on my back was …also the kiss…but sadly I’m leaving already…goodbye my love…
at airport
dragon: take care of urself arh david
david: will larh
milk: send e-mail back hor
david: mmm
ady: (handshake)
char: BYE DAVID
gil: (looked into his eyes) till we meet again
david: (nods) till we meet again
phoenix: good luck
david: thx…bye peeps…
at slam
phoenix: to think that david still hasn’t captured gil’s heart in the end
ady: ya…erm…
phoenix: wat is it again…
ady: i…would u marry me? (closed his eye ready for rejection)
phoenix: huh?
Ady: erm…er..i…er….
Phoenix: I will
Ady: huh?
Phoenix: idiot (hit his head) I marry u larh…
Ady: orh…hehe…yeah!
At a bar
Milk: jie er stop drinking le
Jie er: did u hear them? Getting married
Milk: I noe but…
Jie er: (gulp down the wine) milk…let’s juz skip all these fake concern ok…wat do u wan from me? Kiss? Hug? Bed?
Milk: (slap) I dun like to hit women…y do u force me hit u everytime?
Jie er: (fingered the place where milk slapped her) haha…hahahahaha(staggered to the dance floor)
Milk looked at jie er as she flirted with some disgusting guy on the dance floor….he went over and gave that guy a rough punch b4 draggin jie er away
Jie er: wat u wan?
Milk: dun liddat can?
Jie er: can…u make ady love me then can…
Milk: i…
Jie er: u can’t right?
Milk: wat so good about ady…
Jie er: he is strong, muscular, suave, got character…
Milk: fine if that’s wat u wan…(carried jie er n dumped her roughly into the car)
Jie er: hey…
Milk: (pour water all over her) wake up idiot…wake up…ady is getting married…wake up…
Jie er pushed milk away and she fell onto the car floor…she hit milk real hard…her sharp nails left scratches on milks skin…but no matter how hard she hit him…he did not retaliate…
Jie er: fight back leh idiot…
Milk: I wun…
Jie er: FIGHT BACK FIGHT BACK FFFFFIGHT BBBBACK
With every scream she hit him harder n harder…he was badly bruised n blood seeped from his mouth…
-jie er’s POV-
y did he not retaliate…I find that I no longer dare look into his eyes…they are so intense…as if they will make me bare my soul…he is badly injured but he still doesn’t look weak…instead he’s lookin more …more..man…
milk crawled over to jie er n took her into his arms…his blood fell onto her shirt…she tried to struggle off but milk was too strong for her…all she could do was to lie obediently in his arms…listening to his every breath…she came to realization that milk isn’t that bad after all…at least he’s got the figure…perhaps she should just let go n let milk take over her life…
2 years later—
phoenix: ADY…
ady: wat?
Phoenix: where’s dave n fion?
Ady: in the boxing ring…y?
Phoenix: wat are they doing in the boxing ring?
Ady: playing with milk n jie er larh…
Phoenix: u better pray our son n daughter is ok if not…I’ll peel off ur skin…
Jie er: wei…dun worry larh…
Arrrrrrrghhhhh
Dragon: CHAR…wat is it again?
Char: ermx….lao gong I er…broke a cup
Dragon: the 67th cup since we got married
Char: sorry larh
Ady: so milk jie er…when’s ur baby due
Milk: 2 months time…can’t wait man…
Phoenix: I guarantee u that the wait is worth it…
David: GIL…
Gil: WHAT?!
David: dun run around with the babies when u’re pregnant…
Gil: nvm de la…
David: what nvm…u’re due in 3 days!
Well bundles of joy for our beloved characters…
Hehe first time selian wrote such a short fanfic hor…it took me one whole day…less than 24 hours…from 2130hr on 7/11/04 to 2200 7/11/04 and continued at 0740 on 8/11/04 finished on 1855 on 8/11/04.
at 4:31 PM
I was too drunk to retaliate…I knew I had to struggle free from these lechers but…my body failed me…I delivered one miserable kick in attempt to ward him off…but instead it incurred his wrath…the gang pin me down has he slapped and slapped me…he raised his leg to sink it into my abs…I knew I could not giv up…but…I closed my eyes to accept the sad fate…but…
Ady: go!
He: devil ady…count urself lucky phoenix…next time…
Phoenix: arhh
Ady: hey…dun move…think u…
Phoenix: let go of me…u were the one who landed me in this mess…u…u…idiotic sissified moron…
-ady’s POV-
I would have slapped the hell outta her if not for her injuries…who dares to call me names…but lookin at her injured state I have this weird feelin in me…she did not raise her head to look at me…n she’s still struggling to get up…and…a drop of tear and blood stained the dirt floor
Phoenix: y did he come back…haven’t he hurt me enough?
Ady: u
Phoenix: that guy was my ex…he left me 3 years ago…after…after…
She shivered in the cold wind…and this was the first time I truly felt that she was so frail n vulnerable…perhaps itz my righteous character workin again…I’m starting to worry about her
-phoenix POV-
I could not contain my sadness…I have not cried once even after wat happened 3 years ago..but today…in front of ady… perhaps it’s the look in his eyes…I could not keep my tears anymore.. but to my surprise he lowered himself beside me n took me into his arms…he did not say anything…perhaps he’s just to arrogant to let his guards down…perhaps he’s too dumb to say anything…but…at least there’s someone for me to lean on…
-ady’s POV-
I’ve never held a women in my arms like this…phoenix is a tough boxer…seeing her cry reminded me she still a girl…I can feel her trembles…must have been a really bad experience…but I really did not noe wat to say…
At dragon n david’s house
David: woah…doremon rawks…
Dragon: u need to grow…up
David: hmm? Hey…who is this cute girl
Dragon: remember the account we hacked into recently…that’s her sister…char
David: woah…cute
Dragon: average la…
David: hmm…remember that girl we met at the hospital…wonder wat’s her account add…then I can hack in as secret admirer…hehe
Dragon: dun think u hav to guess anymore…look
David: hey that’s her…she…she’s the account holder our client wanted us to hack into…wat a coincidence…
Dragon: u intending to?
David:can track her home address and telephone number…
Dragon: there u have it…
At the girls’ house
Gil: PHOENIX
Char: omg wat happen to u?
Ady: phoenix..i’m off…n erm…after u recover…come back to slam…
Phoenix: wat?
Ady: I noe ur prob…but u…if u dun mind being an assistant coach..it can always be arranged…
Char: thank you man..
After ady left
Gil: phoenix wat happened?
Phoenix: he’s back…
Char: that guy who raped u
Gil: CHARLENE!!!
Char: sorry
Phoenix: yeah…think I would hav been killed…if not for…
Char: for ur knight in shining armour…devil ady?
Phoenix: it was his fault I was drunk ok?
Gil: okok…go sleep…
-phoenix POV-
was it my illusion or was ady especially gentle tonight…i can still feel the warmth of his hand on my arm…his fringe that falls perfectly across his face complemented his nice looking eyebrow that are always knitted together so well…wait a sec…wats with me…argh…
at slam
jie er: hi…I am the new boxing coach
phoenix: hi…phoenix
milk: miss phoenix ur class is with me…plz come over…
phoenix: wat am I suppose to do
milk: same as b4…
jie er: hi ady…
ady: (looks at her n looked away)
jie er: hey wanna go lunch together
ady: no
jie er: dinner?
Ady: no
Jie er: supper?
Ady: no
Jie er: wei…dun liddat mah…reject pretty girls is not wat a gentlemen should do
Ady: I’m not a gentlemen
Phoenix: erm…
Ady: yes?
Phoenix: sorry to interrupt…this document is for u…
Ady: ok…
Jie er: hey…ady as I was saying
Ady: milk…thought u were organizing the boxer’s retreat…I need to speak to u about the…
Jie er: ady….
Phoenix: jie er…dun bother…that block doesn’t appreciate things…
Jie er: humph…
Milk: so senior…girls fighting for ya?
Ady: not funny…eh…ur brothers lookin for ya…
David: NIUNAI!!!
Milk: DAVID!!!
Dragon: oh brother…
Milk: hey senior think wanna invite them to the retreat
Ady: u decide
Well phoenix invited char n gil…so all 8 of them were there…
An evening at the beach
Char: dragon u wanna eat chicken…I bbq le lehx…
Dragon: erm…u..
Char: my name is charrrr….ahhh (tripped over jie er’s leg)
Dragon: (caught her) trouble…
Char: ouch…eh u gu yi one hor…
Jie er: (act innocent) hu me? I only toking to my di mah…
Char: bleahx (pretend to vomit)
Phoenix: ooi char…gil lehx?
Char: how I noe?
Dragon: david
Phoenix: ok…
Near the sea
David: eh gil…fishballs?
Gil: no
David: aiyah dun lidat mah….eat la
Gil: go away (swept david’s hand maybe sweep too hard liaoz david fell flat on his face)
David: eee…sand in my mouth…
Gil: (giggles)
David: it’s nice to see u smile
Gil: (swept her hair to one side) how nice if I had some music here
David: eh I sing for ya
Gil: (covered her ears) dun wan…
AAAAAHHHHHDDDDDDIIIIIII
Gil: that jie er is so into ady
David: (pouts) ppl got charm mah
Gil: watz with u
David: xian mu lor…ady got ppl jio I muz go n jio ppl
At the bbq pit
Milk: they seems like havin fun
Phoenix: char is very zhu dong one…but also very devoted to the one she loves…if dragon isn’t interested in her plz ask him to reject her soon…if not
Milk: this kinda things…very hard for us to interfere bah
Phoenix: well…
Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh
Phoenix: ah gil!!!
The gang ran towards the beach and found gil who fell into the sea…not knowing how to swim gil was quickly knocked unconscious…david n phoenix dived in to save her
Phoenix: wat happened
David: jie er asked me to get some food for ady…then gil like dun wanna tok to me so I went lor…then dunno y drop into sea liaoz…gil…
Gil: (cough)
David: (letting her lie in his arms) ok?
Gil: (nods)
Phoenix: (stood up n grabbed ady by his collar) wat do u wan?!
Ady: wat?
Jie er: hey hey hey itz not ady’s fault ok…
Phoenix: not his fault…then wat? My fault?
Dragon: OOI!...bring her back to the chalet first…
David scooped gil up and ran back following behind is char n milk
Dragon: ady
Ady: (ignoring jie er) let’s go…
That night phoenix was sitting on a ledge near their room lookin up into the sky
-phoenix POV-
wat did that idiot wan…
ady: phoenix
phoenix: I dun wanna see u
ady: (leapt onto the ledge) did u ever asked the stars why they shine?
Phoenix: no
Ady: y?
Phoenix: cause they can’t answer ur question…
Ady: glad u noe that (leapt off the ledge and went into his room)
Wat did he mean?
Next day the gang was mountain climbing…climb till a very steep slope then jie er suddenly lost balance and swept phoenix off her footing…phoenix fell off the mountain and ady quickly grabbed her and both fell into a small hole a distance away from the gang
Ady: u ok?
Phoenix: ya…little scratch only…hey ur arm
Ady: (looked at his arm n found a cut n blood was oozing out profusely) doesn’t matter…
Phoenix: (took out first aid kit n dab med onto ady’s wound) doesn’t it hurt
Ady: not really…
Phoenix: u not human arh…such a big cut still not pain?
Ady: phoenix
Phoenix: (not bothering to look up) what?
Ady: nth…
Phoenix: sissified…tok oso cannot tok properly
Ady: wei!
Milk: hey u guys ok?
Ady: yarh…
Jie er: omg ady…u are injured…u la…stupid women..cannot balance properly hai my di fall with u…di pain not
Char: dragon…got plastic bag?
Dragon: no. y?
Char: I wanna vomit liaoz…
David: no kidding…me too…
Phoenix: let’s go down le lar…
Milk: yarh near llllunch…woah almost fell down…
Jie er: (hooked ahdi’s arm) diiiiiii
Ady: OUCH!!!
Jie er: huh wat wat?
Phoenix: I thought not pain…
Ady: juz now not pain lar…this girl squeeze my arm so hard…
Jie er: sorry lehx ady…u larh…put med nv put properly…
Dragon: (rolled his eye)
Char: bleahx bleahx bleahx
The gang returned to their normal routine…at cyber café
David: eh dragon…char still tryin to jio u arh?
Dragon: she’s juz a fren…
David: dun lidat ma
Char: dragon…hi david
David: hi char
Dragon: come here for wat?
Char: (takes out 2 lunchbox) one for u one for david
David: waoh thx…if there’s not gil I’ll surely fall for ya
Char: haha…then lucky got ah gil…
David: wei…
Char: dragon?
Dragon: leave it there…I’m busy
Char: orh…I go le hor…
David: bye bye
Dragon: …
At slam
Jie er: ady dun lidat ma…plz plz plz…juz one dinner
Ady: FINE
Jie er: yeah….i got dinner with ady I got dinner with ady
Ady: (rolled his eyes)
Phoenix: flirt…
Ady: i…
That night the 2 finished dinner n jie er insisted on going to the park for a walk
Jie er: nice stars eh?
Ady: yeah yeah (didn’t even bother to look)
Jie er: diii
Ady: can u stop callin me that..?
Jie er grabbed ady’s neck and kissed him real hard on the lips
-ady’s POV-
wat the f***…
a women ran past the two of them n her shoulders brushed past ady
ady: jie..er..let go (pulled her off and ran after the women)
-phoenix POV-
why did I have to see this…
ady: phoenix
phoenix: go away…
ady: plz listen it wasn’t intentional
phoenix: it’s none of my business…
ady: phoenix…
phoenix: go back to her ba…
ady: no listen
phoenix: u listen…go back
ady: no i..
phoenix: go
ady: i…
phoenix: go bac
ady: arghhh (slam his fist into the tree behind phoenix)
-phoenix POV-
i…i…can feel his warmth breath breathing down on me…I feel so small standing in front of him…his brows closely knitted in frustration…his eyes shimmers in confusion…I can feel his blood trickling onto my shoulder…I looked down onto the ground…I dun dare to look into his eyes…because…because…
ady: phoenix…listen…she was the one who initiated this
ady spoke slowly and firmly forcing phoenix to take in every word he said
phoenix: doesn’t …m..matter
-ady’s POV-
I did not know why I wanted so badly to explain…I noe phoenix would not believe me…she didn’t even wan to look me in the eye…if this is so…
-phoenix POV-
I felt so intimidated by the firmness in his words…I always knew devil ady was a strong fighter…but…I was never afraid…never afraid that he would hurt me in a battle of fist…I was never afraid of him…but tonight…his words…his eyes… I do not understand why….for the first time..i am afraid…
Jie er: di…
Ady: argh…
Phoenix: i…go home le
Ady: phoenix…
Jie er: eh u like her arh
Ady: where got…dun anyhow say hor…
On the phone
Char: dragon…u going to slp le ma
Dragon: on comp doin something…
Char: orh…er…u noe hor…er…
Dragon: wat…
Char: me cannot slp la
Dragon: then?
Char: er…can come out?
Dragon: no…me hanging up…bye
Char: dra…
At slam
Jie er: ok class that’s all for today…PHOENIX
Phoenix: wat?
Jie er: wanna fight? (pointed to ring)
Phoenix: sure..
The girls were on par in skills but jie er’s every move is deadly n phoenix who did not want to hurt jie er only dodge…
Milk: phoenix’s on the losing end if she doesn’t fight back.
Jie er: give him back to me (pulled phoenix by the throat n stabbing 2 fingers into her abs)
Ady: enough (ran onto the ring n grabbed hold of the fallin phoenix)
Milk: hey…lady…behave like one…
Jie er: let go…phoenix…I tell u…u wun get him one…we’ll see
Ady: phoenix…ok?
Phoenix: yeah whatever…take ur girlfren into hand…dun let her bark like mad dog…(staggered away)
On the street dragon n char
Char: dragon wait leh
Dragon: I wanna go home lar
Char: dun lidat le….eh
Dragon: char I say this for ONE LAST TIME…u’re juz a fren ok?
Char: but but…
Dragon: (turned and left)
Char: draaaaa (fell into a drain)
Dragon: how clumsy can u get (tried to pull her outta the drain)
Char: cannot…leg sprain
Dragon: (carried her onto his back) can u stop courting trouble
Char: sorry… (tears brim) sorry…
-Dragon POV-
sorry char..i can’t accept ur love…y am I feelin so weird…her warm tears seeping through my shirt seems to…forget it…
david: gil…plz lar…
gil: dun wan
david: y?
gil: I dun like u…how can I be ur girlfren?
David: haiz… if u insist…
Gil: david u’re a nice guy but…
David: I noe le la…frenz?
Gil: frenz…
at 10:08 AM 
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