Saturday, October 30, 2004
today went cut hair with lyn n luan...woah...cool...lyn look super kawai lor...luan look like jap cartoon...me? i suck totally...at 1st the fringe was like shakespere's beard bleahx...then lyn n luan super pro...straighten my hair 4 me..now consider rebonding liaoz...since the straightening effect can't last long...wle..lyn the figure is so good lor...luan oso...me? bleahx...so fat...had fun with the gurlz..lyn look little sad though...
to lyn: dun sad sad liaoz..u cut hair so kawai...thx fer everything...love ya
to luan: jia wei will drool if he see ur hair man...so nice..xian mu u so xing fu...me wanna xing fu oso *humph*...hope ya like de flowerz i gave ya...
~*when the earth stop spinning n the time stands still...i look bac at u n say...y didn't we go fer that movie we said we wanted to*~
never hasitate too long...u'll mizz lotsa things in life...
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 8:22 PM
Friday, October 29, 2004
Yoz yoz selian is bwack…gone for so long ppl got mizz me not…haha…juz a quick recap of selian’s current life…
Well first hav to thank some ppl who stood by me..n saw me through many things…found no best frenz yet but..well…I nv needed any anyway… thx my ever huggable jie Sharon…dear dear lyndy…love luan…luan’s love fangyi…Eunice…wei li..xing ying…xiying…muihiang…xiao di jing jie…lynnette (got spell wrong not arh)…ah jenn…n too many to mention…
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When I struggled btw love n reality
Well my bez buddies as mentioned was with me…not all of them…well…I’m a lone wolf so…was with myself pretty much…struggled to understand the truth behind all these n stumbled upon realization that there’s no truth behind some things…so well look at the bright side of life…
When I realize that I was alone
Well peeps dun bother to say the “I’ll always be there for u” thing..dun really believe in it.. I’ve managed well…drown in my thoughts for sometime…clutching onto my heart for answers until I realize that there isn’t a need for answers…itz gd sometimes to be a lone wolf…
Well I’m still into reading chim chim books..writing songs…singing songs…writing weird Chinese poems…but found out recently that I prefer non-fiction books…currently on bio weapon…found that I like dancing too…wooohooo…during the hols I’m goin to kill myself with tons of swimming n dancing…
To Sharon: Jie I really like huggin ya…(bet u realized that already)…ur smile n ‘pat on the head’ routine brings sunshine to my darkened world…I love u..n u noe the rest…’I’ll be with u’ n stuffs like that…let me try something new…how bout…I’ll be the rain…when u have the droughts…I’ll be the answer…when u face doubts…nice eh?
To lyn: love ya…noe u hav lotsa things on ya mind nowadays…dun care wat others think…juz follow ur heart…I offer no answer to ur problems but one thing for sure…I will be ur guardian…even when I’m not the angel…
To all 3/3 ppl hu see this: I luv ur class lots…u guys are my second family…my tears and pains were revealed only to u ppl…love u..SanTiga rawks…
To all dancers hu see this: thx for doin such a great job on arts fest…love u girls….
To everyone in my life: I’ll never hav fallen without u….neither would I hav stood up…I would not hav gotten hurt without u…but it’s then I realize how strong I am…
For the ones I used to luv: I no longer love u like I do…but I still thank u for making me realize how love isn’t perfect n how capable I am (bu yao lian hor)
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