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    ...BEAUTITALK


    Thursday, April 24, 2008

    真正体会过才能明白人生的奇妙

    当你跌到谷底才能再爬起来
    当你失去一切才能再次拥有
    当你彻底放弃才能重新开始

    当你明白，却更疑惑
    当你疑惑，才能明白

    当你痛了，你便爱了
    当你爱了，就不痛了

    当你难过，才懂快乐
    当你悲伤，才懂喜悦
    当你愤怒，才懂宽恕

    伤痛时的难受会成为伤口结疤时的领悟
    最初开始爱的时候因为爱而让我们拥有坚持的力量
    当真正明白爱的时候因为爱而让我们有放弃的勇气

    I was reading the modules available and whatsoever for literature and theatre studies...
    call me an idiot if u want...despite the fact that lit has like massive reading load...i think it is INTERESTING...makes me wanna take lit...it's ok...since i applied for NTU lit n NUS FASS...doesn't matter i can decide later whether i wanna take lit or not...
    if u think that 1 poetry book and 4 other novels for A levels is a lot...uni is going to be like WOAH~....budden it's pretty cool in my opinion...they even have the text DRACULA included in the readings (i forgot which uni was it...ntu probably)...not that that is a turn on for me...cause i dun like DRACULA...but i still think all the reading stuff are pretty cool..
    but it is a bit tough for me to imagine myself as a lit teacher...as a matter of fact...it is hard to even imagine myself as a teacher even...just think of all the poor kids and their mental strain when studying under me...muahahahaha....kidding
    i feel like a pig for not exercising the entire week...up till now at least...cause the only two days i had to myself (which in other words meant i dun have to work) i was down with a swollen foot...damn pain can...i duno y it only started to swell on monday....when TKD was like friday....nvm it is not the first time my body has been slow in respond...n i have TKD again tml...i always approach lessons with excitement and apprehension at the same time...haha...but can realli see n feel the passion that lyn has for TKD every time i see her doing kicks n stuff...but i tink that she likes it more than i can imagine...since our class is considered quite slack for her...
    it's a little weird to have the kids teaching me stuff...at TKD...but most of them are pretty nice about it..so wellx...i'm ok...(apart from the kid who pulled my hair...which is realli lame)
    my online blog shop is coming up soon..i haven't posted the pictures yet...but well...keep a lookout for new updates!!!

    "Every work of art is an uncommitted crime." Theodor Adorno
    this is so true...it is my opinion that if all the greatest artist of time had came together to form a criminal org or something the world will be in greater jeopardy than Mr.H n Mr.O had ever landed us in (i shouldn't write the full name...i dowan to get assasinated...kidding..just presume it is Mr.Hamlet and Mr.Othello...no offence to shakespeare)...another way of lookin at it is that art is the manifestation of the innate desire of doing something...so when it hasn't been executed...it turns into art...anger..pain..love..jealousy...n what-nots

    "Acting is a matter of giving away secrets." Ellen Barkin
    because the stage is the place where the impossible bcums possible and where the hidden are revealed...where the matters that should never b discuss are blatently exposed

    "An artist cannot fail; it is a success to be one. "Charles Horton Cooley
    this is so like my own sentiments for the arts...bcuz in today's society bcoming an artist not only requires wits but also a truck load of courage...the wits to appreciate the true beauty of the arts...the courage to to pursue the true beauty....


    "Art produces ugly things which frequently become more beautiful with time. Fashion, on the other hand, produces beautiful things which always become ugly with time. "Jean Cocteau
    I wanted to burst out laughing at this one...this is so true...bcuz artistic stuff are so abstract that it looks "ugly"...even i cannot appreciate all of em...especially when it is not in my league...haha...

    "True art is characterized by an irresistible urge in the creative artist. "Albert Einstein
    to me the key word in this line is "irresistible"...just like sherlock is the artist of detective works...there are instances where the crime is of the smallest scale possible but it never fails to awaken sherlock's "irresistible" urge to solve the weirdest crimes

    "In art, the hand can never execute anything higher than the heart can imagine." Ralph Waldo Emerson

    "Only those who attempt the absurd will achieve the impossible. I think it's in my basement... let me go upstairs and check." M. C. Escher
    absurdity is like one of my living proof...i think it is the same for almost are those "artistic" people...no matter they are acknowledge artists or otherwise...

    "Genius always finds itself a century too early." Ralph Waldo Emerson
    this ties in with absurdity...one century ago you are absurd...a century later...u are a genius

    "Everyone has talent. What is rare is the courage to follow that talent to the dark place where it leads." Erica Jong
    this is so the same (pardon my singlish) with my previous comment (read above)...it reminds me of the bookmark that Miss Sabariah gave us b4 A levels....can't rmb exactly wat it was...something like...we do not fear that we are insufficient but that we are powerful beyond our own imagination...woo-wee

    "The writer, when he is also an artist, is someone who admits what others don't dare reveal." Elia Kazan
    this is in the same line as a previous quote

    "Life imitates art far more than art imitates Life." Oscar Wilde
    this line is really &%^*% i can't find the right words to explain myself...if u know wat i mean

    ~pardon me...it's quotes day for me today...i shall continue quoting in about another topic~

    "When love is not madness, it is not love." Pedro Calderon de la Barca
    if u know me well enough u will know which word in this line appeals to me...the answer? "madness"...madness not realli in like insanity...but rather the rashness in action that is tied to the heart...in simpler terms...acting according to your heart without being held back by the mind

    "Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold." Zelda Fitzgerald
    the heart (in my opinion) is the smallest and yet the greatest in capacity...it can hold all the flaws (we dun even call it flaws) and pains and what-nots...and yet it cannot tolerate even a grain of sand between the two lovers

    "Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.' " Erich Fromm

    "Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place." Zora Neale Hurston
    bcuz love cannot be rationalised...it cannot be controlled by the mind...when we love...we cannot hid our true self...where the soul resides

    "At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet." Plato
    needless for me to explain this line right?

    "There is no disguise which can hide love for long where it exists, or simulate it where it does not." Francois de La Rochefoucauld
    when u realli love someone it is not possible for u to disguise it...it is in ur eyes...ur frowns...ur smiles...ur tears...ur words...ur actions...and most of all urself

    "Love is a gross exaggeration of the difference between one person and everybody else." George Bernard Shaw
    i seen this line like twenty times...although i eliminate most of the quotes that i have seen too many times but i tink this line is still worth putting in...

    "Love is being stupid together." Paul Valery
    although this is a "stupid" line...but yet it holds much truth in it

    "It is sad not to love, but it is much sadder not to be able to love." Miguel de Unamuno
    the former proves that u lack charm...but the latter proves that u are devoid of emotions

    "Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage." Lao Tzu
    i first saw this line in the note that mui hiang wrote for me (note it is for me not to me) a few years back...i know wat she meant...i think u will too if u know me...but it was back then...having strength is to be able to hold on...having courage is to be able to let go

    "Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans fires." Francois de La Rochefoucauld

    "We loved with a love that was more than love." Edgar Allan Poe
    i like this line...but unable to comment on it...bcuz love is beyond words (trying to justify my lack of vocab)

    "If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I." Michel de Montaigne
    i quoted this line in one of my entries like two thousand years ago (my exaggeration)...it is not possible to explain y u see...some call it chemistry...others call it love...me?...i call it a "fact"...just like the world is round (or whatever u call that shape)...there is no reason or explaination

    ~if u have survived up till now n delighted urself to read thru all the quotes n my comments above...thank u...n give u a little applause...wellx...read on

    "By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest." Confucius
    for me...the second rarely happens...n the third usually occur before the first...(i am not saying that i have LEARNT wisdom...bcuz it is not possible to...but i am learning...n therefore experiencing n reflecting)

    "It requires wisdom to understand wisdom: the music is nothing if the audience is deaf." Walter Lippmann

    "To conquer fear is the beginning of wisdom." Bertrand Russell
    fear is the oldest and strongest emotion ever felt...n is felt by every single being...not love...but fear...in all forms of it..the greatest fear in fact...is of fear itself...to be able to come through it is real wisdom

    "He dares to be a fool, and that is the first step in the direction of wisdom." James Huneker
    this is in line with some other quote that i saw that says something like...she who cannot be ugly is never beautiful...in my terms...beauty is innate...n only those who knows ugliness knows beauty (in the real sense of both words)...similarly..onli those who know themselves a fool...knows wisdom

    ~continues quoting...u can continue to read if u haven't fell asleep

    "History is the sum total of things that could have been avoided." Konrad Adenauer
    studying history will make u understand this...if u cannot understand anything else


    "There are no extraordinary men... just extraordinary circumstances that ordinary men are forced to deal with." William Halsey
    this is what is in the chinese saying 时势造英雄 and the saying that when the going gets tough..the tough gets going...cliche but true

    "When written in Chinese, the word "crisis" is composed of two characters. One represents danger and the other represents opportunity." John F. Kennedy
    once again the beauty of the chinese language...if u dun get the quote...
    crisis=危机
    danger=危险
    opportunity=生机
    tie this back with the idea of 时势造英雄...u can see it in either ways...it either a fall...or a chance for u climb back up...it is either u lose everything or u are given a chance to start from scratch...(that reminds me of something....haha...personal n not meant for the eyes of blog readers...ironic for me to find the truth that i have been seeking in my own words)

    "The man who is swimming against the stream knows the strength of it." Woodrow Wilson

    ~alright...i shall spare my readers by ending with a comment of my own...

    love is the art of attaining wisdom with no aid from history
    the combination of all four topics i have quoted about


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    Wednesday, April 23, 2008

    what took me so long to understand?
    to understand that i never understood...

    working hard


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