Wednesday, May 05, 2004
ok updating again...i re-read a fanfic...main character...ahdi lar...hu else...it's called mansion on the cliff...dunno if i say b4 le... anyway...i realli wanna scold fanfic writers le... outta the many fanfics i read onli got about 7 or 8 main character is andi...n onli about 3 or 4 he n his gf nv die... one is he got aids...since born...another one is car accident...one is his gf die...cuz i think cancer or wat...another one is his gf on mission then he call her then she kana caught n die...WHAT IS THIS....stupid...n everytime got another person snatch his girlfren...n that person has to be kunda...wat de la...i already not say very like kunda le...still write all these...lucky got one time is ahdi win his girl bac... or rather...he GOT THE GIRL FROM KUNDA....MUAHAHAHAHAHA...that's more like it...okok...my life is revolving round ahdi AGAIN...yeah... finalli arh...it's been like months...i've been tryin to get outta one heartbreak n accidently fallin into another... i noe i noe...ahdi is juz an idol...but believe me...i rather love him then...(cough cough)...cuz though i dunno him...he dunno me...but liddat he will not or rather CANNOT hurt me...n he will always be perfect in my eyes... n ya noe wat? i am important to him k? he say one....haha i noe it's lame...cuz he say b4...all his fans are impt to him... dun say i only look at appearance then like ppl... cuz not like ahdi got any appearance...i realli love his voice n his character... got 3 ppl surely relieve that i like bac ahdi.... xingying...at least she dun have to listen to me crap...eunice...she dun have to see me cry...n bianz gor...he dun have to hear me complain...haha... now listening to missing u....orh...wanna cry... though i listen for dunno like wat 1000++ times?...AHDI RAWKS
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 7:14 PM
Sunday, May 02, 2004
ok..finalli bac...wonder anyone will read...i ended a story which started the 1st day i entered anderson...xingying noes...dun bother askin...she wun say de...if u claim to understand me well...u would noe... as much as i wanna say i hate that person...i still muz admit...i love him...realli.... but believe me...i can 4get de...da bu liao get a new 'victim'...some idiot ask me jio xiang wang...u think i dun dare izzit?!...duh lorh...BUT...xiang wang IS my gor... i dun wanna burden him... he dun hav time 4 all these... to THAT person...plz larh... dun keep disturbing him lor... once in a while okok lar...but remember he is a scholar... his main aim in comin here is to STUDY...unless u believe u can help him in that... n one more thing...yaya...i got another gor...hahaha...this one hoh...eh...how to say... he's differant from other gor...cuz about half a year ago ba....or less than that...no one will think that the 2 of us will b'cum gor n mei...hahaha...nowadays he a bit...er...dun wanna tell me then too bad larh...dun say i nv concern
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