Saturday, April 10, 2004
wow today the bbal n cap ball wow...u peeps should hav seen him...especially when he playin captains ball...my god...so meng...he still dare to tell me he today not in good form...faint... i happy 4 him la...they won...but well got scolded by that gorilla...as if lose is my fault...but nvm...though onli noe him 4 3 months ++ it's enough to understand y he so piss...1st is lyndy then we lost... not like i very happy lar...but wat u wan...i like that guy ok? he win i sure happi de rite?...crap...nvm...i ok le...
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 10:14 PM
Friday, April 09, 2004
i not goin to start to crap bout watever i like this guy my heart pain or wat la...cuz when i read this kinda crap on ppl's blog i think it's stupid...i'm listening to guo ping chao's fang qi nowadays...got one part "WO SHI ZHEN DE BU YUAN SHI QU NI, BU XIANG YAO SHI QU NI, BU NENG GOU SHI QU NI DE AI QING " (meaning: i realli dun wanna lose u, dun wish to lose u and can't lose ur love) haiz... i think XING YING will understand de...everytime i close my eyes...haiz... i dun expect others to understand ( ya when i say others i mean everyone except XINGYING) nah...not like she's my best fren or wat...but i juz feel save to tell her things... i noe of ppl hu say will keep ur secret but in the end... i noe XINGYING wun de...
well...i dunno if u call that heart hurts...but my heart will like screw up everytime i see...HIM and HIM and HIM (XINGYING N EUNICE can understand de rite) ... well the first him not so bad cuz...well the 2 of us noes each other pretty well le...so no need to crap the my heart hurts he dunno thingy...the second him...he got his own prob...sometimes he choses to confide in me but...the sad thing is his luv oso confide in me...now they ok le...i should be happi de but....the third him...i think most of ya noe is hu...so okok is that guy u noe...that guy eunice said look like king kong (i didn't agree ok? i onli think he look like a gigantic bear)...well...dunno leh... like everytime i look at him my deepest fears and sorrow seems to treaten to release themselves.... haix...dun worry peeps...i'm fine...i am strong de...even if i not strong oso muz act rite...if not everyday see him everyday cry meh...haix...ya to that person who is goin to say u'll stand by me n u love me n onli wan me...ya i noe i noe...but sorry...it's not ur love i want...
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 5:40 PM
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
sorry peeps....for so long nv...write...cuz no internet connection...so pai seh...my story will resume soon...here's juz a few updates
presently selian got 4 gors in anderson and 2 gors outside anderson...
yanghan, yiqiang, qiaoling, xiangwang, benben, kahhwee
honey- yong yong
darling- chong hui
ai de zui gao jing jie- luan
jie- sharon
qing ai de- eunice
daughters- xiying and liyin
husband- ahdi
idols
5566: xiezhi, renfu
energy - ahdi, milk
S.H.E - ella, selina
others - xu jie er
reccomended films
gospel of john
scooby doo 2
latest feelins
ok about a few weeks b4 was i feel trapped and cheated...heartbroken n u know the usual...nowadays...is like up n down..this moment sad until wanna die next moment happy until heart wanna jump out...selian siao siao de la...(like as if last time not liddat)....ok i'm still desperately in love with ahdi...and erm...chong hui....er...eunice...yong...luan...gor (refering to qiao)...jie....ok...still as crappy as ever....I JUZ BOUGHT ENERGY4EVER de OTHER VERSION....okok...the mtv...all i can say is...AHDI SO GOD DAMN SHUAI....tat's true ok?...realli lor...eh...still tryin hard to jian fei...(so impossible) ok...still the usual...anyone wanna help plz contact me...eh...i still think he yao shan sucks...basically i still go to 3/3 everyday...i think most of em noe me le...except a few whom i still dunno...ya noe...those everyday come late leave early... dun get to see em so....ok...
LUAN-- muack muack...still luv ya de...but ya noe...the world sometimes...haix...
YONG-- ok hug n muack...dun jealous of luan le...(giv u extra hug)
CHONG DARLING-- luv...ya...today u say u scared of me... so sad (piang! got shot in the heart)
EUNICE-- yeh...i noe i flare up at u almost everyday i suan u everyday...and called u a b**** but wasn't intentional de la...
XINGYING-- doctor tan...haiyoh...thx fer listening to me since...ya noe...the 3 hours on handphone conversation....( my bill was horrible)
GOR 1-- dunno wat to say since he wun see so nvm
GOR 2-- eh qiao...hug hug hug...ok...
GOR 3-- CHANGE UR SHAMPOO!!!
GOR 4-- this one oso wun see de so nvm
that's all fer today...my fan fic will return soon...
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 5:11 PM
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