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你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
便有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下
深呼吸抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道不会是他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下
yea this song realli set my thoughts goin...my frenx noe that for the pass few months i hav been tryin very hard to talk myself out of this vicious cycle...i realli dun noe how i feel towards him...perhaps like the song said is jux 不甘心...n 习惯...i guess so...life jux has to go on...perhaps it is jux bcuz i'm so use to it...i realli want to let go but yet i'm afraid to do so....in GP they call it fear of the unknown....yar...i guess that is y i still cling on so tightly to my feelings for him...afterall it has been so long...since the first day i saw him in sec one...i've realli been through a lot...n he realli made me grown up alot...i guess there is always a positive side to things...if not for him i guess i'll still be like 温室里的花...it is bcuz of the pain he put me through (unintentionally) that made me stronger...though i wun say that i'm a 杂草 now....but i guess it beats being the fragile flower in the greenhouse....
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