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i'm very tired...very very very tired...alot of teachers have already came and ask me about it...
i dunno why i feel so tired...sometimes i realli feel that the only person who is able...or rather at least willing to understand me is xingying...lucky me...at least i still have her...or else i now should already be in mental hospital...
i'm feeling very very very upset...but this time it's different from the last time i felt this depressed...the last time was in sec 3....some r/s matters...not that impt....but i never felt this bad...not even at that time....no...i'm not having suicidal thoughts...but i realli feel super emo...i realli duno what i should do to make myself feel better....and worst...people around me always think that their problems are bigger than mine....yes i know that some of their problems are really more serious than mine...but they cannot jux ignore my feelings bcuz my problem is smaller...i'm not trying to gain sympathy or anything...if u dun wanna care about me that's perfectly fine with me...i jux ask of u not to think of me as jux being whiny...bcuz i am NOT...u're not in my shoes...and apart from xingying and occationally xiying i try my best not to laden my problems onto anyone else....but there IS a limit to how much i can take...and i tink i am hitting the limit already...but like some quote said...u'll never know your limit until u go over it....what's on the other end? i duno...
i duno whether i should take lit in uni...i am THAT lost....tell me the answer...tell me...
i wanna mug i wanna do my job well ...but i can't seem to pick myself up
why do i look tired? because i am...it's THAT simple....
我知道你们还是很爱我。。可是你们还是没有办法明白。。。我也不知道该怎么说。。。我只知道。。。我快不行了。。。
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