Saturday, March 19, 2005
yesterday went dance...den went lunch with xiying den met up with lyn...went orchard shoppin...bot a furry star...so cute...a pair of star earstuds and a heart shape paper clip (big one)...met up with lyn's fren oso...nice gal...but her fren's fren attitude one lorh...den met up with fabian...since he was in orchard too...den go far east walk walk...den lyn n her fren went tuition..me n fabian went home...wanted to do work one larh...but too tired so only do a bit...
today watched the last episode of 薰以草 so coincidental...cuz actualli i nv follow the show one larh...but amberose very shuai..always wanted to watch the last episode...hehex...touching larh...
now i'm working on a new song and fanfic...the fanfic is in chinese...the song title...haven't decided yet...shld be somthing like 从‘星’出发。。。
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 1:22 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
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Monday, March 14, 2005
33 颗-- 手快断了。。。
still have to persevere though..加油...aim?? 999...hehex...gotta work towards it...doesn't matter wat happens in the end...all tat matters is that i did my best
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 3:59 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
when i think back on these times,and the dreams we left behind i'll be glad cause i was blessed to get,to have you in my life when i look back on these days,i'll look and see your face...
in my dreams i'll always see you soar above the skies in my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life...
well, you showed me how it feels,to feel the sky within my reach and i always will remember all,the strength you gave to me your love made me make it through, oh, i owe so much to you you were right there for me...
both are pearl habour's soundtrack...there you'll be n its chinese version 排山倒海...indeed...you've showed me how it feels...to feel the sky's within my reach...n i'll remember the strength you gave to me...u didn't love me...but my love for u made me pull through all the pain in life... 我以为断了这份爱就能笑着醒过来。。。太不明白你在我心中地位无可取代。。。没错。。我曾经觉得只要逼自己放下就行了。。。但是你让我发觉。。。你在我心中无人能取代。。。all it took was one look...just one look...and i knew...it was there all along...i've just been lying to myself...it has not been just an infatuation or misunderstanding...it's the deep love i had for u...laid in your eyes..就一个眼神。。。不再欺骗自己。。。我的爱从未离开过你。。。
tok to lyn last nite...told me it's ok to be vulnerable...is it? i dunno...nv tried to be liddat b4...realise tat i dun practise wat i preach...told her not to be so affected by a guy...n jux look at me...duh...realise lyn is stronger than i am...using the false strong front as a line of security...but facing him...it all crashed..into pieces...
today we went library...did homework...apparently that gal jux can't concentrate properly...i did circles theorem she did compre...borrowed the haruki something book...mrs goh ask us to read one...siao siao one la...feelin betta today...tink i scared someone cuz i said hi to him...he looked shock anyway..can understand...cuz i nv ever spoke to him b4...sorta scare lotsa ppl nowadays...lyn oso scared by me on fri nite...haha...i'm betta already...but i wun say i'm ok...i wanna go gym...but leg still hurts a little...tues got dance hopefully by den can le...den thurs go gym...woohoo...den gotta study le lorh...work hard...try to take my mind off him...it's easier wen i'm with lyn...cuz we tok bout other stuff ...like fitness n diet n blah blah blah...we tok bout him oso but doesn't feel so bad...thx lyn
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