Friday, December 19, 2003
today nth happen...watch wan yu...do a bit exercise...haiz...5566 2nd album comin le...i wanna yu gou...i fa xian...i realli better go n be a guy...haiz...if i dun shou xia lai...i realli hoh go n be a guy suan le...haiz...
~it is a torture to be loved by the right person at the wrong time...it is misery to be loved by the wrong person at the right time...but the worst is...to NOT be loved by any person at any time...
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 10:02 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2003
today go dance loh...super tired...the last part of the dance super fast...so hard to catch up...nv watch wan yu today...feel guai guai de...luan today go find ayumi cd dunno found or not...haiz...15 days jian 4 kg...ok la...luan say is possible...so i believe her loh...muz jian you...exercise...eat less...sounds easy but not easy to acheive leh...maybe is i not determined bah...but i will try my best loh...since i promised luan...next year hoh i think i wanna stay in sch n do hw leh...but if wanna chui air-con...muz hav 10 ppl or more...haiz still askin ppl loh...cuz go home liaoz no determination to do hw...i always liddat one...
~i hav suffered while waiting 4 u...i hav cried while waiting 4 u... but still i thank u...b'cuz at least u gave me something to wait,suffer and cry 4...
~loving someone is like n investment...u invest correctly u gain...u invest wrongly u lose...the only differance is that no matter u gain or lose in the end...the process is still worth investing
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 5:56 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
today oso nth big happen...whole day keep watching tv....wanna do hw...but do 2 ques den dun wanna do liaoz...juz now go watch xi jie again...wang xing really loves ying he loh...maybe is i pian xing or wat la...but i think wang xing realli loves ying he more then tian le n xing wang...tian le wants ying he to be happy...he is willing to sacrifice himself...but oso b'cuz of this ying he feels sad...xing wang is able to give ying he the romance n luxury she wants n he realli understands ying he but he did not realise that his care n concern affects ying he negatively...wang xing is differant...he understands ying he n is willing to protect her no matter wat...ying he oso feels comfortable when with wang xing...although ying he dun love wang xing but...haiz...
~i will not die 4 the one i luv...b'cuz if i die there will be no one there to protect him/her
~if u wan my heart i'll giv it to u...if u wan my blood i'll giv it to u...but there is one thing i'll never giv...n that is the pain n misery i'm suffering 4 u...
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 3:55 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
today go out with sharon go arcade play ddr...i super lan...then luan joined us at j8...i bought a blue pencil box n sharon bought a pair of blue slippers shaped key-chain 4 me n luan...then bought a pair of earrings which resembles liu xing xiang lian 4 sharon...happy to go out with em' cuz so long nv go out wif gd frenz liaoz...i saw a xi jie poster at cd shop...wanna buy but they dun sell...
luan~thz 4 the great day...muz help me jian fei wor...2 weeks left only...haiz muz jian you le...
qing~sometimes ppl dun like receiving presents b'cuz they dun wan their luv ones 2 waste money...but wat will e other party think?? if u feel there is realli no need 4 him/her to giv u a present b4 hand communication is bery important
sharon~thz 4 e slippers...hehe...i think although u keep saying luan very chio (which is true)...i think u oso very chio loh...
to everyone~i wanna jian fei...anyone wanna help plz call 90094904...n if u think i very not 'girl' then all i hav to say is...apart from the fact that i M a girl n that i still like guys i oso can't find anything girl bout me...haha
~true love never dies...love that dies are actually build up of sympathy n not true love...
~may the truth be revealed...4 true love conquers all...
...thinking bout...yayu
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 6:41 PM
Monday, December 15, 2003
today go dance...wle e teacher siao one loh ask us to repeat so many times...then i purposely bang the floor hard hard...i decided something today...i decided to learn either Judo or Tae kwon do...
luan~still need ur support...if not i surely xue bu chen...u nv waste my money la...doesn't matter...i suddenly wanna learn oso b'cuz of....well...u noe me best so no need to explain
qing~thz 4 comin...bout receiving presents...well it is not only the present that u receive it is the care n concern from the person who gives u the present
sharon~if u see this...y u wanna sit wif xiying next year...haiz...not like as if u nv see me get tortured b4....or maybe ur character wun fight wif her cuz i more bao li so we 2 cannot be together...
qiao~thz 4 comin...glad u like my quotes...
to everyone else~ thz 4 spending time on my blog...i will post my new script here soon...it's not throughly done yet...cuz still need to check la...see got mistake not...then still muz translate
~plz dun try to be strong anymore...juz look at u...so frail n delicate...u hav suffered enough...more than wat u can take...although there is nth much i can do...i'm willing to hold on to all ur burdens n let u rest...
~(girl):I'm not worth all ur care n attention...i'm nobody...even if i die it doesn't matter...it is really not worth it to care 4 me...
~(guy):it is worth the while! it is...it is...u may juz be one person to the world...but...but u are the world to one person... n...n...u are everything to me...if u die...i'll...die together wif u...
*hehe this is a little part from my script...see if u guys like it then comment a bit loh...by the way...my ideas 4 e script mostly cum from xi jie...so if ya dun realli like xi jie...i'm sorry
[ ` guarded by my angels * ] at 9:19 PM
Sunday, December 14, 2003
today go church then go bk...then bought a pair of earrings so ex...but resembles renfu's...hehe...my hp very hard to find ringtone lehz...thx luan n qing 4 helping...feel so bad 4 troubling u guys...but still glad to hav a phone la...better then nth...my fren wanna buy wallet 4 me...aiyoh dun feel gd leh...so i told her each pay 1/2...nth much liaoz loh...wanna buy sch shoes haben buy yet wanna buy that one i saw at converse...but not converse la...converse shoes super ex...i.o oso dunno wat to do...like everything i buy nowadays is blue...haha
~u can ignore me... u can avoid me... but u can't ask me to like another person...b'cuz i only like one person on this whole earth n that person is u...unless u realli nv ever like me b4...then i'll leave quietly or else i'll wait 4 u till the day i die...
~it doesn't matter if he dun love me anymore...all that matters is that he is happy...u are a gd person aren't u?? if u are...plz help me take care of him...defend him when ppl bully him...care 4 him when he is down...lend him a shoulder when he is tired...i promise i wun be jealous...i juz wan him to be happi...
ok quite nice...eh! wateva is written above is juz my thinking after watching xi jie...it has got nth to do with my personnal life plz dun misunderstand...
after i finish writing my script i'll post it on blog...but translate to english liao maybe will lose the 'feelin'...maybe after reading if u think the story is nice...u can contact me n ask 4 the chinese version...; )
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