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Here's the new address
http://superstarselina.blogspot.com/
did u just roll your eyes at the blog name??!
Haha...hey I'm a superstar ok? In my own head at least...haha.
The new blog has better layout, blog music and a TAGBOARD...(ah ma asked for a tagboard I gave her a new blog..haha)
go see
at 1:03 PM
this time i am going to make it work
watch the space here on the latest update
I'll try to get it done asap
i'm sore from doing all the html, linking and typin...i've been doing that for the past 3 hours...gosh
now working at arrival 3
that's the joy of working arrival 3
doing ur own stuff..haha
meeting up with xing next fri to go k
gotta go get my materials for the new blog shop
meeting 2/1 on sun (if it works out)
meet my yin sync girls for practise (CULTURAL NIGHT)
just watched MIT this morning at 1am...
i stayed up to wait for it
it is SUPER NICE!!!!!!!
can't wait for the next episode
aaron is soooooo handsome
guigui is super cute too!!!!
can't wait can't wait
ok now i'm craving for coffee
great
this hols would be dedicated to yin sync . work . blog shop
end of story
at 10:54 PM
i like the series even more
i think the relationship between 月空and秀子is very touching
秀子's undying love for 月空
and 月空's suppression and eventual rejection of his feelings towards her
like Renata Salecl said "There is nothing behind the mask; it is in the mask"
it is not what is behind his rejection of his own feelings
his true feelings are incribed into his rejection
the more he pushes her away the more he loves her
because if he didn't love her
he would have to intentionally suppress or reject
the song's name is 不够成熟
我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开 难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
如果有一刻 我们有缘再见
你会不会想起说过的永远
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
at 2:07 PM
yeah finally exams are over
pretty quick la actualli cause it's spread over one week nia
today's paper was a flop
i can tell u seriously tt i didn't have a clue to ALL the questions
i just picked those that i have at least READ thru b4
totalli slack
but well shan't tink of it since it's over
enjoying my 咏春 video now
洪天照 is like a super talented actor can
how can u be a super villian and still make ppl's heart ache for ya
totalli awesome
but i tink his family's road to stardom not very smooth
apart from his dad who is the super famous 洪金宝
his eldest brother is pretty famous in hongkong
in tvb series i tink
see him in a lot of shows but duno his name
until lately of course
second brother i knew before i knew 天照
that's jimmy from tension
surprise surprise
yea i was surprised too
cause jimmy is so diff from the other two brothers
well maybe just the impression he gives
but all three of them have things in common
their height their built their sharp noses
and their dad (like duh) oh n mom too dun be mistaken
ok enough about them
anyway i am enjoying my time now without having exams on my mind
i'm so happy
but tml going to work le
like great
i have to torture myself with work the on the FIRST official day of freedom
but bo bian need the money
sian diao
life
but wellx it's closing at A3 so it shouldn't b tt bad
anyway julia changed my counter from A3 to A1 for thursday
like WHY?????
she hates me
i knew it
at 7:41 PM
or ONE true friend
the answer may seem very obvious
but many ppl do not adhere to this rule
they are able to make ALOT of friends
but in the end none of them really matter
some ppl say that i'm too idealistic (or naive)
i always believe that i do not have to
intentionally make friends
people who like ur personality
and everything else about u
will automatically bcum ur friend
u can sit in silence in one corner
but as long as u have something they appreciate
the bond will form
and friendship is nv measured by time
u may know someone (n be hi-bye friends) for yrs
and someone else u onli know for a few mths
but tt someone u onli knew for a few mths might very well be a friend that u can keep for life
n i always receive this question
"why are u friends with XXX"
my answer is "why not?"
i don't realli care wat my friends are like to other ppl
i onli care about how i feel when i am with them
they may be the most annoying person in the world to other ppl
but if they realli care about me
they are my friend
on the flip side
someone who is super nice to everyone else (even to me)
but doesn't realli care (like truly care) about me
what's the point of being friends
some ppl may have tonnes of friends (metaphorically)
but they will never understand the kind of warmth and security of having ONE TRUE FRIEND (or a few for that matter) you can REALLY trust...
trust him or her with all ur life
knowing they will nv betray u even at gun point
someone whom u are willing to risk ur own life for
some ppl will never understand this
because they will nv believe that friends can go anywhere beyond personal interest
they never believe that love can really exist between friends
the kind of love that overcomes the love for urself
some ppl will nv understand
but i'm glad that i found friends who made me believe tt this kind of undying friendship exist...
(dedicated to my TRUE friends)
at 3:01 PM
MCQ was quite easy
essay was tough
i seriously think that my essays made no sense
the central concept in my first essay is
"nothingness is the suggestion that any meaning can be filled into the void. the nothingness is the platform to project to possibility of having meaning."
the central concept of my second essay is
"Bergman (the director of the film) made use of cinematography as a lens through which he projects his vision of the relationship between a psychoanalyst and the patient"
great...does it make any sense to anyone?
plus my mind was not well orientated yesterday which will make the writing even more disorganised and make even less sense than what i write now
now muggin for monday's paper
it's the last paper le
hopefully i will do well in it
yesterday the brunei student told me tt if GPA falls below 2.0 we will receive a warning letter and the second time it happens we will be expelled from the uni
great...2.0 is a C or C- i tink
den she was like scholars need at least 2.5 to stay in the uni
normal students (meaning me) onli need 2.0
den i was like "but no one wants a 2.0" what's the point of graduating from uni with a 2.0?
i'm aiming for AT LEAST 4.0/5.0
ok i'm crazy
but i seriously think it is no point aiming for just pass
aim high den even if u fall short it will nt be too bad
at 12:29 PM
i seriously think that i am spoiling my own body
after my paper today (after i finish writin at least) my head was spinning again
like on monday after i finish writing for HL 104
hopefully tml will be fine but i doubt it
head hurts
must be due to last min cramming and waking super early to study
but i will just have to endure 4-5more days
jia you jia you
slpin at 12am tonight den wake up 6am tml to study somemore
jia you jia you
hopefully i will scrap a decent enough grade
(and for me tt means at least A-)
after tml i can rest better since no paper on fri
next paper is on mon
so the crammin is spread out across 3 days 4 nights
so i can do it de!!!!
my angel said tt i can
my mom also said tt i can
so i can!! yea!
at 9:16 PM
2 down 2 more to go
the chinese paper wasn't very difficult
but the fact tt i haven't done any chinese exams in 3 years does hinder me
but wellx it's over anyway
wasn't too nervous bout it
apart from the fact tt it feels quite strange to take a chinese exam
i'm a English Lit Major excuse me
haha
anyway before i went into the exam hall i happen to hear energy's new song 另类人生 on the radio...so feel quite happy...haha
anyway gotta go bathe after this den mug for tml's paper...
jia you !!!
另类人生
向西 交通阻塞
我决定下车自己走
慢点还是会到的
向东 又淋雨了
云散了人还湿透著
彩虹却浮现了
会累 但很想冲
我好奇不停破关后
未来究竟多不同
会痛 还能忍受
太倔强是好是坏呢
答案随时变动
有人说 要拼命加入热门人生才幸福
其实能找到爱的另类人生才被羡慕
为最爱的事物 拿真心去付出
那快乐会胜过 获得最贵的礼物
有人说赢得热门人生才满足
其实有更多美景在最少人去的山谷
为自己而投入 不为了比胜负
我微笑学会了 去未来有很多路
(是做梦?是太傻?已分不清楚)
会累 但很想冲
我好奇不停破关后
未来究竟多不同
(你是不是跟我一样
在这星球上
渴望看见不会说谎的眼神)
会痛 还能忍受
太倔强是好是坏呢
答案随时变动
有人说 要拼命加入热门人生才幸福
(有时候 人长大了 勇气却变小了)
其实能找到爱的另类人生才被羡慕
为最爱的事物 拿真心去付出
那快乐会胜过 获得最贵的礼物
有人说赢得热门人生才满足
其实有更多美景在最少人去的山谷
为自己而投入 不为了比胜负
我微笑学会了 去未来有很多路
(安静的天空 我好清楚听见自己的声音
世界没有极限 只有画地自限)
为自己而投入 不为了比胜负
我微笑学会了 去未来有很多路
坤达:你还在做梦吗?
阿弟:我微笑学会了
(不放手一搏 你怎麼知道梦想不会实现?)
i like this part
有人说赢得热门人生才满足
其实有更多美景在最少人去的山谷
i always believe in travelling on the untrodden road
because i always have to believe in myself
because the ppl i love always have confidence in me
at 6:29 PM